What if after Zam and Subz are dying in my fic Vitalasy starts thinking that it's his fault that they died. He could have saved them right? He could have called off the fight, they wouldn't be gone, he'd be able to see them and laugh with them and enjoy life. For months after they die he swears he can still hear them laughing and talking. Everyone is so worried for him but really there's nothing they can do. Clown feels at fault too, He killed Zam and Subz, He should have stopped fighting them and checked his messages. And Parrot? Oh Parrot is even more deep in self hatred, imagine being an admin and not being able to fix an issue in time for people not to die, he's so so angry at himself for failing everyone.