if you never shoot, you'll never know.

You've got a pretty kind of dirty face and when she's leaving your home, she's begging you, "Stay, stay, stay, stay, stay."

[dragan-gjorgji-blog]

“You’re going to learn to expect disappointment from the majority of people here. There are a select few who are bearable, but that number is dwindling down as time passes,” he shrugged as he waited for the high to kick in. “Of course. How else was I going to survive… anything?”

[anwarzaheer]

Anwar nodded. He couldn’t agree more. “Everyone here is way too dull. I feel like the fucking devil himself being around most people here. I feel guilty sometimes when I around offering pills. But there’s nothing better to do in here,” he sighed, bringing the bottle of beer to his lips once more. “I guess you’re right. It’s the same for me.”

[crownprincess-alma]

“ I don’t know yet, maybe? I should loosen up though. Do it, have a little fun once in a while. Then again, the press would slaughter me if this gets out. ” 

[anwarzaheer]

“Do it if your gut tells you to. Nothing bad’s gonna happen, the press won’t ever know. Like, really, worst case escenario is you end up making out with someone you like, which I don’t think is a worse case escenario at all.”

[olavmagnus]

“Well, teachers and stuff. What exactly does it do though? What’s so great about it?”

[anwarzaheer]

“What have I told you? Don’t believe anything adults tell you. Ecstasy is great. It will give you lots of energy and courage to go and kiss any girl you like. Isn’t that great enough?”

[crownxprincexsebastian-blog]

     ”I know I promised you that I wouldn’t. But can you imagine the fun it’d be if we’d actually do it? The rush of getting into trouble. It’ll be amazing, I promise.”

[anwarzaheer]

“Alright then. It’s not like getting into trouble worries me. I’m just fucking lazy. What you have in mind?”

[olavmagnus]

“How can you be so sure? What I’ve heard isn’t exactly good..”

[anwarzaheer]

“Who told you that? Probably some prude who doesn’t know better. You just need to relax and let the pills do their job. Nothing bad will happen.”

[crownprincess-alma]

“ — Nope, nope, I can’t do it. What if I would die or even worse do something idiotic? ”

[anwarzaheer]

“Dying of overdose is idiotic in itself anyways. So, you won’t? I’m not gonna peer pressure you into taking it, by the way.”

[dragan-gjorgji-blog]

The pill weighed heavy in his hand, but even he couldn’t help but roll his eyes. “I know what I’m doing.” It was risky, but fuck it. It had been a tough week. He threw the pill into his mouth, opting to take a shot of whiskey to gulp it down. “Won’t trip. Thanks for the offer anyways.”

[anwarzaheer]

“You welcome. Most of the people I’ve offered pills today have been all paranoid about it, so I was just making sure,” he replied, taking a sip of the cheap beer in his hand. “Have you taken these before then?”

[olavmagnus]

“Ecstacy? You serious? I’m not taking that.”

[anwarzaheer]

“Oh, c’mon. Nothing will happen to you. Just loosen up and have a little bit of fun.”

[crownprincess-alma]

“Yeah it’s a little complicated if you’ve never done this. Now jeez, give me a minute. This is a bad idea, like a really bad one.  — Okay, okay, what’s the worst that could happen?” 

[anwarzaheer]

“It’s really not that complicated. Like downing an aspirin,” Anwar smirked. “Yeah, it might be a bad idea but nothing bad will happen. Think of it as an adventure.”

[astridderoux-blog]

She grinned, never one to turn down a challenge. “Funny coincidence that I was the reigning champion last new years. I think it’s you that’s going to need to worry about getting drunk quickly. But then again…. if you’re too chicken to play…..” 

[anwarzaheer]

“Oh, really? You don’t strike me as a flip the cup champion, to be honest. But I love a challenge. And don’t worry, my kidneys process alcohol as if it was water by now, so this will be very easy. Are you sure you can take on the challenge?”

[olavmagnus]

“A bad what? Aren’t these pain killers?”

[anwarzaheer]

“Of course they’re not pain killers. Why would be carrying our painkillers in the first place? These are ecstasy.”

[freyrisland-blog]

Freyr wanted to ask more, but he didn’t wish to annoy the older boy. He definitely knew what to do, though he had never taken this kind of thing before. He popped it in before taking a long sip of his drink, smiling as it went down. “Are you going to take one?”

[anwarzaheer]

Anwar smiled as he watched the other down the pill. “Of course I will,” he replied, taking another pill and bringing it to his lips as he swallowed it with his glass of cheap beer. “See?” he asked, showing his tongue. “Now we’ll be tripping together.”

[dauphindefrxnce-deactivated2016]

“I remember how to do it, Anwar.” Though he was sceptical about the other prince taking care of him, “Why do you want me to get high with you again?”

[anwarzaheer]

Anwar nodded before replying. “Well, why not? It’s New Year’s Eve and we haven’t hung out in such a long time.. New year, new things? Or whatever the saying is. I’m just saying I want us to be close again.”

[astridderoux-blog]

Astrid watched the man as he attempted to explain to her how to take the drug. “While I appreciate the offer and the step by step instructions, I’m not really into drugs.” She smiled, putting a hand up. “But if you want to try to compete against me in a game of flip cup, we could do that.”

[anwarzaheer]

Anwar let out a small laugh before replying. “Flip the cup doesn’t sound bad. But let me warn you, I was my uni’s flip the cup champion so it will be a big challenge for you. I don’t want to get you all drunk so quickly.”

[erinaalthani-blog]

“Why are you giving me a How To on taking pills? I know damn well what I’m doing. If I have a bad trip, I’m going to blame it all on you whether you’re here or not.”

[anwarzaheer]

“Well, just in case. You don’t look as trashy as most of my friends who actually do ecstasy so I was just making sure. Right. You won’t. You’re with me, which means you are gonna have a good time all the same.”

[anwarzaheer]

“Okay, so. This is what you do. You put the pill on your mouth, have a sip of your drink and sallow. Just like you do any other pill. It’s not that complicated, and I’ll be here to take care of you in case you start having a bad trip. I promise.”

[wnq-writers]

He smells like cigarettes and green tea, with a hint of sweetness and safety. He tastes like chocolate and mint, with a hint of bitterness and longing. He looks like a piece of art, with a hint of imperfection and insecurity.

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