Anou's World

Sharing my love with the whole world

[anou-world]

Finding Darkness

Out there was light,

But furthermore was blindness

Out there was a full moon,

But the sky was starless.

With my heart they were reckless

And I got caught in this fortress

Come take away my sadness!

Come pervade me with gladness!

Where are you my darkness?

It all turned meaningless

They abandoned kindness

And drowned me in this sadness

What happened to my grandness?

How could they knock me into madness?

What happened to my godliness?

When did I get lost in the ugliness?

I will find you my darkness

I will find you regardless

I won't settle for less

Without you, I am a mess

I am forgetting all the harshness

Escaping the hollowness

Reborn into emptiness

A nameless witness

Reaching for your tenderness

Your abundant wholeness

I've been longing for stillness

For this comforting loneliness

For the truth and happiness

Of the silence that I harness

From the endless wilderness

Of my own consciousness

I missed you my darkness

I missed your sweetness

I missed nothingness

And the magic of knowing less

Back to solitariness

I am finding my awareness

Away from the messiness

Of a world that went heartless

Your comfort is boundless

My love for you is timeless

I found you my darkness

You've never changed your address!

Silence...

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Wondering in the wild unknown

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Forest trance

When existence is asking you to romance her

To fall deep in love and brake the mask of plaster

Show her your true face and she'll heal the cancer

When the dance is there yet there's no dancer

The drums are taking over and your heart is beating faster

You move with the wind like the flowers of aster

You drop all questions and need no answers

You are no longer yet you are the master!

Suddenly... you hear a sound blaster...

Dong! ... Dong! ... Dong!

And the trees start singing their song

The birds and the bees start dancing along

The forest spirits bang the enchanted gong

Dong! ... Dong! ... Dong!

You hear the magic, you feel it in the twang

You're being invited to join the birdsong

To melt into the forest and lose sense of right or wrong

Dong! ... Dong! ... Dong!

One bird enters your being and you feel it so strong

Let's you stand behind his eyes and fly along

Guides you through the forest to show you where you belong

Dong! ... Dong! ... Dong!

Welcome to the forest trance

Let the magic sway your stance

Take your chance!

Join the eternal dance!

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Love the birds and the trees and they will love you back 🌳🐦❤️

