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Took a mass softblock, but I don’t know if we’ll return to this blog or move to a new one. Please do not take it personally if we do not refollow; I have been feeling like I keep taking up so much space with my more annoying and odder self especially after seeing we have OSDD-1b two weeks ago, and I have been feeling like most people would remain mutuals with us still more out of obligation / pity than anything else. If we do end up moving to a blog and you want to really refollow finding us, feel free. Otherwise, we will not refollow most people to make them feel obligated to remain in contact with us. Thank you and please take care.

[demxnte]

You gotta walk in rooms like God sent you

[bakwaaas]

as a punishment.

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[   *   QUIETLY ,  DONGSIK TELLS EUNHA   :   ❛   The odd thing is that I’m in love with you anyhow .   ❜   ]   — — —   It is odd ,  he is right on that ,  xe begins to see . . .   How Dongsik himself eventually finds a home in the Unknown’s glitched presence .   Even after he had been more so cold to xem ,  mostly ignoring and doubting xem .     (   Yet ,  how odd xe still loves him .  The Universe laughs at this lovesick irony .   )   Deeply ,  endlessly ,  Eunha loves Dongik’s rare smiles and laughters ,  his ever diligence ,  silent storms ,  sanguine promises ,  hellfire   —   Eunha loves Dongsik anyway and xe always does despite everything ,  unexpecting his returned love .

SO IT STUNS EUNHA TO HEAR DONGSIK’S CONFESSION .   Xyr lips tingle at the memory of them kissing each other ,  their new necklaces connected between them .   ❝   I - I - I . . .   I never thought you would ever ,  ❞   xe answers in softest honesty ,  xyr gaze barely meeting his .   ❝   That time ,  when I gave you the necklace ,  I kissed you back be- because I love you .   I really was surprised at first that you would - you would kiss me first ,   but I eventually t- th- thought you did so ‘cause you were just happy seeing you were loved ,  not ‘cause you act- actually love me back .    ❞   Xe stares at xyr necklace and holds onto the star pendant ,  rubbing it for comfort .

A SIGN THAT HE IS TELLING XEM THE TRUTH ,  regardless of how strange it is   —   ❝   So ,  yes ,  it is - it is odd ,  but I am happy that you love me just as much .    ❞   But xe does not sound or appear as xe says so .   (   Somehow in this kind of a case ,  for the first time since they met ,  xe doubts @sisterless​ ,  and is it not odd at all ?   )

[fischyplier]

Couldn’t afford to let you make another mistake.

[valtsv]

i could escape the narrative actually. rip to the rest of you but i'm gonna get out of here.

[antigoddex-a]

>   WAYLON_HOLLIS   //   :

          ❛❛    oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.   ❜❜      

         ❛❛   Seeeeeeeee!?  I - I - I told cha that I can do it!   ❜❜          The glitch giggles while she watches the flowers around them swaying side to side by her powers.   Grinning widely in delight,   he claps his hands once and they remain perfectly still.          ❛❛   I can even make myself look like ya!...   Do ya wanna see t- th- THAT too!?   ❜❜

[undecimusor-moved-deactivated20]

We’re all stories in the end,  just make it a good one,  eh?  ‘cause it was,  you know.

#𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗶𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗼𝗿.               An independent,  semi-selective Eleventh Doctor of Doctor Who.  Piloted by Emma.  Show-based,  comic-based and book-based.  ( Plus a bit headcanon-based too. )  Featuring a lot of verses for this fella.  [ click pictures for better quality. ]

[spxnglr]

 ARE YOU TROUBLED BY 𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴 𝙽𝙾𝙸𝚂𝙴𝚂 IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT?  DO YOU EXPERIENCE FEELINGS OF 𝙳𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙳 IN YOUR BASEMENT OR ATTIC? HAVE YOU OR YOUR FAMILY ACTUALLY SEEN A 𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙾𝙺, 𝚂𝙿𝙴𝙲𝚃𝚁𝙴 𝙾𝚁 𝙶𝙷𝙾𝚂𝚃?               IF THE ANSWER IS YES THEN DON’T WAIT ANOTHER MINUTE:                  𝙿𝙸𝙲𝙺 𝚄𝙿 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙿𝙷𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙵𝙴𝚂𝚂𝙸𝙾𝙽𝙰𝙻𝚂.

