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a car, a torch, a death

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angryredpoetry

Trapped in a cage, alone in the dark

The girl sits there cold, no fire or spark

She's warm at her wrists but still so cold from the night

She's losing this battle, giving up on the fight

There are no lives at stake, none but her own

This war she's faced for years is all that she's known

She needs help in the fight, but can't remember how to talk

She's stuck in her open cage, terrified to walk

She holds the key, she can escape

But this cage is her home, she's drawn to it like fate

She can leave anytime but doesn't know where to go

She needs someone help but afraid they're her foe

She wants to relax, without the books on her head

Each one reminding her that she should be dead

She let's people in her cage, but they soon leave

Because her darkness is too much to believe

She's got so many books, and they're stacked so high

Again each one is heavy, making her cry

Then trusted people came by with no books of their own

They started to invade this girl's only home

As these people talk they say, "you can do better"

She feels the weight of added books, each and every letter

As if the extra weight wasn't enough

They shoved her down, along with her stuff

The hundreds of books she had balanced so well

They toppled onto her as she fell

They broke her arms and crippled her spine

The people left her there, making her say "I'm fine"

She worked so hard, held up so much weight

Now she can't even move because of her fate

Much less is she able to pick up her books

Anyone who saw her would think she was fine based on her looks

She knows she's not good enough, nothing she does will make that true

Because her best was her best, no help to you

You told her she could do better, when no, she can not

She used a lot of energy, struggled with time and put in some thought

But you pushed her down

You made her drown

You cause her Misery and make her lie

You hurt her so badly she wants to curl up and die

You took something that fueled her fire and made it toxic

You created a person who is nothing but sick

She needs help, no thanks to you

She had a way to set her books down until she saw what you'd do

Someday she'll learn to run away from you terrible beast

She won't be so small and will like you the least

You will be nothing, that is final, the end

She will leave you Mr. M, you will no longer be her friend

I know it's been forever since I've posted anything, send me an ask of a random number between 1-20 and at the end of the day I'll post a poem that I labeled with that number. If you want to see the poem anyway based off of your specific number dm me and I'll send it

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angryredpoetry

I'm curious

boy-howdy-i-like-worms

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ok I didnt ever think I’d need to make this post but here I am.

lately, I’ve been considering suicide and while I wouldnt/couldnt do it now, I’m not so sure about anything after next week.

1 NOTE = 1 MORE DAY I STAY ALIVE

I just want to get through the next three years. just high school. then I’m sure I’ll be fine. but currently I need help. please

emo-bi-mess

HI IF YOU GUYS COULD PLEASE GIVE THIS SOME NOTES??? THEY ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME

angstybandito

kerra-nicole

Things spiral out of control, next thing you know you’re falling to the floor

you’re past that haunts you, the tears that come day and night

I feel guilty for what I did

I’m killing her even more

I tried to convince myself it’s not my fault

I tell myself it will be okay, but they will never be the same

That guilt inside of me tears me apart

I think to myself maybe if I were dead

I want things to be right, but half my family disowned me

I look in the mirror I can barely handle this

my pain, fear grows stronger each day

it’s starting to take over me

I didn’t want things to end up this way

I wanted everyone to help understand

I didn’t mean to hurt her

I didn’t mean to kill her even more

some people understand and I thank you, but my pain will never leave me

the guilt I have, for how I did it

never wanted us to end up like this

blame me please no one else

it’s my fault that you hurt so bad

blame me for you dying because, deep down it is my fault

maybe

I should have stayed been there longer

Maybe

things wouldn’t have ended up this way

the silence the things we never say

I still don’t understand why you still hate me

I never meant to make you cry

sitting on the floor, my tears falling

can’t you tell I’m ashamed of the way I’ve become

I’m a murderer

I hurt you

I’m killing you

I don’t think I will ever forgive myself

I think about it everyday

can’t you see that it hurts me too

it spiraled out of control

I can’t fix it

I feel it’s too late for that

you don’t know how bad I wish I could take it back

you might think I’m selfish, but I didn’t need to see you die on me like that

the trips to the hospital made me numb

I thought on the way there everyday

is she going to die?

