We aren't friends anymore but im still thinking of you
I see things you might like when im out shopping and I still try to remember it for later
I still listen to music you recommended me and music we listened to together
I still write with your oc in mind
I dont know why you decided you didnt want to be my friend anymore
I dont know why you gave me the cold shoulder for so long until I finally couldn't take it and left
Maybe you felt relief after or maybe joy
Maybe you and the others celebrated my absence and think youre better off without me around
None of you are the kind of people I thought you were
I would never ice out someone I called a friend
I would never act childishly like you did and just wait until the problem left
If i even was the problem
How was i to know if I was or not if you didnt talk to me
How was i to know you didnt like me anymore
But I guess thats what the cold shoulder was
Whatever the hint was ive gotten it now
I pray you dont treat anyone else the way you've treated me
Especially your siblings that you already mistreat
And the dog you also mistreat
I pray you grow from this
I pray you learn what it means to be a true friend and an adult
Even until the end you called yourself my best friend
When you havent even been a good friend to me in years
That part is still confusing me
But I wont get the answer
Because you dont have one
Every friendship i have from now on will be different
Because I will never treat someone the way you treated me
I will be better without you
I will thrive and grow and be happy
I will get married without you by my side
I will live my life without you and be happier for it
I still wish I could know what went wrong
I still wish I could fix things and have them go back to how they were
Even though Ive already tried
You still treated me badly
You still deflected the blame back on to me
Saying things were my fault
That i was being mean or cold
When I was just not rolling over and agreeing with everything you said
You dont like it when someone you deem under you has a back bone
Has their own personality
And I didnt want to be your underling
Your dumb faithful best friend wrapped around your finger that you could treat however you wanted and still be praised
I wasnt going to act like your siblings do
Taking the mistreatment and responding with love
I did what was right for me
To cut ties with you and the others
People i thought id have in my life for a very long time
You took away more than just your friendship when you started to treat me badly
Despite how much ive been hurt I still think of you though
Its hard not to when you were an important person to me for so long
You wont see this post because you blocked me
We aren't friends anymore
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