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tink. twenty fucking 4. they/them. shit gets kinky so...18+ please! On my mama, I'll never hurt you On my mama, I don't deserve you. Humble love, don't even know your worth Life before you is just a blur !

[4am-reflections]

“no feelings,” he says as he wraps both of his arms around my waist, pulling me into his chest.

“no feelings,” i say when his fingers raise my chin towards his.

no feelings. our lips meet and a fire erupts inside me.

no feelings. days become weeks. his secrets become my own, his laughter the soundtrack of my nights.

no feelings. we lay on the couch, limbs intertwined. he plays with my hair. kisses me with his entire being as we say goodbye.

no feelings but i don’t mean it. i don’t mean it. i’m sorry.

4am

[whitepeopletwitter]

[lauraharricrs]

Look at those girls, Jules.  Surrounding yourself with women is important.

[melamemea]

low on first interactions ?

[loveshard]

melamemea:

     Making starters are hard, especially first interaction starters. Below is a list of various ideas ripped off from all sorts of cliche, and less cliche, first interaction starter ideas. These are free to use, so go wild ; add some of your own if you want to. Some may be a bit flirty, sorry.

Grocery store: Oh holy shit what that’s my cart right th— oh wait noo how awkward, haha, that’s your cart and now I’m arguing over content that’s not even mine; I’m sorry but could you maybe point in the direction of what I need?

Grocery store: I just caught you stealing something and now I’m not sure if I could yank you to the cashier or let it go because idk man fuck the system, but are you sure that’s what you want to do?

Grocery store: Wow this line is long, let’s complain together!

Grocery store: That’s MY bread, I got up early just to get that bread and now you’re trying to take it away from me

Grocery store: I can’t reach that thing, I need help!

Clothing store: I’m awkwardly stuck in something and you’re the only person around to help me, please help me out here

Clothing store: Good god my color coordination is horrible and I have no idea what to wear for that event, would you be so kind to help me out? I know that we don’t know each other, but you seem to know what you’re doing

Clothing store: That’s ! My ! Sale ! No ! You can’t have it ! 

Clothing store: Sorry for staring but wow, I’m here with friends but I have to say that you look great

College: we’re in class together and I don’t really know you’re name but now we’re stuck on a group project together and no one seems to take this seriously except for us so hey, how about those long study sessions am I right

College: we’re going on a field trip you/i don’t own a car so we need to figure something out! maybe we can co-drive?

College: I signed up for this course but I don’t know anybody so is it okay if I sit here with you?

College: I’m new here and I have no idea to get around and holy fuck I’m lost can you help me? — Wait, you also take that class?

College: You awkwardly ran into me the other day and knocked me over, but it turns out that we’re living in the same dorm so hey, since we’re sharing a kitchen how about we chat a bit?

College: You’re my new dorm mate and please don’t be the kind of person who won’t take responsibility

Cinema: Looks like we ended up in the seats next to each other and holy fuck that’s a scary movie I’m so sorry for grabbing your hand but MY GOD

Cinema: I just witnessed you getting set up by your date so I’m quietly making my way over to check if everything is alright and oh god it looks like you’re crying?? uhm?? hey how about i get us some tickets to a comedy and we try to take your mind off it maybe??

Park: I accidentally managed to knock you over while jogging/roller skating and i am so sorry please don’t tell me you’re hurt?? can i do something to make up for it??

Park: aw man !! there goes my dog !! and i am so sorry but they get so easily excited around new people and they just want to say hello —

Sports arena: I AM GETTING TOO EXCITED ABOUT THIS TEAM BUT WOW HOW RUDE OF YOU??? YOU’RE A SUPPORTER OF THE OPPOSING TEAM LET ME TELL YOU HOW YOUR TEAM SUCKS AND oh you’re actually pretty nice to talk to during the breaks, hey wanna catch a drink after this?

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[hypnctizing-blog]

alcohol amnesia // M & F are next door neighbors who spent their entire childhood together. they played with each other nearly everyday in a tree house that sat in the middle of both of their property lines. however, everything changed when they hit middle school. boys and girls weren’t allowed to be friends and they completely stopped talking. now, with six years of silence between them, they’re in completely different social circles and are worlds apart. F hangs out with the popular crowd, goes to parties every night, and drinks until she’s a stumbling mess. M only has two friends, studies until he falls asleep, and has a 4.3 gpa due to his AP classes. with their windows still right next to each other, M constantly sees F sneaking back into her room after a night of wild partying. one day, M sees that F is having particular trouble due to her sloppy drunkenness and helps her quietly enter her house. this becomes routine – he picks her up from whatever party she’s at, cleans her up, gives her fluids, sneaks her in, puts her to bed, sets medicine on her nightstand for her hangover, etc. M never interacts with F unless she’s intoxicated and F only remembers a limited amount of M’s assistance due to her drunken state. however, M realizes that he’s been missing F this entire time and is slowly beginning to fall for her after listening to her slurred fears, dreams, and desires. but will F ever be sober long enough to know if she feels the same way?