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The one I love

The one I love is everywhere

Wherever you look you find her there

The one I love is in the clouds and trees

The one I cherish is wild and free

We are one, awake and in dreams

The one I am with is within me

I close my eyes and her face I see

When its all so quiet is when she talks to me

Wherever I go she is always with me

I am her and she is me

Helplessly in love is how we feel

Cause the one I love is the only thing that's real

The one I love is beauty itself

She is all there is, so vast and immense

I am possessed by her, there's nothing as intense

I write her poetry, but words can't express

How deep is my love or how much she loves back

She is also so in love, she keeps coming back

She is restless inside she is insomniac

The one I am with is the one I am

I see her through the myth and to the music we jam

Cut through the noise, in stillness here I am

At the core and pith, silence rules this land

I met my light and lover and we finally could dance

Under the dust cover, we are in a love trance

This is bound to happen it's not luck or chance

We are just here laughing enjoying our romance

The one I love fills me with bliss

The one I love is a divine kiss

The one I love is the one am is

The one I love is all there is

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Remembrance of silence

Watching my body as it moves when it breathes

I wonder how it is to have no boundaries

To be as free as the birds and the bees

To grow from seeds like the plants and the trees

As I go deeper in my interiority

I found myself disappearing suddenly

Into the ocean melted my mind and body

I am no longer! only existence is in its purity

I remember how the sky was clear

In this emptiness, not even me is here

Behind all the clouds of desires and fears

Here and now I can see you, my dear

I see visions long lost in time and space

I see memories and pictures of a distant place

I hear epic stories and tales of another phase

I meet the chosen ones who have quit the race

I remember being free from myself

I am no longer trapped in all the nonsense

I remember having the greatest wealth

of being one with oneness when there's nothing else

I remember the home where I came from

The only place where I am truly welcome

In stillness arises a silent rebellion

I saw my death in my own armageddon

I remember the magic of ultimate freedom,

The beauty of nature at it's most equilibrium

With millions of flowers that grow and blossom

I hear the music and poetry of silent wisdom

The ultimate freedom is from oneself

The freedom of melting into the immense

The experience of life at its most intense

Greater than treasures and more precious than gems

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The dropout

I dropped out of all the lies

Abandoned the ways of the blind

Walked up to the far mountain highs

On the same path of the chosen few

You might wonder who is choosing

What will I be winning or what will I be losing?

Hiding behind a mask is only self-abusing

There is nothing to gain from diffusing

Can't you see the life that you are losing?

You are the chooser and the chosen

Liberate yourself, melt into the ocean

Your ultimate truth is no good frozen

Listen to a voice that has long repose in

Be utterly still and then you will see

In your silence wake up from all the dreams

Grow the seed and blossom, be a rose tree

Follow this path, see what lies deep

You are intended to be nature's peak

That's always inside of you, stop playing hide and seek

Jump into the unknown, it's within reach

To your inner world take the quantum leap

Take the climb, change your point of view

There is nothing in this world worth clinging to

Drop the mask of deception and become you

Stop looking at reflections and find what’s true

Be a dropout and go deep within

Follow the path of intense self-loving

Get rid of your burdens and be self-forgiving

An advice a wise man for long has given

The bohemian life is the only life worth living

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Moon Child

Is this true? Or am I making it all up?

Is this real? Or in my head, did I get stuck?

Is my heart singing? Or am I simply moonstruck?

I dived deep into the blue

I could see clearly through

I realized this isn't new

I know you..

I have always known you...

I look at you and wonder...

Do you also remember?

Enshrine my full surrender?

Mother!

Have you forgotten about me?

Remember... We have been in love...

Before we even came to be

Heavenly soul!

By your powerful spell I have been struck

About all the illusions, I stopped giving a fuck!

Oh beauty! You touch my soul

I let it all go and give you full control

You are my ultimate, with you I am whole

You released me from a life sentence without parole

You took me there through the wormhole

I lost all my desires and now I have no goal

I speak to you in silence

When we are perfectly in balance

Lost in the wilderness of our own islands

Your presence is my absence

You cast light upon the blackness

Enlighten the joy of existence

Without a burden or a consequence

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Listen

I am the flowers that bloom

I am darkness and gloom

I am joy and laughter

I am death and slaughter

I am love and kiss

I am destruction and abyss

I am light and bliss

I am all that is

I am Imperishable

I am Immutable

I am the ultimate

I am unsurpassable

I am the origine and the destination

I am the keeper of all information

I am the source of all creation

I am the path to eternal salvation

I am a simplicity

That's indescribable

I am a synchronicity

That's inexplicable

I am a rarity

That's inexhaustible

I am the voice that has no language

I am the infinite source that knows no drainage

I am the one and only pilgrimage

I am the universe's most ancient lineage

I am unchained, I am unbound

I am abandant, I am all around

I am all that's there to be found

Listen! Can't you hear my sound?

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Seeking nothing

What difference does it make?

In this vast endless emptiness...

What difference can an atomic wrinkle

on the surface of a grain of sand make? 

Waking up from the dream I realized...

This burning house contains nothing of worth

I chose silence over custom

And in absolute quietness

To my home I have come back

I dive into this placid serenity

Staring at a blank canvas

I saw the most beautiful painting...

No distractions or ripple of thought

Hours go by like microseconds

Time and space are no longer there...

I seek nothing!

