Sysfessions

anti-endo blog to submit sys hot takes, anti endo frustrations, "sys culture is _", "fakeclaimers be like __" or anything else sys related!

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

Main blog: @princeleonis

PFP flag in pinned post on main blog ^°^

He/cloud/fish pronouns !

Welcome to sysfessions- hope you enjoy the blog!

Endos/pro-endos dni- at ALL- and if you do so behind anon you're a coward <3

This is not an Endo space, leave it for the people who are actually systems.

[valtsv]

some observations on color coding eyewear in ficton and their meanings

[fionn-o-nassus]

[theseustheking-deactivated20251]

saw a tag game of this soooo

which one is prev?

@paperweightfeatherlight02 @sage-way @aliteralactualfactualgremlin @ink-is-not-yum @aeonsofstars @living-mites @yu-littleleaves @the-mighty-toast-wizard @nor-man-nor-mythical @elidevoted @here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can

[paperweightfeatherlight02-deact]

Definitely blue/green/purple

Tags tags yeahhh

@viktorsgloriousreign @eexplosivee @dvintystvrving @eexplosivee @ssour-mind

[viktorsgloriousreign]

@oldrustydagger @lavslostinwonderland @sourgummysharkz @moth-boyyyy @deadhighloser @vamps-skvll @lunarboneyard @sfmonstar @eeriehyacinth @blurringmysoul @mellowyellow4eva4 @mondaytuesdayy @cornelius-goblin-crusher-fudge @two-pieces-of-toast @twistedangelbones

[neeks-commits-faggotry-deactiva]

You didn't tag me but I'm your moot so I'm answering ehem

Yellow glasses (ur too innocent yet you are in my super violent moot group)

@oldrustydagger @ning-ningx300 @whereisyourb0ytonight @tygerlilyluvsrotting @jack-roi-des-morts-son-of-hades (bro is so done with me) @bennie-cant-anymore @b3lls-th3-r04ch @c0nstantlyscreaming @catcvtz @cannerabal @irlpowderfromarcane @intern3tlovr I have so many more but I'm tired

[irlpowderfromarcane-deactivated]

I think you're pink glasses

@bassguitarinablackt-shirt @gaygirldoodles @lift-heavy-be-gay @regulationhottie7905 @qassttuf @wyndig0s-blog @existing-is-ick @r3alhuman @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @itsgetw0rse @paradingthroughthewoods @abouttocommitarson @styro--boy @styrofoam-slic3r @starboyblues @starwars-dyke @stabby-stab @des0late-swan-26 @gore-freakk @guttd-0ut-doll1ezz @haunt3d-angel-su1cid3 @having-sex-with-a-ghost @joyogurt @kentuckypsycho @landminetheartemis @coconutcvtz @c0sm1c--444 @bluejayisace @bubbled016

[zamvza]

Wildcard 3D glasses

@husker-fictive @r0yalbytesys @ anyone else I’m very forgetful sorry chat

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

I feel like you're yellow with a hint or two of red /pos

@clock-of-the-leaf @son-of-chaos cmere pooks pspspsps

[son-of-chaos]

Purple glass all the way

[princeleonis]

I reblogjged on the wrong account oh my god 😭 and yippee magical and whimsical

[son-of-chaos]

Yes pooks dw :3 now tell me what I am

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

Pink and green with a little bit of red but the red is mine >:) /silly

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

I got one I noticed

Fakeclaimers: HEADSPACE ISNT REAL!!! ITS IMAGINARY!!!

Fakeclaimers when you imagine things in your headspace: FAKER!! YOU CANT HAVE A BIG HEADSPACE OR NPCS!!! THATS A SIGN OF FAKIN!!

Like.. 😭😭

People seem to forget imagination still actually exists and it's very much possible to use it ??? 😭

Like if the headspace isn't real then yes there can be crazy shit up there smh smh

Fakeclaimers, if you read this (you know who you are), rudely fuck off :D

[pocket-trinkets]

I really fucking hate the term "traumagenic," because if I tell you that I'm a system, I'm telling you that I have a trauma disorder. There shouldn't be a need for me to make the distinction of the "origin" of my multiplicity.

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

This bc why do I have to clarify I have trauma??? I use it anyway so people leave me tf alone but STILL

[valtsv]

some observations on color coding eyewear in ficton and their meanings

[fionn-o-nassus]

[theseustheking-deactivated20251]

saw a tag game of this soooo

which one is prev?

