Antares Craven

Take a journey into my mind, you never know what you might find there.

[insomniacteddy-deactivated20150]

insomniacteddy:

"So, why are you here?"

"Ahhh, well.......I have Panic Disorder, Depression, PTSD, amongst other minor things."

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insomniacteddy:

"I’ve been navigating it well. Level one wasn’t too hard to find. If you don’t mind me asking, which level are you on?"

"That's a rather good thing, or at the very least a helpful thing. I do not mind, I am a level two."

[antares-craven]

insomniacteddy:

[insomniacteddy-deactivated20150]

"Thanks. I’m Teddy, it’s nice to meet you too."

[antares-craven]

"Why thank you, Teddy. How have you been navigating the facility thus far?"

[antares-craven]

insomniacteddy:

[insomniacteddy-deactivated20150]

"Uh, no. I’m just not happy to be here."

[antares-craven]

"Well, I am sorry and I hope things get better for you. I'm Antares, it's a pleasure to meet you."

[insomniacteddy-deactivated20150]

I hate this place.

[antares-craven]

"Well, I don't think anyone particularly likes being here. Though you do get use to being a resident of facilities such as this one after a while and it is far from the worst. Is there anything I can assist you with to make it less intolerable?"

[antares-craven]

Curiouser and Curiouser {Open}

[tracey-madison]

antares-craven:

"I wouldn’t say that. I think it’s thrilling, And its awesome back story adds to it," Tracey said with a smile. She laughed. "Oh yeah. I usually help anyone new find their way around. If you ever need help, just give me a call," she said with a wink. 

[antares-craven]

Antares smiled, shaking his head. He honestly didn't find his name to be all that fascinating, though he did love it. "Thank you." He said simply, choosing to go along with her thoughts. "I will be sure to do so, it would be awfully nice to have someone to rely on to help me find my way when I am utterly lost." He replied, chuckling quietly.

[antares-craven]

Introductions || Antares & Adam

[antares-craven]

montgomeryadam:

Even after being informed time, and time again that there would would be a large number of people at the hospital, Adam still found himself in shock at the sheer number within sight. On top of that, apparently, this wasn't everyone. Shuddering, he returned to picking at his sleeves, legs drawn to his chest and chin resting lightly atop his knees. He glanced up at the sound of a voice, one hand flying immediately to hover over his lower abdomen. In the past, he's taken to avoiding talking to new people - more often than not it increased the intensity of the pain which was, of course, not something he wanted. Struggling for a moment, he blinked up at the other, before uncurling from his position and shifting over. "Mmh. You can sit down. Sorry—."

Antares bit his lip and tentatively sat down. He was unsure if he should truly be sitting down as the other man looked preoccupied with something or another. He thought about what he should say, or if he should even stay at all before speaking. "Hello, sir. My name is Antares Craven, it is a pleasure to meet you." He said gently, rerunning the lines which he had been taught to say since he was very young. He curled up, making himself more comfortable and smiled shyly at the other man. It was always a bit more nerve wracking introducing himself to males then females, especially when he was the one to initiate it.

[antares-craven]

21-33

21:Do you miss anyone?"I miss my Grandmother, And David as well. I can always hope to see David again at some point, being as he lives in Massachusetts."22:Have you kissed three or more people in one night?"I have not done so, however one of my alters have done so once or twice. I recall having to deal with the aftermath of the situation, which luckily was not as bad as it could gave been." 23:Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?"I do not believe so."24:Are you good at hiding your feelings?"It would depend on who I was with and the cause of my feelings. Things like triggers, flashbacks, and night terrors are things which make it very difficult for me to hide my feelings. On a casual, everyday basis, I am a bit better at doing so." 25:Have you ever cried from being so mad?"Yes......it's happened more then once and I would rather not explain."26:Who did you last see in person?"I believe the last person I saw was my roommate, earlier this morning,"27:Are you listening to music right now?"I am currently not, though the idea sounds pleasant." 28:What is something you currently want right now?"I desperately wish to get better, and leave all of the institutions, facilities and psychiatric wards behind. I want to function in the manner of a normal human being." 29:What is the last thing you said out lot?"I haven't the foggiest notion of what that might be. It was most likely something with sorry or my apologies in it." 30:How is your heart lately?"My heart is quite fine, pumping out blood at a stead rate and beating at a normal pace." 31:Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?"I am not often found in a hoodie, yet when you find me in one I shall be wearing the hood." 32:Are you wearing socks?"No, I take them off before bed." 33:What do people call you?"Antares? Craven, occasionally and once or twice Corvus."

[antares-craven]

DO YOUR WORST

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?

7: Do you want to be single?

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?

9: How late did you stay up last night?

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?

11: Last three things you had to drink?

12: Have you pretended to like someone?

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

20: What would you name your future daughter?

21: Do you miss anyone?

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?

