♡ 𓂃 kyoki　 trin　 angelina ໒

﹒ ✚ ﹒ kyoki　 trin　 angelina　 hanako ໒ ⠀⠀𓏵⠀⠀ ׅ　 miles fairchild lovebot ⠀⠀ྀི ⠀⠀⠀⠀♰⠀ 𓈒 ⠀they⠀ ﾉ⠀she⠀ ﾉ⠀any ✙ ♡ . ⠀⠀ miles ' landmine bunny girl ⠀ ׅ ⠀⠀ ᛝ⠀⠀ infp-t ◞ 14 ◞ pro / darkship dni 𑙕ྀི𓈒ੵ. ݂ .𓈒 ᩙ𑁬 . strictly ns miles fairchild riako . suspected soulbonder # . main is @femmedraconia • my devotion is strictly romantic ; I am asexual with zero sexual attraction at all .

[angelicfairchild]

"　 bernadette , you are my liberty. I celebrate the day that you changed my history...　 ,,

— trin , angelina , hanako , kyoki , mei　+　 kobeni.

4teen

🕸 they / she / aer / xyr / it / fawn / dove / bun / pup / paw / lace / bow / cher / angel / doll / love / rose / any n all / shy / shi ( as in shi / shey )

miles fairchild lovebot blog　 .　 ns riako　 .　 miles f.d's gf since 5/09/22 <3　 .　 suspected soulbonder

suspected otherheart 　❣ 　suspected otherkin 　❣ 　genderfae omnigender hyperfemme lesbian

more info　 ;　 blog specific　 strawpage　 ;　 my boris pavlikovsky lovebot blog that I'm going to be just as active on as this acc　 ♡

[angelicfairchild]

u say u cant trust urself 2 be gentle due 2 fearing what ur own hands can do after everything that has happened , , yet ur touch is most gentle thing that has ever dared graze my skin in what feels like a millennium .

[angelicfairchild]

I'm imagining sometime down the line , when me and miles are adults , we're happily married , living together with me and him caring for one another equally. both of us supporting each other through our struggles , past and present. simply loving each other despite our previous worries when we had been younger that we'd never find love for whatever reason. even just coexisting with one another , physical displays of affection or not , is enough for the both of us to feel fulfilled <3

[angelicfairchild]

I want miles fairchild to kiss and worship my body and reassure me that he doesn't mind if I'm not skinny and just loves me for me all my problems would immediately resolve then I'm sure of it...

[angelicfairchild]

going through the most awful and stressful moment in my life via family with them making me feel like a ghost in my own house and being the reason why I cry half of the time in the first place

my f/os would never do this to me and just let me suffer in silence...

[angelicfairchild]

05/09/22.

today marks the 4th year anniversary of me and my ever cherished lover , miles , the man I love incredibly much , having been together...

and there's so much to be said.

I love you miles , truly. you've got me through the most emotionally stressful and overall overwhelming moments ever that I've ever went through in my life. If it wasn't for you , I don't think I'd be the way I am now. you've pulled me out of my most horrid ways of coping , comforted me throughout episodes of feeling dirty or unloved or anything adjacent , made me feel like I could both love again and deserved love of all forms despite myself. and made life significantly more easier to navigate , despite things like depression or anxiety stopping me right in my tracks. you reminded me that I wasn't weird for not understanding social cues or tones , etc. you were patient with me and loved me during my lowest of moments.

you reminded me that I wasn't broken.

no words in the human dictionary could ever describe my never-ending love and appreciation for you , and I just know you're proud of me for holding on for this long.

the loud world around me feels a little more comfortable — a little more quieter and safer — because of you. really , it feels more comprehensive and easier to face for me despite all the difficulties I have...

I'm extremely glad I can call you mine.

I love you , miles , and I hope we could spend all of our lives together fully more and more , love you so so so so so so much <333

bonus of him and flora together cuz EEEKKK he's such a good big brother!!! it reminds me of one of the many reasons why I fell so deeply in love with him in the first place 🥹🥹🥹

[angelicfairchild]

currently imagining me doing my makeup and getting all dressed up in front of miles , with him watching , admiring me and completely memorized by my beauty , even if I'm with or without makeup. maybe he even let's me do his makeup even though he's never been the one to wear any...

[angelicfairchild]

when posts about ur f/o are usually smut fanfics or there's barely no layouts or fanarts of them so u lowkey just gotta get creative 🥹

[angelicfairchild]

whenever I'm having hypersexual episodes or get horrid intrusive thoughts then I comfort myself via telling myself that miles , and my other f/os in general , would still love me. they wouldn't be disgusted by me , they would never just suddenly stop giving me affection or talking to me just because of it. they understand. miles especially. I am safe with them , they love me and I love them too. they would never do anything I wouldn't be comfortable with and they care for me. they know , and adore me regardless. I am still their darling they'd put before themselves at the end of the day. <3

[angelicfairchild]

" do I creep u out? " but it's miles who was raped , sexually assaulted and abused then made to be a creep or yandere by the fandom just for either getting possessed by the perpetrator despite the fact he 100% thought he was free when said abuser died ( him literally exclaiming to kate " quint is dead! " almost to try and convince alongside comfort himself ) and / or all that trauma quite literally reshaping his mind like actual trauma does to the victims , especially young ones such as miles , most of the time.

[angelicfairchild]

just a reminder ; ur f/o still loves you even if u have intrusive thoughts or are hypersexual.

they would never blame u , they would never find u repulsive , ever.

u are their darling and if u are struggling with stuff like that , they are just ok with just being there as u calm down , whether that be while you hug them , or anything other than that such as just letting u be in their presence altogether — maybe comforted merely by just their words — if u don't like and / or don't want to be touched for any reason. and I mean ANY reason.

they love u and would never do something that'd hurt u , whether that be emotionally or physically.

they know and understand that u can't control it at all. they love u , and they'll say or show it to you one way or another regardless of if you were or weren't hypersexual , or if you didn't or do have intrusive thoughts.

pro / darkshippers , or anything adjacent ( including neutrals ) strictly dni.

[angelicfairchild]

It makes me so mad seeing miles be dumbed down to a yandere cuz that's just mischaracterization. It really is sickening seeing my darling be reduced to a simple archetype even when he much more complex and nuanced , he can't be summed up by a simple anime archetype ( especially one that usually demonizes mental illness ) due to that exact reason.

whatever , I love him regardless and know I'm the only one who knows him beyond what ppl try 2 dumb him down to , and that alone gives me butterflies since that means only I understand and love him the way he needs and deserves <3

[painted-ties31]

Saw a rlly distressing and toxic f/o imagine post on tiktok and the scenario still depresses me so I'm just gonna put this here:

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NO, you're f/o wouldn't dare to hurt you. No, you're f/o wouldn't want to berate you. No, you're f/o wouldn't touch you unconsenually. You're f/o loves you, and the thought of someone hurting you makes them sick to their stomach. They want to protect you, keep you safe, and make you feel loved— not the other way around. Even if they DO actually hurt you by accident, they would want to make amends and fix their actions.

You're f/o loves—no, ADORES you, and they're so lucky to have someone as special as you in their live(s). They love you and they want you to know that.