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𝙄𝙉𝘿𝙀𝙓. | 𝙂𝙐𝙄𝘿𝙀𝙇𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎. | 𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙎𝙀𝙎. |  𝘾𝘼𝙍𝙍𝘿. |  𝙒𝙄𝙎𝙃𝙇𝙄𝙎𝙏. | 𝙄𝙉𝙏𝙀𝙍𝙀𝙎𝙏 𝙁𝙊𝙍𝙈. | 📼. | ©.

[antigoddex-a]

musicalanon​:

OMG I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE…. MUSE!!!!!!!!!!! STAR!!!!!!

#I HAVE TO GIVE YOU A COOL NICKNAME TOO !!!! HEUASHUASSAFSA#AND YANCY IS JUST A COOL NAME AS IT IS .... MAYBE CY??? HM!!!#I CANT BELIEVE MARKIPLIER STOLE FROM YOU WE NEED TO GO TO THE LAWYERS RIGHT NOW...#ASFOIJASOIFJSAIO omg don't worry school can never hurt me now..... im watching video essays for?? my OWN VOLITION... wow thats so surprisin#g!!! i never loved video essays until now but the adhd brain works in mysterious ways PDOASKFOKSAFSA#IM! SO EXCITED FOR THE WEEKEND.. WHAT ARE YOUR COOL FUNKY PLANS FOR THEN?#do NOT worry if you dont have any because i certainly dont... except for watching iswm MWAHAHAHA....#I NEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT THE AESTHETICS OF ISWM ONE DAY BECAUSE LIKE...#OH.... I LOVE THE NEON LIGHTS COMBINED WITH SPACE HORROR...#IT'S LIKE HORROR THAT TAKES PLACE IN A NIGHTCLUB BUT SLIGHTLY TO THE LEFT? SAOFIJSAOIFJSAOIFSAFSA YOU GET WHAT I MEAN HOPEFULLY#BUT MANY!! MANY MANY SMOOCHES TO YOU TOO <3333

MUSE!!!!!!!!!!! STAR!!!!!!!!!!! US, BESTIES!!!!!!!!!! <3

[musicalanon]

I NEED TO WATCH ISWM 2 SOON IVE BEEN SO VERY TIRED… BUT ALL I DO IS THINK OF ISWM AND THINK OF QUE BECAUSE THEY ARE SO INTERLINKED FOR ME…

[antigoddex-a]

MUUUUUUUUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

[thelooniemoonie]

CAPTAIN! SOMETHING IS VE̵R̶Y̵̨̢̼̐̾̀  W̵̨̡̰͎̹̣̫͖̖̠̟̟̫̒̂͆̇̑͗̿̓̋̎̐̑́͘̕Ȓ̶̢̛̬͓̥̞̻͖͕̝͉͎̞͎̱̗̲̩͛̆͂͛̃͆̅̓̀͒̉̂̄̈́̍̕Ơ̷̯̱͔͇̍̿̏̋̓̈̈́͗̎̒̎̒̔́́́̅͆͆̕N̸̪͆̔̎̾̏̿͗͂̀͘͠G̵͓̜̹̗̦̲̪̀̋͒̍̇̒͊̔̈́̒̈́̂̂͆̕͘͝

[0exe]

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>   THE_DOCTOR​   //   :

            I want you.  ( I want you in my mouth. )  That’s both a promise and a need;  a humongous one from the Doctor. He looks at xem through half-lidded eyes, pupils blown wide with a concoction of lust and love.  So close.  ( Their lips were so close and yet frustratingly so far. )  He makes a noise - disappointment,  need,  a craving that was soon to be fixed by a soft lick to his lower lip.

