I'm spiraling, again. All the progress I made is gone. If anything, I have gone backwards in a lot of ways. How do I get through this? I wish I could find therapy, anything. Im fighting this battle alone and I dont know if I can live my life like this for much longer. Considering buying xanax again, not to get high but just to feel level and calm and okay. When you have these emotions that stuff actually works for what it is meant to do. Maybe I should try anti-depressents? I dont know anymore. 💔


