26: Who did you last see in person?

27: Are you listening to music right now?

28: What is something you currently want right now?

29: What is the last thing you said out lot?

30: How is your heart lately?

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

32: Are you wearing socks?

33: What do people call you?

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?

36: Who did you last share a bed with?

37: Did you do something bad today?

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?

39: Do you get stressed out easily?

40: Will you sing today?

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?

44: What are you listening to right now?

45: What is wrong with you right now?

46: What is on your wrists right now?

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wea

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?

50: Are you a good artist?

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?

53: Ever been on a golf cart?

54: Do you have trust issues?

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?

57: Do you use chap stick?

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?

59: Do you have a little sister?

60: Have you ever been to New York?

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?

69: Will next Friday be a good one?

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[antares-craven]

Introductions {Open}

Antares blinked as he looked around curiously. He was certain that there were many more people here then there were a little while ago. Unless of course, he had been dissociating more then he had thought he was. He groaned, hoping that wasn't the case. Either way there were many strangers wandering around, which if he got past the fear or approaching people may provide him with the opportunity for a friend. Shaking his head he walked over to a couch he typically enjoyed to sit on, only to find it occupied. "Do you mind if I sit here?" He questioned, hoping this person was the friendly sort.

[antares-craven]

90-150

90. Name a person you love?"I have never really understood what love is. Perhaps I fet that way toward my grandmother." 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?"I am not a violent enough person to say yes."92. In a fight with someone?"I switch out to Alexis or Aries during physical combat, so no."93. How many sweatpants do you have?"None."94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?"About five."95. Last movie you watched?"A Disney movie of some sort."96. Favourite actress?"I quite like Audrey Hepburn." 97. Favourite actor?"Morgan Freeman?" 98. Do you tan a lot?"I am one of the fortunate beings who burn in the sun."99. Have any pets?"No."100. How are you feeling?"I'm well, thank you."101. Do you type fast?"I am an extraordinarily slow typer."102. Do you regret anything from your past?"I regret many a thing which occurred in the past."103. Can you spell well?"Yes."104. Do you miss anyone from your past"Yes."105. Ever been to a bonfire party?"No."106. Ever broken someone’s heart?"Not to my knowledge."107. Have you ever been on a horse?"Yes."108. What should you be doing?"I should be writing in a journal."109. Is something irritating you right now?"No."110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?"My grandmother."111. Do you have trust issues?"Absolutely."112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?"Racey."113. What was your childhood nickname?"Ant."114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?"My family frequently traveled, going through different locations all over the world."115. Do you play the Wii?"No."116. Are you listening to music right now?"No."117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?"Yes."118. Do you like Chinese food?"No."119. Favourite book?"Alice in Wonderland."120. Are you afraid of the dark?"Yes. After all, who knows what lurks in the dark when we can't see."121. Are you mean?"I do not believe so and certainly hope not."122. Is cheating ever okay?"Never. I can not find any legitimate reason why it would be okay."123. Can you keep white shoes clean?"If I put forth the effort to I could, however I do not see the point in buying white shoes to begin with."124. Do you believe in love at first sight?"I do. I suppose it is a bit of naivety shining through."125. Do you believe in true love?"I do. I would like to believe that something good could happen and that one would always have some one to rely on and find solstice in."126. Are you currently bored?"Quite bored, actually."127. What makes you happy?"Books and certain people can make me happy the majority of the time."128. Would you change your name?"On one hand I would love to, and she'd this identity aside. On the other I share it with my grandmother and grandfather who were both lovely people, and it's one of the only links I have to them."129. What your zodiac sign?"I am a Libra."130. Do you like subway?"I am not fond of subway."131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do"I would explain that while they are lovely, and I wish them the best on there endeavor on finding love, I am only attracted to male. Then I would hope that none of the others would choose to contradict this.132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?"I am not sure......Declan? Racey?"133. Favourite lyrics right now?"I'm not crazy I'm just saying, sometimes goodbye is a second chance."-Shinedown.134. Can you count to one million?"Yes."135. Dumbest lie you ever told?"I was busy with assisting the drama club.........No, I was not aware that the drama club had ended two weeks ago."136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?"I prefer to sleep with them close as it makes me feel safer."137. How tall are you?"I am 5'10."138. Curly or Straight hair?"I don't really have a preference for either as both can be appealing on a person." 139. Brunette or Blonde?"I subconsciously lean more toward brunette, but blondes are still lovely."140. Summer or Winter?"I prefer winter to summer, which is considered to be quite odd."141. Night or Day?"I have always hovered toward the night. Stars are beautiful things which I enjoy to look up at and trace the constellations."142. Favourite month?"Is it typical to have a fovourite month? I am afraid I do not."143. Are you a vegetarian?"No, I do eat meat from time to time."144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?"I am a fan of dark chocolate, though I am not opposed should someone wish to give me the other two."145. Tea or Coffee?"I do not really drink too much of either. Though should I be forced to pick one it would be tea."146. Was today a good day?"Nothing spectacular occurred, yet neither did nothing horrendous. It would be an average day, I suppose."147. Mars or Snickers?"Snickers."148. What’s your favourite quote?"Nothing is impossible. The word itself screams I'm possible."-Audrey Hepburn149. Do you believe in ghosts?"I do believe in them, though I am not sure I believe in the version most seem to be transfixed on."150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? “I saw trees growing and changing like puffs of vapour, now brown, now green; they grew, spread, shivered, and passed away.”Excerpt From: Wells, H.G. “The Time Machine.”