@paperweightfeatherlight02 @sage-way @aliteralactualfactualgremlin @ink-is-not-yum @aeonsofstars @living-mites @yu-littleleaves @the-mighty-toast-wizard @nor-man-nor-mythical @elidevoted @here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can

[paperweightfeatherlight02-deact]

Definitely blue/green/purple

Tags tags yeahhh

@viktorsgloriousreign @eexplosivee @dvintystvrving @eexplosivee @ssour-mind

[viktorsgloriousreign]

@oldrustydagger @lavslostinwonderland @sourgummysharkz @moth-boyyyy @deadhighloser @vamps-skvll @lunarboneyard @sfmonstar @eeriehyacinth @blurringmysoul @mellowyellow4eva4 @mondaytuesdayy @cornelius-goblin-crusher-fudge @two-pieces-of-toast @twistedangelbones

[neeks-commits-faggotry-deactiva]

You didn't tag me but I'm your moot so I'm answering ehem

Yellow glasses (ur too innocent yet you are in my super violent moot group)

@oldrustydagger @ning-ningx300 @whereisyourb0ytonight @tygerlilyluvsrotting @jack-roi-des-morts-son-of-hades (bro is so done with me) @bennie-cant-anymore @b3lls-th3-r04ch @c0nstantlyscreaming @catcvtz @cannerabal @irlpowderfromarcane @intern3tlovr I have so many more but I'm tired

[irlpowderfromarcane-deactivated]

I think you're pink glasses

@bassguitarinablackt-shirt @gaygirldoodles @lift-heavy-be-gay @regulationhottie7905 @qassttuf @wyndig0s-blog @existing-is-ick @r3alhuman @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @itsgetw0rse @paradingthroughthewoods @abouttocommitarson @styro--boy @styrofoam-slic3r @starboyblues @starwars-dyke @stabby-stab @des0late-swan-26 @gore-freakk @guttd-0ut-doll1ezz @haunt3d-angel-su1cid3 @having-sex-with-a-ghost @joyogurt @kentuckypsycho @landminetheartemis @coconutcvtz @c0sm1c--444 @bluejayisace @bubbled016

[zamvza]

Wildcard 3D glasses

@husker-fictive @r0yalbytesys @ anyone else I’m very forgetful sorry chat

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

I feel like you're yellow with a hint or two of red /pos

@clock-of-the-leaf @son-of-chaos cmere pooks pspspsps

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

Sometimes it just feels wrong to have littles experiencing period pain. Now, I know they're just dissociative parts of ourselves and while they have younger minds they're technically still seventeen ect but it just feels very wrong!

I feel you anon, and it can be very distressing for the littles and sys too. I hope y'all are doing okay and have all the remedies that work for you available :)

If it becomes a genuine problem for your littles you could try using music to switch who's fronting if that's something that helps too, if not definitely get something for the little to hug, hold or do and get some tea or a heating pad, whatever works

Just because your littles are technically dissociated parts of you doesn't make them any less real to you and your system in their own way :)

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

(reconnecting with system spaces anon here)

thank you for your answer and advices! they were very calming and useful. and i'll appreciate discord servers recs if you have some and it wouldn't bother you. thank you again!

Of course!! Glad I could help

I will be adding my own syscord on here too since I own one :>

This one is mine and kinda small v

Check out the System ✦ Sanctuary community on Discord - hang out with 32 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

This one I moderate in, it's very cool and has a diverse range of coverage, it's not just for systems v

Check out the Starlit Sanctuary🌲 community on Discord - hang out with 249 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

This one is chill, I don't talk here all the time but everyone is pretty cool v

Welcome to ☽ Moonlit Skies ☾ ! A 16+ healing and recovery server for those with DID/OSDD, or singlets looking to support loved ones ! | 75 m

That's all I got for now!! If I find more I'll post them :)

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

i think about reconnecting with system spaces and thinking & discussing & researching & etc. more about my system. but i hesitate. system spaces often are very emotionally loaded, full of syscource, drama, etc. people feel entitled to dictate others how to handle their (very personalized) disorder. and other shit happens.

and also. i'm kinda in denial? or more like dissociation. i dissociate from the fact that i'm a system. i don't deny it, i just... kinda ignore it? there is stuff that i should probably work on, but i... i don't know if i really want to. if i really have energy to manage it on top of other stuff.

the last time when i tried to be in system spaces and figure things out, i burned out and left. and basically ignore my systemhood since then. i can't do a lot of "classical system things," like tracking fronts or signing off, i've tried multiple times, but it just doesn't work for me. and i'm not even sure if i need the community, if i need to process anything if i can't be, like... Very Visible System. maybe i just have nothing to talk about. maybe i don't need to come in system spaces if i can't actually be involved.

but. idk. i think it makes things easier when i have community? probably. some things could be easier. but some will definitely be hard.

sorry for venting in your asks. i just don't know what should i do. and i don't want to experience another big system change (tm) and leave tumblr for months (if not forever).

