I’m going to make shit happen for me. I’m always gonna try to keep making moves because it’s how I keep my sanity.
Lately, I’ve been relying on the safety net of love. He is the one person who I feel completely safe and like myself with. I don’t know what happened to my self-confidence, but these days i’ve been looking at people like i’m 2 feet tall or something. I think I have an inferiority complex. I think I have issues opening up. Why? Not sure.
But, I don’t want to keep relying on this safety net. I love him, and he is one of my escapes. But he can’t be my only escape. And I have to learn to live days without him. Not because I don’t love him anymore. But because I don’t want to have my sanity rely on a single person. That’s terrifying.
I’m going to meet new people,
Work on new projects,
Find a new job,
Cultivate new hobbies,
& just keep my mind so busy that it has no room to be hung up on the 500 worries it has on a daily basis.
It’s going to be me against my own mind. I’ll try to win.




