And seeking nothing I've found my path

Standing on top of the mountain peak

Filled with bliss tears rolled down my cheeks

As the greatest discovery unfolds

I have forgotten all that I have been told

In this peaceful blankness

I seek nothing

And seeking nothing I've found myself

A glare of recognition filled the immense sky

A light of acceptance glowed and lit the dark

I seek nothing but up the stream I followed the river

I saw the whole, I've found something bigger

All these words are unable to describe it

Fall into yourself and trust that you will find it

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The rebellion of all that exists

I came invited... as a stalker

To this world of make-believe

Where everything is unreal,

All is not what it seems

Shapes and forms ceaselessly shifting...

and people repressing their screams

Everybody knows it...

Yet chose to live in their dreams

Until they have all forgotten

They joy of being free

Conformity or silence

Or another confusion speech

Bring more dust to the mirror

And pretend it's crystal clear

Call it the search for happiness

Keep chasing the temporary fix

If you could only die for a second

To see life for what it is

Quit the game of survival and suffering

And rejoice in eternal bliss

Come back and bring with you

The rebellion of all that exists

Be a shinning expression

Liberate what your isness is

Radiate light and freedom

From the infinite source of all that is.

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What do you want?

Restless, tireless, exploitative,

Longing for nothing

At the expense of everything...

What is it that you want?

Where are you going?

Where will all the roads,

They made for you lead you?

What causes your misery?

What is your ultimate desire?

Why do you want it?

You go on running in all directions

gathering knowledge and collecting answers...

Are those even your questions?

You go on following

Where is it that they are going?

You go on seeking

What is it that you seek?

You go on running their roads,

What is there for you to achieve?

Why are you here?

Are you really here ?

Where are you?

Where are you stuck?

What went wrong?

Who are you?

Blindfolded! 

What did you expect to see?

Clogged ears! 

What did you expect to hear?

Stuffy nose!

What did you expect to smell?

You go on taking all the roads...

Except your own!

How can you see the beauty?

How can you hear the music?

How can you admire the fragrance?

How can you fall in love,

Unless you see for yourself?

Where is it that you are going?

What is it that you are running after?

Who is it that you are running from?

What do you want?

Isn't beauty enough?

Isn't poetry enough?

Isn't music enough?

How can't you fall in love?

Who are you?

It's not far away!

It is always within reach,

Take the jump!

Don't look back at a world on fire!

Forge straight ahead,

Without stopping take the quantum leap

No one but you knows your destination

You might have forgot it

But you have never lost it

Who are you?

Start a road of your own

With your ears hear the music!

With your eyes see the beauty!

With your nose smell the fragrance!

With your whole dance in celebration of who you are!

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Words bound to be misunderstood

How can I speak silence...

How can I write stillness...

What can words do...

When nothing is everything

And everything is nothing

When there isn't a single ripple

What can words do when they face a black hole

What can words do when motion and movement simply cease to exist and there is only existence

Here I am, speechless, wordless...

Nothing at the center of everything

Like the black hole at the center of our galaxy

Everything is moving, the whole universe is dancing

But where I stand there isn't a single motion.

When facing the unchanged, shapeless and unbound from time and space what can words do...

For thousands of lives words have been spoken only to be misunderstood...

But I have to write the unwritable

Express the inexpressible

Explain the unexplainable

How can I avoid it?

When I see us all stumbling in the dark

How absurd is this act

Of writing words that can only be misunderstood

But I cannot avoid it

How can I suppress my love

When I have looked at love in the eyes

Oh words! You tricky things

How absurd is this act...

But I cannot avoid it

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Invitation to insanity

End all the self-deceptions and ask yourself the question “am I what I think I am?”

You keep looking at reflections that never have existed.

Can a flame cast a shadow with no other lights ahead?

What lies deep within you doesn’t want to be tamed, why won’t you just let it be your friend?

They won’t hear the music and when they see us dancing they say that we are mad.

They kicked you out of heaven,

Told you to follow their rules and you will find your way back…

In stillness you see it, you need not believe it, in fact, you’ve never left!

