Anonymous @anonymousgirl2002 - Tumblr Blog

The sentence i wanted to say you that night

I mean we don't have to be together like right now

you know we did it 5 times like meet and be together immediately maybe we should really try to be very very very slow

i dont know flirt and go on dates for a couple of month having nice days together like going swimming you know

And if that works maybe...

It works

I will make it like i never existed

I know that you loved me and that you do it now too and you know how i felt for you but I want that you forget me

I think its better for you pls hate me and wish me death or something like that but just forget me anyhow you dont need me in your life

yes you hurt my heart But! it doesn't matter to me anymore

JUST HATE ME! I'M DUMP! okay?...

pls forget me if its the only way you can live your life long

I close this side forever you can unfollow me forever and we can unfollow us everywhere you will never hear from me or see me again im sorry for everything

#Forget me #Hate me #I was never existing ok im an illusion #It is like it is #Dont worry im not gonna die #So pls you dont either #breakup #never forget you #Hurt #I loved their

Oh you doesn't love me like i do

And i doesn't hurt you like you do

I just wanna be with you

but you doesn't want it anymore

If you want to be with me

Then everything is ok

But if you doesn't want to be with me

You just break up with me

and break my heart again and again and again

But now you cant do it again

Because I don't want you anymore

I dont want to be your toy

That you can throw away anytime

I feel like im a little piece of shit for youuu

But i dont want to be a little piece of shit for anyone

I want to live a normal life

But I cant because im broken

I can do nothing anymore

Because i dont want it anymore

Life is too much for me

And you are too much for me too

You just hurt my heart again and again and again

#breakup #you break my heart #im not sad #i just wanna die #its not because of you #pls dont k*ll yourself #never forget you #😕

Maybe i did something very dump...

It was like im a maschine my heart was running so fast i take it and then i do it i dont know how i could do this but i did...

#depressions #not feeling well #cryin #i did something bad

Heute habe ich mich in die psychatrie einweisen lassen ich bin jtz in der geschlossenen mit menschen die halt viel kränker sind als ich und ich hab wirklich ziemlich angst ich hab irgendwie angst das wenn ich schlafe das mich jemand erwürgt ich hab allgemein angst weil halt jeder wirklich jeder einfach so in mein zimmer kann es ist grad alles bisschen zuviel ich weis nicht was ich machen soll ich will die schwestern nicht rufen weil die echt besseres zu tun haben als meine kleinen wehwehchen anzuhören ich kenne hier niemanden ich fühle mich so allein hier ich habe angst

Ich hab einfach so verdammt Angst

Ich glaube ich bin schon seit ich hier eingeliefert wurde am heulen

Ich kann nicht mehr

Ich hör jede sekunde etwas anderes vom flur

Stimmen

klopfen

Gruseliges singen

Laute schritte

Schreie

Stille irgendwie macht mir die stille am meisten angst

Ich hab so verdammt angst😭

#psychatrie #fucking depressions #im so afraid #klapse dies das #help