More specific,  xe said to him which coaxed a short-lived whine.  His hearts are hammering so hard in his chest;  the anticipation thrumming through his veins.  The Doctor contemplated for a short moment,  eyes wandering,  observing xyr fingers as such guided his to xyr crotch,  and yet at the same time,  xyr knee pushed against his own.

His head lowers a little,  his fringe slightly dishevelled and falling over his eyes,  mouth wide to gasp and moan.  “Fu—fuck.”  He tried to go through coherent thoughts that might be somewhat jumbled up due to xyr touches.  The man gulps,  hard,  soft panting,  hips slowly canting.  ( Yeah, no, that’s his control slipping through his fingers. )

“Why not bo—both?”  He says,  a grin crossing his lips,  looking at xem with slight defiance.

          The Unknown’s eyes glow a bit more in mischief as xe deeply appreciates the sight of the Doctor’s messy form,  his sounds that are as beautiful as him—  xyr chest swells with pride at the thought that xe can place him in this position.  Xyr knee moves away from the Doctor,  so he can no longer have that easy satisfaction,  and chuckles at his curse,  xyr gaze softly darkened in returning love and lust.

“   Sorry,  but fuck is not an option at - at the - at the moment,  try again,   ”   the Unknown hums,  smug,  wanting to consume his pretty noises and him,  though,  not yet,  not now—   "   Why not bo—both?   ”   Xyr brow quirks,  amused by his defiance.   Xe gives his lower lip a light nip,  silently reminding him who is currently in control...    (  Yet,  xe gives him another lick as a quick soothing.   )

“   'Cause some- sometimes,  ya gotta learn how to control yourself—  behave.  ”   Still holding onto the Doctor’s collar as to keep him still and away from xyr body,  the Unknown let go of his hand from xyr crotch so xe can fix his bangs,  gently brushing them aside with a small, warm smile for xem to admire xyr loveliest universe better,  all burning and shining,  for xem and only xem.

“   Don’t cha wanna be a good boy,  baby? ”    Xe asks him,  xyr voice now rougher the longer this hot tension lingers between them.   (  Xe is determined that xe will take so much good care of him after this,  he is truly incredible.   )   Eyes narrowed,  an impatient growl leaves xem before xe yanks his collar closer to xem,  grinning down at him.   “   If ya - if ya wanna be my good boy,  Doctor,  pick one now.   ”

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[   *   IN ALL SOFTNESS ,  AS SILENTLY ACHING ,  NIKOLAI TELLS CREATURE    :     ❛   In my heart ,  I love her all the time .   ❜   ]   — — —   Creature understands death ,  have KNOWN Death Itself since the Beginning and the rest of Its haunting variants ,  throughout time and across space   (   die ,  dying ,  dead ,  with you and I and us   —   go ,  going ,  gone   ) .   Though ,  xe can not remember anyone who Death had taken away from xem ,  left xem alone in such sanguine sharp sorrow that xe can not find a reason why .   (   Death is everywhere and everything ,  even of my own memories and dreams   ;   I am nothing .   )   Still ,  Nikolai’s words ,  they sound so familiar ,  bleeding from burnt out core ,  starless ,  searching for a purpose to live again .

❝   I - I am - I am sure that your wife is aware of this fact ,  Nikolai !   ❞   Xe gently tries to comfort @rigcrmcrtis​ ,  hating to see him in this strange state of darkness .   (   Xe reaches forth ,  holds his hand ,  his heart  —   )   ❝  Just as I am sure that she loves you all the - all the time too . . .   in her soul !   ❞   With a spare hand ,  xe lightly pats on xyr forehead and then Nikolai’s chest to emphasize .   [   Heart to soul ,  soul to heart ,  love is always singing between them ,  softly ,  painfully ;  yet ,  it is STILL present nevertheless ,  and is that not good enough at all ? . . .    ]   Creature hugs Nikolai then ,  this gesture a silent , tender reminder that he is not alone .   Never .   ❝   And that she is so proud of you for being here sti- still . . .   For everything .   ❞

[antigoddex-a]

I shared this sick concept to Lux during our plotting, but I just think it would be extremely interesting if a ? variant in a S.quid G.ame timeline / verse was a “ ghost “ that only a single player can see, EXCEPT the thing is, this was a variant who was also a player in one of the previous games that xe had died in, and the only way xe could actually leave the island where the Game takes place and gets to be seen by everyone else again is if xe actually betted to some powerful supernatural force that this living player xe chose ( therefore making this player being the only person to see xem ) would win in the end...

