Of Hate and Love - Prologue
pairing: OT7 (all BTS members) x reader
genre: smut, angst, romance
warnings: smut, mentioned rape, violence, gore, blood, kidnapping, character death, drug use, weapons
description: In case for you to be finally free from the chains of your uncle’s mafia, you need to spy on one of the youngest but already most successful mafia in Korea - Bangtan. But for some reason your heart doesn’t want to betray the boys. You want to be with them, but for them you are probably just a sexual object they can have whenever they want to.So what will you decide? Do you want freedom or want your heart at peace?
chapters: {Prologue} {1} {2} {3} {4] {5}
Since your father - the mafia boss of Sanyangkkun - died, nothing has been the way it was before.
You can’t say that the organization you worked for since you were 14 was good, but under your father’s reign, it was.. well, more peaceful. Now that your uncle leads the empire, everything has gotten out of hand. People get killed for no reason. Last week you had to witness how a prostitute was tortured by your uncle, just because she couldn’t fulfill his dirty and disgusting desires. You wanted to stop him, but couldn’t. You were too scared to get yourself in danger. Too scared of him and his brutal nature.
When others were around, your uncle spoke to you as if you were his own daughter. He gave the perfect impression of a loving uncle whose brother died only a year ago. He would remind you many times that you looked exactly like your mother and that you got your strength from your father. But when it was just the two of you, he showed you his true self.
You always tried to hide from him, but somehow he always found you.
Last month, his men stormed inside your room and told you that you were needed in the basement. When they pushed you into a dark room and locked the steel door, you knew that you were in much more danger than you thought.
You tripped over something and landed on the floor which was cold as ice. The fall caused your legs as well as your palms to bleed and you hissed in pain.
Suddenly the lights went on and a few feet in front of you stood nobody else than your uncle.
“Y/N my dear.. long time no see,” with slow steps he walked over to you, until he stood so close that you were able to catch the smell of smoke coming off his clothes.
“W-What do you want?” you wanted to sound strong, but your trembling voice gave away how intimidated and scared you were.
“I want explanations,” he simply stated while staring you in the eyes. Not being able to maintain eye contact for long while with him, you averted your gaze towards the floor.
“Acting innocent even though you’re not is bad manners. Didn’t your parents teach you this before they were killed?” a smirk spread over his scarred face while you tighten your fists.
He just wants to provoke you. Don’t listen to his words.
“They really looked like cheese with all those bullet holes in their bodies.”
“You fucking bastard!” you got back on your feet, lifted your fists, and were about to punch him in the face but he held your wrists.
“Oh.. does this upset you? My bad..”
Maybe it wasn’t the best idea to kick him in the crotch but your rage controlled your moves at that time, not your brain. “You’re just jealous because my father was always favored by others. You can’t live with the fact that-”
“Shut up you little bitch! I make the rules and you are just a pawn on my chessboard.” with one swift motion, your uncle punched you in the face which made you stumble backward. “Now tell me your business with this person or you won’t live to see another day.”
“Which person for Christ’s sake?”
“How about you look behind you?”
Slowly you turned your head, afraid of what’s there. When you see what laid behind you, a scream left you.
Star. That is - no, was her name. A prostitute who worked for your sadistic uncle. Weeks ago you helped her to escape from this miserable life, but unfortunately, she was tracked down and now dead. There was a deep cut in her throat that seemed to have stopped bleeding just a while ago. The blood that should have been inside her body was now spread all over the cold floor. The blood that should have kept her alive, is now also on your hands.
“Poor one. I really liked the way she sucked my dick off while I scratched her with my knife. It’s a shame,” he grunted evilly, not the least bit affected by the corpse lying in front of him.
“You sick shit!” maybe shouting at him wasn’t the wisest action of you again, but it definitely helped you to let out your rage. Tears started to collect in your eyes but you wiped them off, covering your face in dirt and the blood of your friend.
“Well, seeing your anger I assume you know her?” his mischievous grin grew wider, knowing that you walked straight into a trap.
“I-I don’t know this woman. I j-just can’t cope with all the blood.”
“Don’t act like a little girl. I know you’ve seen much worse than this in your life. Now answer me. Nothing will happen.”
Of course, you weren’t that stupid to believe him, but did you have another choice? Either you admit it now or after hours of torture and the first option sounded way more tempting than the last one.
“She wanted to leave Pi Sanyangkkun and asked for-”
“Say no more. You didn’t just let such a traitor escape but even helped her with it,” his voice was stern. His nostrils flared with each syllable and his breath got heavier.
“I should kill you for this,” he left a long pause before speaking up, now with a much calmer voice, “But no. I won’t kill you. I am in a good mood today so I will give you a choice.”
“A choice? Shall I beg for your forgiveness?” you sneered at him while glaring into his wicked eyes.
“No. Better. You are the only member of Pi Sanyangkkun that isn’t known by the world. That’s why I need you to spy on someone for me. When you give me this one piece of information I need, you are free,” he bent his knees and knelt down next to you, “How does this sound?”
“W-What do you mean by ‘free’?” In your eyes glistened a small spark of hope, lighting the dark world.
“Free, as in, you will never come back to Pi Sanyangkkun again,” your uncle gave you a knowing smirk, aware of your deepest wish – to never have to experience the things you went through in here again.
You always wanted to live a normal life. Go out with friends, have sleepovers, meet the love of your life and so much more. You never had high hopes, knowing it will be in vain, but now the person who you despised the most, was going to give you exactly that.
But believing his words could be your death. He would never let you leave this mafia. You had too much important information in your head. Spies who got traced down were murdered, no matter what. Your uncle wouldn’t want to infiltrate his own men into unknown territory. It’s too dangerous for them. They’re too important to him. But not you.
He always wanted you dead and now he had a perfect opportunity. This undercover mission will be suicide. Your death will be guaranteed if you can’t keep your secret, but it’s even more dangerous to stay in Pi Sanyangkkun, next to your uncle who hates you more than anyone else.
Everything else is better than staying here.
“Who do I need to spy on?”
“Their name is Bangtan. This gang isn’t as popular, but I don’t want to risk it. They need to be disposed of immediately,” your uncle began walking nervously through the room and it seemed like he was definitely intimidated by them.
“And how am I supposed to do this?”
“Oh.. there is only one way for you to infiltrate Bangtan’s territory. As you might know.. men have specific desires.. and well y'know that specific women can fulfill their wishes if you know what I mean,” he winked at you, called his man to escort you into another room and left you there alone.
You need to make a decision on whether you want freedom in exchange for serving men to fulfill their sexual desires or to face death. Is it really worth it, to give your body to some filthy men? Is this a good way? Probably not. But it seems like this is the only way.
Sanyangkkun (산영꾼) means hunter
The mafia Pi Sanyangkkun is called in English Blood Hunters (well, at least I hope so. My Korean is terrible..)
Notes: So… this was the prologue. If you liked it, please let me know. The next chapter will be longer and contains smut so be prepared my dears!
