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15️⃣ 169cm cw : ? gw: 50 ugw : 45 basically a diary

[annirwlfatty]

binged :/

idk why i think I had a too big breakfast

doing better tmr when school starts!

[annirwlfatty]

fuck me

[annirwlfatty]

back guys

Im fat again, so relapsing

Ive actually never been heavier and feel like my most disgusting self

I have a limit of 1000 cals a day, but will aim lower

My parents are both cooks and make it hard, thats why I have 1000 as a max

Ill post that cals for each day everyday, starting tomorrow

Goal : lose 10 kg by June

thats all my loves

[girlzdrinkblood]

anyone else fantasize about ripping themselves open and literally scooping out any fat? no? just me?

[annirwlfatty]

THIS is my goal holy lacy

[annirwlfatty]

yea n hi again!!! Ive gained, like a lot, its been all bc I've been emotionally eating, but im actually so disgusting in myself now I need to stop. I feel SO full I hate it, I get like dizzy wtf is wrong with me

but yea hi im locking in now, I have a goal, no binging IN ALL OF NOVEMBER

[annirwlfatty]

do anyone else like purposely make themselves be short on time or having to rush, so u won't be able to eat?

or am I js crazy

[annirwlfatty]

going back omad, cs that worked

anyways bye

[annirwlfatty]

my mom js said " I talk so much I cant eat! I eat so slow and little!!" and she wonders why I have an ed

[annirwlfatty]

Ive eaten like 1600 calories today omfg

[annirwlfatty]

locking in to show him what tf he fumbled

[sophievsstufff]

make your body look as sick as your mind is

[sweetestsweetheartt]

Every kilo you lose is another layer of beauty uncovered.

[annirwlfatty]

Im so excited to lock in, I js can't rn fuck everything

fuckass family dinner

[annirwlfatty]

Omfg kill me I forgot my grandma's birthday is on Friday, then ill end my fast for that( I can't say no to cake cs it would starta fight) and then continue it after, too monday

I love fasting n i miss the feeling, I've been emotionally eating sm fucking hell

[annirwlfatty]

I feel like a pig, I've eaten so much these past days, n this morning

I broke up with my bf n i think that's what triggering me, I mean im still choosing to do it but u get what I mean

Ill have to eat dinner today cs im going to my grandparents, but really I dont have to eat until Monday next week after today, so any tips on fasting for that long?

[annirwlfatty]

binged yesterday, so fasting today! I did eat breakfast, but im doing a two day fast, or attempting! Ill be drinking LOTS of water n zero drinks