Angst/|\Yearn

28 yo guy, just posting whatever, it’s a spectrum of stuff. 18+blog, that means no minors. Taken 10-22-25 🩶

[angstandyearning]

Hi, short quick about me. Updated cause my life has changed a fair bit since making this blog.

I’m doing much better than when I started. Met the most wonderful girl and much happier on account of that. I still struggle but I have help now and someone I can trust. It goes a long way. She’s amazing and makes me feel amazing.

Genuinely thought I was numb and broken for good.

So yeah. Very happily taken. Hopefully for the rest of my life. Like horribly utterly smitten.

So this blog has mostly just turned into a place to post horny and mushy thoughts directed at her, a place for me to praise and worship and let go of those thoughts before my head blows up.

Enjoy the yearning, now with far less angst.

UPDATEEEEEE

In light of recent events, we have created a joint blog. Same sort of content that we posted as individuals, probably going to be obnoxiously feral for one another or mushy. Feel free to check it out, as posts here will begin slowing down.

@coyotebunny1007

[angstandyearning]

Im so weak for the way you push my face into your messy, throbbing pussy when I’m eating you out. Even weaker for the way you hold my still and squeeze me between your thighs when you cum for me.

[angstandyearning]

Getting high together, making out, feeling you overpower me in our daze and just giving in to you. The feeling of being entirely at your mercy is exciting and comforting all at once. I don’t have to think, just follow your lead.

[angstandyearning]

You’ve worked so hard, how does some dinner and body worship sound? Good food, hands and lips across your body, telling you how much you’re appreciated and how beautiful you are. You deserve it after a long day. You’re worth it. Indulge.

[angstandyearning]

The teasing of your hands on my body, the finger tracing the edge of my pants before you finally slide your hand down and touch me. That slow buildup and release is an addiction for me.

[angstandyearning]

I hate how taboo and gross periods are made out to be because the feeling of fucking you while you’re bleeding is just so perfect. How much more sensitive you get, the mess you make, blood smeared on our thighs. You’re in pain, you deserve to be fucked senseless to ease your mind away from it. Period sex needs to be normalized already

[angstandyearning]

Today you deserve to be eaten out and given the most thorough, gentle praise

And then fucked in the most feral, needy, messy ways

You deserve it every day in fact.

Say it for me. You deserve this.

[angstandyearning]

Drunk, needy sex after a long night being around other people. Slurred moans and affirmations while we fuck, messy and clumsy. Bedsheets soaked underneath us, your pussy dripping with my cum. Not a thought in our heads except for the bliss we are feeling.

[angstandyearning]

Don’t just fuck me. Bite me, bruise me, scratch me up, make my skin remember your touch, my body ache everytime I move. Make it impossible not to think of you. My pain a reminder of who I belong to. If you’re going to fuck me, make it hurt.

[angstandyearning]

Sex so intense and feral that we both lie in bed after wondering if we are good people.

[angstandyearning]

I think I touch myself more to the thought of worshipping and praising you than I do fucking you. Both are nice but it feels amazing to treat you as the prettiest person to ever exist.

[angstandyearning]

Soooo I think you should let me cum in your mouth and then we can make out before you swallow. You said you like sloppy, messy makeouts right?

[angstandyearning]

Spending every possible moment thinking “please grope me” because I ache to be free use for you. To be touched and made to touch you no matter where or when. I want to be your toy, I want to be treated as such. Toys don’t complain or say no, they obey and do exactly what you want.

I’m your toy. Play with me, please

[angstandyearning]

Nothing says “I own you now” like letting me cum inside of you. How could I ever think of someone else when you’re letting me fill you up? The sweet bliss of breeding you, rewiring my brain to crave you constantly, to feel my cock throbbing as it pumps your pussy to overflowing with cum.

You own me.

[angstandyearning]

If I’m not using my tongue to weave words of praise for you or to tempt your pretty pussy into orgasm, I may as well cut it from my mouth.

[angstandyearning]

Stepping away from a family event, a party we aren’t enjoying, a dinner where we are both tipsy, and sending you an audio of me touching myself. Enticing you to sneak off with me, begging you to come fuck me, whimpering for your touch in the most inappropriate situation. So needy for you to come fuck me in the most needy, messy, filthy way.

Are you going to come?

[angstandyearning]

Gotta love seeing two self proclaimed intellectuals argue online, like you both lost already, you’re arguing online. Who argues on the internet besides idiots?