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81,82,84,75,77

75. Favourite animal?"I am fond of foxes."77. Chocolate or Vanilla?"Vanilla."81. Favourite tv show?"I very rarely watch television, I do like interesting documentaries, though."82. Favourite movie?"Flubber, as odd as that seems. I watched it at a close friends house and it was extremely rare for such a thing to happen. It makes me feel happy to think about."84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?"I do not feel strongly toward one or the other considering I have never seen either."

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1-10

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?"Well, quite some time ago there was a boy whom I held hands with, however that ended quickly."2. Are you outgoing or shy?"I would place myself on the shy side.3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?"I'm not entirely sure, though it would be nice to see David, who is one of the only people outside Thornewood who I correspond with."4. Are you easy to get along with?"I certainly hope so, I do not try to be difficult."5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?"Myself?"6. What kind of people are you attracted to?"I am attracted to those whom I can connect with, and who hold my interest."7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?"I am not convinced I will ever be in a relationship."8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?"Should I change the pronoun or take it or take it in a different manner then intended?" 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?"Yes."10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?"I am not sure......Declan? Racey?"

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Wait, these are actually hella cute questions.

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? 2. Are you outgoing or shy? 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? 4. Are you easy to get along with? 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? 6. What kind of people are you attracted to? 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? 15. What good thing happened this summer? 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? 19. Do you like bubble baths? 20. Do you like your neighbors? 21. What are you bad habits? 22. Where would you like to travel? 23. Do you have trust issues? 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? 26. What do you do when you wake up? 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? 28. Who are you most comfortable around? 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? 30. Do you ever want to get married? 31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail? 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? 33. Spell your name with your chin. 34. Do you play sports? What sports? 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? 37. What do you say during awkward silences? 38. Describe your dream girl/guy? 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? 40. What do you want to do after high school? 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? 43. Do you smile at strangers? 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? 46. What are you paranoid about? 47. Have you ever been high? 48. Have you ever been drunk? 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? 51. Ever wished you were someone else? 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? 53. Favourite makeup brand? 54. Favourite store? 55. Favourite blog? 56. Favourite colour? 57. Favourite food? 58. Last thing you ate? 59. First thing you ate this morning? 60. Ever won a competition? For what? 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? 62. Been arrested? For what? 63. Ever been in love? 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? 65. Are you hungry right now? 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? 67. Facebook or Twitter? 68. Twitter or Tumblr? 69. Are you watching tv right now? 70. Names of your bestfriends? 71. Craving something? What? 72. What colour are your towels? 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? 75. Favourite animal? 76. What colour is your underwear? 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? 80. What colour pants? 81. Favourite tv show? 82. Favourite movie? 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? 87. First person you talked to today? 88. Last person you talked to today? 89. Name a person you hate? 90. Name a person you love? 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? 92. In a fight with someone? 93. How many sweatpants do you have? 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? 95. Last movie you watched? 96. Favourite actress? 97. Favourite actor? 98. Do you tan a lot? 99. Have any pets? 100. How are you feeling? 101. Do you type fast? 102. Do you regret anything from your past? 103. Can you spell well? 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? 107. Have you ever been on a horse? 108. What should you be doing? 109. Is something irritating you right now? 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? 111. Do you have trust issues? 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? 113. What was your childhood nickname? 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? 115. Do you play the Wii? 116. Are you listening to music right now? 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? 118. Do you like Chinese food? 119. Favourite book? 120. Are you afraid of the dark? 121. Are you mean? 122. Is cheating ever okay? 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? 125. Do you believe in true love? 126. Are you currently bored? 127. What makes you happy? 128. Would you change your name? 129. What your zodiac sign? 130. Do you like subway? 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? 133. Favourite lyrics right now? 134. Can you count to one million? 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? 137. How tall are you? 138. Curly or Straight hair? 139. Brunette or Blonde? 140. Summer or Winter? 141. Night or Day? 142. Favourite month? 143. Are you a vegetarian? 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? 145. Tea or Coffee? 146. Was today a good day? 147. Mars or Snickers? 148. What’s your favourite quote? 149. Do you believe in ghosts? 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?  (via tchitsnathan)

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