Don't worry about it anon, I completely understand :) and that doesn't sound like it's very fun. System spaces tend to be a 50/50 shot, even if they're run by people with good intentions, sometimes other members make it difficult to uphold the original purposes. Syscourse is unfortunately unavoidable at this point as it is affecting most systems who even graze the sys internet.

I suggest maybe looking into some sys-related activities? It might sound stupid but I've always found doing those really dumb bingos when I'm in denial help (as long as they're not super stereotypical). And it's okay if you can't track switches or so on, there's no actual need to- not if you and your sys doesn't want to.

When it comes to communities, I would also suggest checking servers out on discord. Many servers may have a dedicated channel to syscourse or no syscourse allowed at all! As well as systems who will understand your situation.

Worst case comes to worse, you can always take a social media break. Mute some apps, put on a TV show, movie, or funny video, and have some you time.

This probably isn't the most helpful thing ever but I hope something I said could help you. I hope everything goes alright anon, and you find what you need!

(I'm also glad to look through the sys-safe discords I'm in if you're interested!)

[princeleonis]

Can I have some opinions on self diagnosis (with a lot of research + open minded to being something else) on th following things?

And none of that "if you're not medically recognized you're faking bullshit"

BPD

Autism

Adhd

PTSD/CPTSD

Fibromyalgia / serious chronic pain conditions

Dissociative disorders

I also want some opinions on how okay it would be to mention "I am undiagnosed __"

I already know for dissociative disorders it's ok but I figured I'd hear some more opinions

And should I be diagnosed before calling myself disabled despite barely being able to walk or think some days?

[asianpoplover143]

@princeleonis in Memes, neurodivergent people, and other things. community

hi I'm new here, tryna get diagnosed with ADHD and autism (autism is too expensive rn tho) Have some memes that may be considered some form

I wish I could reblog this…

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

For the memes? I gotchu, have an extra too

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

Sometimes I feel like a lot of advice or tips or stuff you're told to do to get better are solely catered for the “final fusion is healing” crowd.

Obviously final fusion is healing but there's not like one way to heal ya know?

Yeah! Many systems don't want final fusion, ever- people seem to think you can only heal by becoming "singlet" again, and not heal together as a system. Thinking about that it's probably because of ableist stigmas and stereotypes against mental illness that puts stuff out there like that, and misinforms people on the "right" way to heal.

[activewildcard-deactivated20260]

anddd here we go with "you can tell when people are faking DID" again 😐 this tag was full of fun, whimsy and questions for a good two seconds.

no, you cannot tell if a stranger online is faking a disorder, not even professionals are able to properly evaluate people sometimes. it takes multiple sessions for a professional to even consider the idea of malingered DID, or malingering of any disorder.

you are not the professional and highly intelligent person you think you are. you do not have the capability to tell if someone is faking DID based off their tumblr blog, or any other social media.

have none of you gone to fifth grade health class? they have a whole unit about the internet, at least they do in my school, and one of the first things you're taught is "people often don't tell every detail about themselves online.", they teach you to practice internet safety such as not sharing personal details of yourself online, which definitely can include things such as your trauma, details about your system, and darker parts of your life.

most of this "you can tell if someone's faking DID" comes from sanism, and honest to god, hatred for people who.... practice internet safety? like why are you guys mad that not everyone wants to get extremely personal online, and therefore declaring you have some magical ability to go into their head and can decide if they're faking or not?

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

Considering it took me a very long time to actually be 100% sure someone was faking (and they were, I got onto it once they used alters for manipulation on my friend- they admitted to faking when I hinted at it during a fight) you can NOT always tell. You can't tell anything without actual evidence

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

i really dislike that people (both singlets and systems) try to dictate what someone should do with their system/alters/CDD. "bodily autonomy" what, "dignity of risk" who.

i don't care if it's "healthy" or not, "pro-recovery" or not. people are allowed to make decisions about their life, including bad ones.

i hate that if you're system, EVERY FUCKING ONE IN THE WORLD [PT: every fucking one in the world] knows what you should to do, feel, how to recover, communicate, solve problems, whatever. i hate that people often don't even consider that maybe, just maybe they don't know the slightest fuck about how someone's system works and what's their story and what's better for them.

someone other's system = only their own business.

This. Especially because healing is different for every person, every system- and sometimes presenting "facts" will just make healing harder for them, especially if you push it.

Just because someone is a sys doesn't mean they need fixing- especially not from someone they didn't ask for help from! Always ask boundaries folks

[anti-endo-sysfessions]

Fake claimers be like "you can't be a system of you experience _____" and it's a literal dsm symptom

Fakeclaimers be like "you can't have a dissociative disorder if you dissociate" XD