Skin and Bones is the image I see

The nightmares took over me

I didn’t mean for you to think of me as a cold-hearted bitch, because Mom I really do love you

only if you knew my guilt for killing you

I didn’t mean for you to disown me

I still want to be a part of your life

I still wanted to be by your side

I didn’t mean to disappoint you

I’m killing you too aren’t I

I never meant to kill your daughter, but I don’t think you even understood

I know you blame me too

I know that me killing her is killing you

you always said she was your best friend

if I could rewind time

I think I would

I never meant to lie to you

but I never really could talk to you

I was no match

I tried to suck it up and stay, but the killing of both of you was getting to my head

I didn’t want to wait there forever

I didn’t want to watch my mother slowly die, but then I ran away

I took what was left of her life

I didn’t know I’d be killing my mother

I didn’t know I’d be killing you too

can’t you see I feel guilty

I wonder to myself

if I could take it all back what would I do

watch her die Day by Day and Night by night

live with this guilt for the rest of my life

if you were in my shoes what would you have done

family is important to me

even if you think I don’t give a damn

I care for both of you can’t you see that

I didn’t mean for things to get out of control

I didn’t mean to hurt you both

I know you don’t believe me

I just hope one day you can forgive me

I know I’m the worst daughter ever and even my sister may agree

she never came down to see you

she didn’t want to see you like that

how do you think I felt?

I lived there, I saw it

do you think I could sleep at night?

you never understood so put yourself in my shoes

please

take a step forward

I know you blame me to

you were the first one to tell me

I know I hurt you too

you never really even took the time to understand me

you never got to know Mom or Grandma

am I killing you too?

you and I fight yes, it’s true

then you disowned me as well

I never meant for any of this to go so badly out of control

I never meant to be the enemy

I know nobody will ever believe me

but one day will you be able to forgive me, and take me back as part of the family

even if you don’t, I’ll always love you

I feel guilty for everything it’s all my fault

- The guilt inside

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peachykopii

Ooh yes please

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Oh?!

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Plss

anmcrtist

DO ITTTTTTTTTTTTT

spiderways-a-vampire

HEY EVERYONE I NEED YOUR HELP I MADE A DEAL WITH @emersonsanemo EVERY NOTE THIS GETS IS ANOTHER DAY THEY STAY ALIVE!!!! PLEASE BOOST THIS I CANT LOSE MY BEST FRIEND!!!!!

underxthexnightxstarz-deactivat

Thanks to you guys I have reaches over 400 followers. Now we need 4600 more until I've won the deal.

There were witnesses to the deal so the bully cannot deny making it!!

I do believe I will get a fair amount of followers and therefore I am more than willing to boost any posts that I see and need boosting.

underxthexnightxstarz-deactivat

Hey people!!

My name is Valeria, and I'm 14 years old. I made a bet with my school bully that if I managed to reach 5000 followers on any social media by the end of Quarantine she'd stop bullying me.

When I say bullying me, I mean pushing me into things,pushing me on the floor and kicking me,spreading rumours about me, telling me to kill myself, threaten me with knifes,throw rocks at me,push my food onto the floor,etc. She also inappropriately touches me too.

I can't use the popular ones because she will do everything to stop me. Please, I seriously need your help.

I'm not looking for fame or attention, I'm simply looking for the bullying to stop. Please don't feel inclined to follow me.

dykebluejay

BOOST BOOST BOOST! NO ONE DESERVES TO BE BULLIED! also valeria if you’re reading this, i’m here for you any time you need and i support you :)

teeentyonepilots

@gayy-pilotss I think that’s a really good interpretation!

relatablepoetryandquotes

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.” - Sylvia Plath