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𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒍 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇-𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ depressed millenial | ℭ𝔞𝔱𝔥𝔬𝔩𝔦𝔠 𝔢𝔵𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱 other: ᴍʏ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ ♫ | ᴋᴀᴡᴀɪɪ˚⊹

[angelswouldneverhurtyou]

• 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅 𝒊𝒔 ɴᴏᴛ A SIN 🪽 •

. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.

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• she/they 🪽pan & taken ৻ꪆ

• ᴢᴏᴅɪᴀᴄ: scorpio sun / taurus moon / cancer rising

• this is my ᴍᴀɪɴ blog I follow people back on !

• living with ADHD / fibro / PMDD & residual Catholic guilt

• I AM kinda a fujoshi, but that’s a story for another day…

╰ ʜᴏʙʙɪᴇs: drawing, photography, stationery, video games

╰ current top 5 fandoms: JJK, CSM, BSD, Twin Peaks, sanrio

╰ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ғᴀᴠᴇs:

♫ yeule, Hemlocke Springs, Kevin Abstract, Mag Bay

♥︎ dark humor, trinkets, “crashout” characters, cats,

dogs, monkeys, rats, zines, cafes, Earl Grey tea, etc.

aesthetics: pastel, whimsigoth, cottagecore, ethereal

(( all photos are mine, except art by lewin00000 ))

. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.

• 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𓂃 ⛪︎

𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒆𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒇-𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 •

[inhaletheswans]

“The Red Cloud”, Piet Mondrian, 1907.

[knebellindemann]

can I put my finger in your wound and you can put yours in mine

[angelswouldneverhurtyou]

In today’s edition of “Is it yaoi or is it Catholic?”

[trailofleaves]

"To be wild is not to be crazy or psychotic. True wildness is a love of nature, a delight in silence, a voice free to say spontaneous things, and an exuberant curiosity in the face of the unknown." — Robert Bly

[padurenii]

1930s era lamps

[angelswouldneverhurtyou]

Some of my favorite feelings lately:

🌻 A nice summer breeze in July.

🌻 Cooking food that’s both healthy and tastes good enough for my ADHD brain to feel a dopamine hit to convince myself I can eat it weekly & not get tired of it.

🌻 When I slide the ink pen on the paper and it comes out exactly how I want it.

🌻 Orgasming after edging for so long.

🌻 Watching that person you always knew was bad news finally reveal their true colors to everyone and relishing in it (Taylor Swift).

[pnglove]

me and who

[witchrealms]

(x)

[farahpxl]

spring 🌸

[intergalacticqueenofpickpockets]

not to be the friend who’s too woke but every single time i hear about who wore what to the met gala while little kids are dying in wars across the world i get more pissed off

[intergalacticqueenofpickpockets]

not to be the friend who’s too woke but every single time i hear about taylor swift shutting down half the city of new york for her wedding while little kids are dying in wars across the world i get more pissed off

[scribeherself]

Collect small astonishments. The first tomato of summer. A dog dreaming in its sleep. Someone laughing before they finish the joke. The moon arriving before the sun has quite departed. We keep waiting for life to announce itself with trumpets, but it has always preferred quieter instruments.

[thecollectibles]

Pixel Art by 温田町子

[nobrashfestivity]

Paul Klee Error on Green 1930

[planstransamanacanalpanema]

Important note from a future nurse: if you are chronically ill, on a lot of medications, even managing conditions on your own, buy a drug guide. Davis's Drug Guide is what they had us buy for nursing school, and I've looked up every single medication I take in it. It helps you understand what the drug is doing to you, helps you understand side effects, reasons why you shouldn't take a medication, things to monitor for while you're taking a medication. It's not perfect by any means, but the thing I've found is that it's helped me guide conversations with providers, nurses, pharmacists, it's helped me figure out what questions to ask. When I've heard people talk about what they didnt know about their meds, what they wish they knew about their meds, it's often in a drug guide.

Out of everything I've learned in nursing school, it is the biggest thing I'd advocate for having in any home, period.

[angelswouldneverhurtyou]

Finally got the results of my insane amount of blood and lab tests. My vitamin D levels are extremely low (no surprise there) and vitamin B12 levels are low (again no surprise) but not too extreme.

Still waiting on my sleep apnea test results. Think I’m gonna call them, because it’s literally been like a month already. I just need to fucking know already.

[angelswouldneverhurtyou]

UPDATE: It was ruled out that I don’t have sleep apnea. Phew! However, my snoring problems supposedly come from my severe post-nasal drip and I’ll need to use either a neti pot or Rx nasal sprays for it.

[nevver]

The lost patrol, Richard Cartwright

[angelswouldneverhurtyou]

Happy anniversary to my best friend and soulmate who loved & tolerated me through all of my eras. My heavily traumatic Catholic cult phase and now whatever phase this ✨ wonderful ✨ fuckery is. Please hold on tight to the ones who accept you for who you truly are within your imperfections and all. Love is NOT one “good” emotion forever, but is an ever transforming perpetual learning experience. 🩷