mid-life crisis
I feel like every time I go on here is because I am going through a crisis. This time my marriage and career is a mess. My head is a mess, my life is a mess.
I'm so depressed, so BROKE, I feel ALONE. I have no friends. The ones I thought that were friends, ended up being a SHIT SHOW.
I'm so tired of pretending like everything is okay. Like I didn't wish I had a different life.
Here I am, alone, drinking. on a Friday night, what a shit show. I just wanted to be successful in my career, some friends, a husband that was faithful, and be able to go out without worrying if we are going to have money to survive the next couple of days.
RIGHT NOW this... this is rock bottom for me. I'm sick of it, I feel like nobody understands me. Most days I have anxiety. I guess this time I want this blog to be a safe space, where I am my true self. #anxiety #anon #depressed #midlifecrisis