[kusakichan15]

"I trusted you, Captain!"

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐟. 𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐭𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐭𝐳𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  dialogue  prompts  taken  from  quotes  of  various  f.  scott  fitzgerald  works.  feel  free  to  edit  as  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ you are afraid of being in love then? ❜

❛ i’ll kiss you if you want me to. ❜

❛ we’ll survive, you and i. ❜

❛ come and kiss me and let’s forget. ❜

❛ hard to sit here and be close to you, and not kiss you. ❜

❛ i’m not used to being loved. i wouldn’t know what to do. ❜

❛ sometimes i don’t know whether we are real or whether we are characters in one of my novels. ❜

❛ wouldn’t it be awful if we fell in love again? ❜

❛ i’m yours - you know it. ❜

❛ you’ve a place in my heart no one else ever could have. ❜

❛ books mean more than people to me anyway. ❜

❛ you’ve got an awfully kissable mouth. ❜

❛ i won’t forget you. i will promise to remember you always. ❜

❛ if i wait till i fall in love again i’ll just wait forever. ❜

❛ things you’ve just said and forgotten, i’ve put myself asleep night after night remembering. ❜

❛ love isn’t like it is in books. ❜

❛ i’m telling you all of a sudden, but it isn’t new with me. i love you. ❜

❛ i keep the light burning on your desk so i’ll think you’re there when i wake up. ❜

❛ the odd thing is that i’m in love with you anyhow. ❜

❛ won’t you let me lean against your shoulder just the smallest bit? ❜

❛ it’s been very rare to have known you, very strange and wonderful. ❜

❛ it’s sweeter to be alone. ❜

❛ if you’re tired of kissing me, i’d better go. ❜

❛ i’ve formed the habit of liking you. ❜

❛ there’s something between us- a sort of pull. something you always do to me and i to you. ❜

❛ i won’t have to build my love up. it’s up in the skies now. ❜

❛ you’re trying to leave yourself behind, but you can’t. the more you try to run away from yourself, the more you’ll have yourself with you. ❜

❛ i’m sorry i had such a devastating effect on you. ❜

❛ i forgot everything. your lips were so beautiful. ❜

❛ say you love me. say it now — can’t you say it now? even if you don’t mean it? ❜

❛ i still love you. that’s the odd thing. ❜

❛ my god, you’re fun to kiss. ❜

❛ i wouldn’t change you for the world. ❜

❛ it’s all so simple. he loved me and i loved him. that’s all there is. ❜

❛ you’ve fallen for me — completely. you’ve got me in your dreams. ❜

❛ tonight there’s got to be no past or future, no time, just tonight, you and i. ❜

❛ of course you could never love anybody but me. ❜

❛ i’m a lost soul maybe — i don’t feel at all like i ought to feel. ❜

❛ i fell in love with you the first time i saw you. ❜

❛ in my heart i love her all the time. ❜

❛ and what in hell could we ever be to each other? ❜

❛ i realized what was the matter, what had always been the matter — i was deeply and incurably in love with her. ❜

❛ i’m more beautiful than anybody else, why can’t i be happy? ❜

❛ you intoxicated me. it was just as though you were making me love you by some invisible force. ❜

❛ it’s because i love you, dear— ❜

❛ i once imagined you loved me a little bit, if you’ll excuse the presumption. ❜

❛ i loved you once — for a year i thought you were the only person in the world. ❜

❛ sometimes you think you’re so much in love that your love could fill the biggest palace conceivable. sometimes you haven’t got enough to fill one room. ❜

❛ his dark eyes took me in, and i wondered what they would look like if he fell in love. ❜

❛ people fall in and out of love all the time, don’t they? i wonder how they manage it. ❜