Musings of an Angel

Random thoughts about random things that hit my brain. What if's from my mostly skewed view of the world. Oh, and poetry. Welcome to my world.... Enjoy your visit! 18 and over ONLY please. This work is licensed under a Creative Commons...

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I just spent 20 minutes trying to write a post in an attempt to interact here annnnnd I failed. Dunno why it’s so fucking hard to put myself out there anymore or share the least little things.  Oh well... maybe I’ll make another half-ass attempt in another year or so.  I do hope you are all well and life is being kind <3 :-D

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happy happy everyday :) i hope you have a lovely birthday :)

awww... Thank you sooo very much! Very sweet of you! I had a wonderful day. Two actually. Just got surprised with balloons, mushy cards, an adult colouring book and markers, plus a ‘snack stash’. It was awesome! :-D

I hope you’ve had a fabulous week!Hugs :-)

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Such is life

Do you ever suddenly want to cry? Over silly shit? Misplaced sunglasses, in my case. But I don’t hit the floor and break into a million pieces over the silly shit. It’s the weight of the world and the unpaid bills that make me stagger.  The realization that no one cares that my sunglasses are lost. That I’m lost. Overwhelmed with life, underwhelmed with people, and hungry more often than not. It’s the black hole of aloneness that breaks me. The knowledge, as I hit the ground, that even those that hear, will ignore my cries for help.  In silence, I fall apart. In silence, I do the repairs. Each time, needing less and less help.

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It’s my b-day tomorrow. 46. Exciting, right?!

Go Pisces! :-)

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Exercise in Lust

Hair lightly tickling, as you materialize at my feet. Dragged from a dream, in which you were the star.

Soft hands, winding up my legs to palm my ass, leave me winded. Elevated, an offering to be consumed by a god.

Scruffy chin teasing, while your mouth picks & chooses where to land, in it's exploration.

Teeth nibble temporary brands on flesh, eternally marking my soul.

Tongue delving into the depths, working my core. Until I am shaking, unable to move.

Kiss me. Please. So that I too may enjoy a taste of god and heaven.

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Accompaniment

Shots flowing.

I enjoy a Violet sky with a Black Hole Sun. A Spoonman holds Jennifer's Body.

Lithium, the Perfect Drug will Disarm you in Time.

Bring you Closer to Us and Them, The Unforgiven.

A Gold Dust Woman and Nothing Else Matters.

The Beautiful People, are Dead and Bloated. Them Bones, On the Run, with Looks that Kill.

Hear the Call of Ktulu?

Epic.

I am done.

Enter Sandman.

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Diligent

Time passes slowly as I fuse together the broken pieces residing in me.

Shattered trust. Fragments of faith. Shards of hope. The residue of a nearly depleted self love to bind them.

Scraps pieced, with bloodied hands, until transformed into the next more beautiful version that awaits.

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Not Meow, Baby

If my mind is Wonderland, you're the Cheshire Cat. Appearing and disappearing on a whim. Leaving only bits of fur on my hands, the taste of catnip on my lips, and traces of that mischievous smile to taunt.

If not for the hairball in my throat I would suspect you merely a dream.

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Aromatherapy

Your scent wafts from my sheets. Each movement, an aromatic reminder of the fading presence that left it behind.

Perhaps that's why I toss and turn, fighting the Sandman, until I drift into dreams that take me to you.

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Hello, again

So, after over a year of having my writing page private a certain curvy pervy mermaid talked me into making it public again. I’m sooo out of the habit of posting here. I’ve written a bit in my absence and I’m trying to get back into the habit of writing more. Bear with me as I try to get back in the swing of things here. 

To those that didn’t ditch me during my silence... you’re very much appreciated! :-) Hugs & love to all, Angel

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Heart-y Extremes

I feel like my heart is either open, inviting everything in, or coated in titanium and encased in six feet of ice. 

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Reading is fun -_-

Well, I've been up all night. I used to stay up all night writing, on nights like these. I suspect those days are gone. Lately, I've wondered if I'll ever write again. Lately, I could care less if I do.  Interesting to stay up reading a paranormal romance novel because the things it touched on have an odd, albeit faint, resemblance to my own life and brought up issues that refused to let me sleep. Interesting because there is nothing paranormal or romantic about my life.  Who'da thunk I'd learn anything from a romance novel? Right?! But at least I'm learning and hopefully getting better with each new lesson.  That is all. Thanks for reading. :-)

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Timebomb

Minute by minute, I will strip you bare. Each weakness found utilized to ruin you

After all, your soft underbelly is not so very far from the cock playing in my mouth.

It's merely a matter of time. Tick tock Tick tock

Timebomb ~AKC [11/23/2014]

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meschevous replied to your post “Once...”

excellent

Thanks! The input is greatly appreciated! :-)

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Dunno why

I felt like posting a few pieces today, so I took advantage of the mood. Trying to get motivated to edit some erotica... instead I end up editing random pieces and posting them here. 

Hope everyone is having a fabulous weekend! <3