like, can you imagine…

F kissing M’s neck while she’s drunk and asking him to fuck her but he refuses bcos she’s drunk even though he really wants to…

one of F’s friends asking her who the guy was that took her home and F realizing it was M and wondering why he took care of her…

M confessing his feelings to F bcos he knows that she won’t remember it the next morning but he needs to get it off his chest…

M staying the night with F bcos she won’t stop puking and needs someone to get her to the toliet, hold her hair back, clean her up, etc…

M’s family hosting a party and F and her family coming over, they both have so many questions but don’t know how to bring it up…

F sending M drunk texts/snaps asking her to pick her up from a party or come back to her house after he put her to bed. F sees the texts/snaps the next day but never asks M about them… 

[antiiclimactic]

Presley‌ !

IF IT WASN’T FOR THE PIN pricks that stabbed his skin, her smile would have set him at ease and smoothed out the anxious edges but hazel eyes couldn’t hide the slightly tortured look in them. long, thin fingers reached up to smooth down his pocket square as presley kept their eyes on the table, the memory of sitting alone at that stupid arcade and going home to cry in his room. he never told drix what that was all about because it felt awful, his twin had always been good with girls so he knew he wouldn’t understand or would just blow it out of proportion. clearing his throat, presley shook his head, raising his eyes to met hers. “yeah, we definitely did, nat.” a wave of bitterness swept over him as he tacked on, “brightside, that pizza was awful and there was a lot of screaming eight year olds that day so you didn’t miss out on much.”

SHE COULD SEE THAT SHE’D hurt him and she hated that. today turbo prides herself on being a kind person but in high school she was too wrapped up in being well liked, as if those two things were the same thing. “ i am really sorry about that presley. i was an asshole in high school because of what i had going on in my life but you didn’t deserve to be the person i took my shit out on. ” running a hand through her hair unable to bring herself to make eye contact with him. stomach churning as she tried to think of a way to make amends with him, “ i understand if you don’t want to go through with this date. ”

[antiiclimactic]

Violet‌ !

it was getting harder and harder to force a smile as drew went on. violet couldn’t take her eyes off of her friend — the stupid smile on her face, the way she couldn’t stop looking at the necklace. it was all so conflicting. on one hand, she was proud of herself for picking out something drew liked so much, but on the other hand, watching her smile and thank someone else felt like getting her heart ripped out of her chest. lithe fingers tugged aimlessly at the sleeves of her hoodie — a nervous habit — and she drew her bottom lip between her teeth, nodding along with her. “it’s nice when someone knows you that well,” she said softly, one knee bent up on the couch so she could hug her arms around it. her heart sank slightly when she called him a keeper, though she swallowed the jealousy, nodding softly. “it’s really pretty, drew. and he’s a great guy. i’m happy for you.” 

drew was so wrapped up in her head that she almost didn’t notice the look on her best friend’s face. “ what’s wrong ? ” she asked silently kicking herself for not being a better friend, “ you’re doing the nervous thing. ” she pointed out with a smile before sitting down next to her on the couch, gently bumping her elbow against her knee. she wasn’t entirely sure what was wrong but she knew it had something to do with the boy. whenever she brought him up there was a palpable shift in the atmosphere. “ you know you’ll always be my favorite person on this whole shit rock right ? ” the last thing she wanted was for violet to feel as if she had to compete with someone who was barely in her league. 

[antiiclimactic]

Zephyr !

“this ain’t even the worst of it. when i was still pregnant with needy, ‘liq had to keep remindin’ me that we already had our first child, so that i would stop promising him my first born every time i asked him for something.” and on cue, the infant seemed to stir from inside her carrier, earning an attentive cue from zephyr as she bounced her a little. “fuuuuck, let’s do it. speakin’ of kids, yumi is welcome to join us at the wedding literally any time she wants to come thru, so like! hurry up and give birth so we can start a mom gang!”

chuckling softly as she shook her head, “ god now i’m going to have to find a new promise to rick too ! i’m thinking if i offer him a son until i just happen to get pregnant again that will work though. ” tapping her fingers on her chin eyes lighting up as she watched her friend fawn over her daughter, biting back to urge to beg to hold her again. since she’d gotten pregnant she’d been obsessing over zephy’s kids more than usual. “ i know i keep telling her to come hang out with us but she’s taking her sweet time. ” her due date was rapidly approaching but maman kept telling her she was sure she was going to have a late delivery. 

[antiiclimactic]

@scftboyz​ based on this !

“ can you just help me please. ” she huffed she knew that she should have told her father about their breakup but at the time it seemed kind of pointless. she only saw them for the holidays after all, “ we only have to get food and talk to them for a few hours then you can go back to doing whatever the hell it is you do with your time now. ”

[virgodaze]

Desired,

but never loved.

[antiiclimactic]

hi friends ! after a thousand and one years of waiting i’m finally here and i’m going to be doing replies and things today thanks for being patient and dealing w/ me love yooooou 

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