Eternal damnation and endless life in hell…

Unless you are freed by saints who themselves have lived their lives in cells.

Breakout from your own prison, and in your silence listen to a story that has no beginning and no end.

Come join my insanity, let go of all your burdens and see what will stand.

New heights are waiting for you, come join the endless pilgrimage beyond god and man.

The way I can show you, alone you have to walk it, and my words you will understand.

I am saying nothing new to you,

I am waking up the words deep asleep within you.

The answers you seek are all within your questions.

Just know how to ask.

Dive into the spiral for a winding journey deep inside yourself.

Come be a fool just like me and join the whole existence for the eternal dance.

Break of all the chains,

Sit silently still and see what remains.

Come and dance to the song and the universe will sing along.

Come join my insanity where love knows no end.

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Appointment with the divine

Divine and mystical how do I depict you with my mundane rational mind.

Divine and deific how can I thank you when all the words just aren't that sublime.

You kept manifesting sign after sign and I looked away time after time.

Across the world you sent me seeking you, trying to find what's already mine.

Across the Earth you sent me wondering, looking for something that was always inside.

How many names have I given you!

In how many faces I thought I've seen you! 

How many touches felt like they came from you!

And how many places have they assigned to you! 

For me only to find you deep in my heart.

You kept on calling but I wouldn't hear you, you kept  revealing but I wouldn't look at you.

I played the deaf and pretended being blind. 

My mind is to blame it could only fear you, after all it's a human mind.

The longing and yearning that brought me back to you is unparalleled extraordinarily sublime.

How can you seek what's already seeking you? The mystery itself is sweet and divine. 

I am not complaining about how I missed you. Caterpillars don't look back and grumble when they are butterflies.

Every unlived moment had led me to you, no moments after to be left behind.

You know no worries, you waited unruffled unbothered within me.

I had to be ready, for in our eternal appointment there are no concerns of places and times.

With words I need not to thanks you, gratitude is unspoken when our friendship is just as divine. 

I am a mere drop you thrown in your ocean where all the drops are nothing but one.

With open arms you welcome your lovers to the infinite beyond space and time.

With my whole being I am in love with you and in my silence I am one with you, 

I drop all the questions that boggled my mind.

Mind is not needed when I am one with you, it's a talk of the hearts in an eternal appointment with you my divine.

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Extraordinary silence

When I give up my eyes I can clearly see, when I give up my ears I can lucidly hear..

The stranger it gets the more familiar I feel, the deeper I dive the lighter I breath, the further I wonder the more at home I feel..

It's all so quite, utterly silent and still, not a single movement, not a single motion, development or change.

Soundless, noiseless, peaceful and untroubled in this placid serenity I am..

I am but nothing is, I am and that's all that is, for I have no desires, I have no needs, on the spur of the moment it's all so clear, like a blind man who can suddenly see, I am suddenly me.

I am the dreamer and all the dreams, I am all creation and the creator, I am when nothing is! I am when that's all that is..

I am the me within me, so divine and mystical yet the most common thing, I am everywhere and nowhere all the time yet timeless..

I am yet there's no I..

am simply am.

How can it be that I am me? How can it be that I can suddenly be? How can it be that this have always been me?

I wonder yet there's no need.. I question yet it's not answers I seek..

When I quit the search is when I was found, when I dropped all knowledge is when I knew, when I lost all desire is when I am full..

What a joy! What a bliss!

About my magical silence what can I write? About my absolute stillness what can I say... all the words I learned, all the languages I know and all the wisdom of the world are letting me down..

How can I speak of the unspeakable? How can I show what's invisible? How can I describe what's indescribable? How can it be that I am suddenly me? How can it be that I can simply be?

I wonder yet there's no need.. I question yet it's not answers I seek..

Under the fog and all the mist, behind the veil and all the noise, I stand still without a flicker right at the very center.

What a joy! What a bliss! When silence is all what is.