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abdu117-deactivated20170830

Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love

(via mxrchantofdeath)

#▌❛ 𝙄 𝘼𝙈 𝘼 𝙇𝙊𝙊𝙎𝙀 𝘽𝙊𝙇𝙏 𝙊𝙁 𝘼 𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙇𝙀𝙏𝙀 𝙈𝘼𝘾𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀 ( isms. )#o o p s

▌❛ 𝙇𝙄𝙆𝙀𝘿 // @drunkenxenthusiasm

❝ anywhere in time... or space. ❞ there’s that GLEAM in his eye again, twisted and mischievous ; he looks at the doctor as though he’s seeing t h r o u g h him to all the infinite possibilities he will never be able to attain.

#drunkenxenthusiasm #▌❛ 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙎 𝙍 𝙐𝙎 𝙅𝙊𝘽 ( v: show canon. )

theliteraryjournals

In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me: I did it myself.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (via theliteraryjournals)

#L A U G H S #LAUGHS SO HARD #HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAAAA #oH WOW WHAT A CONCEPT #NATE ???? B L A M I N G HIMSELF ???#FOR WHAT HAPPENED ??? TO SAM ???#nate blaming himself for not being able to be happy even when he should be???#nate being STUCK in his fucking ALCOHOLIC RUT #even when sophie loves him #even when the team is functioning #nate #who CANNOT SHAKE THE GUILT OF EVERYTHING HE CARRIES #who CAN'T GET OUT OF BED IN THE MORNING #who CAN'T FUNCTION THROUGHOUT THE DAY UNLESS THERE'S ALCOHOL PUMPING WHERE HIS BLOOD SHOULD BE #who CAN'T ACCEPT THE HAPPY THINGS IN HIS LIFE BECAUSE HE KEEPS WAITING FOR THE OTHER SHOE TO DROP #HELLO NATE'S DEPRESSION #HELLO THE CONSTANT VOICE IN NATE'S HEAD TELLING HIM THAT EVERYTHING IS HIS FAULT #even things he had NOTHING TO DO WITH #(that's what /happens/ when you have a god complex: you internalize everything as a product of your power. even & especially destruction.)

▌❛ 𝙇𝙄𝙆𝙀𝘿 // @wasthatnotprocedure

❝ are you here to ARREST me, maria ? because i’m fairly certain i haven’t done anything to your level of national interest. well, recently. ❞

#wasthatnotprocedure #e l l i e !

if anyone wants a starter, hit me up uwu otherwise, i’ll probably just send memes to people on my dash b/c i have hella muse.

#i always have the most muse on this day

weaponsdonotweep:

❝ i didn’t realize i had to send you a formal invitation every time i wanted a drink. ❞ the amber liquid is knocked back quickly, the bottle pulled out from behind the counter without any qualms about the fact that she really shouldn’t be back there. after all, she did know the owner. ❝ BESIDES it seems like you found your way next to me pretty fine on your own WITHOUT an invitation. ❞ a hint of a small plays on allison’s lips before she knocks back the second glass, already pouring the third.

rough hands snatch the bottle from hers as though the wall behind them isn’t lined with countless others ; it’s the IDEA of the thing, a saucy intervention. he reaches then for a glass, turning it in his palm with a fluid motion executed easily than b r e a t h i n g . ( easier than, it feels more often than not, with the weight of an ELEPHANT squarely on his chest. perhaps a whole herd. )

❝ i’m ME. i require a formal invitation to everything. ❞

#weaponsdonotweep #▌❛ 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙎 𝙍 𝙐𝙎 𝙅𝙊𝘽 ( v: show canon. )#nate: pretends to be self aware #me: smh #you don't require a formal invitation to everything you BARGE INTO EVERYTHING smh smh

letsgostealaleverageblog

#▌❛ 𝘾𝙀𝙇𝙀𝘽𝙍𝘼𝙏𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙁𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙏 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝙀𝙉𝙏𝙀𝙉𝘾𝙀 ( alcohol. )#bless #extra relevant this weekend too

Person I hate: *gives me their opinion*

Me: 📢 DID I ASK

#▌❛ 𝙄 𝘼𝙈 𝘼 𝙇𝙊𝙊𝙎𝙀 𝘽𝙊𝙇𝙏 𝙊𝙁 𝘼 𝘾𝙊𝙈𝙋𝙇𝙀𝙏𝙀 𝙈𝘼𝘾𝙃𝙄𝙉𝙀 ( isms. )#accurate #but any person really #nate does not care about what you think

nate, don’t kill yourself this weekend.

#it's father's day #almost

theunknowntravelingphilosopher

The problem with drinking? You have a thirst you can’t quench, one you can’t satisfy no matter how much you take down. It’ll numb you kid, but only for a little bit. Just enough to trick yourself into thinking you’re not in pain, so that you can sleep just for a night.

Shade (via azraels-cynical-wolf)

#▌❛ 𝘾𝙀𝙇𝙀𝘽𝙍𝘼𝙏𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙁𝙐𝙉𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙋𝘼𝙍𝙏 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙎𝙀𝙉𝙏𝙀𝙉𝘾𝙀 ( alcohol. )#oh hi there nate #pleased to see you

▌❛ 𝙍𝘼𝙉𝘿𝙊𝙈 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙀𝙍 // @weaponsdonotweep

❝ look, i don’t CARE if you come into my bar a--and act like an alcoholic. ❞ a loud THUD as his last foot lands on the ground, his whole person now propelled across the room to slide behind the bar across from his visitor with the sort of grace he exhibits only on cons and in bars. ❝ what i CARE is when you don’t invite ME, who -- remember -- owns this place, essentially. ❞

#weaponsdonotweep #▌❛ 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙎 𝙍 𝙐𝙎 𝙅𝙊𝘽 ( v: show canon. )#i know we have another thread #but i wanted this #and just more threads on here in general

lalalaluljetablah-deactivated20

I am so sorry to all the people I hurt while I was hurting.

(via ziamblogger)

#▌❛ 𝙏𝙃𝙊𝙐𝙂𝙃𝙏𝙎 𝙊𝙁 𝘼 𝙏𝙒𝙄𝙎𝙏𝙀𝘿 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝘿 ; 𝙐𝙏𝙏𝙀𝙍𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀𝙎 𝙊𝙉 𝘼𝙇𝘾𝙊𝙃𝙊𝙇𝙄𝘾 𝘽𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙏𝙃 ( musings. )#...oh.

balbca-blog

@anhonestman demanded a starter

“The fact that you’re a friend of Kate’s and, as far as I can tell, haven’t pissed off the Navy are the only reasons you’re not in cuffs right now, Mister Ford.” The fact that he might be the only person this side of the Mississippi River that could overturn enough of the right rocks to help him find a missing Petty Officer also probably had something to do with it.

anhonestmanarchive

he chuckles ; the sound was LOW and hoarse and echoed faintly against the sides of his mug on its way to be sipped. he didn’t grace the other man with his gaze yet, hellbent on finishing the opinions section of the newspaper in his lap, a rebuttal letter to the editor already forming in his mind. as it turned out, journalists in washington are no better than their boston counterparts, go figure.

❝ you wouldn’t ARREST me, balboa, ❞ he replied after a long moment. the concept was only of passing interest to him, being arrested. ❝ even if you did, it would be a --- an awful waste of your time. ❞

#▌❛ 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙏𝙃𝙄𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙎 𝙍 𝙐𝙎 𝙅𝙊𝘽 ( v: show canon. )#balbca #nate's just lol