Closet Monster @anxiety-loser - Tumblr Blog

me as a child seeing other kids be loved and cared for: well I would just get spoiled if this was done for me so it's better this way

me as a kid seeing other kids get brand new stuff: those kids probably earned it somehow, I haven't done enough to earn fancy stuff. It would be wasted on me anyway. I'm not worth it.

me as a kid seeing other kids consoled when crying: *blank, dissociating, can't form thoughts*

me as a kid seeing other kids be attached to their parents and willingly hanging out with them: what is this. that has to be a disorder. poor kid with no independence skills.

me as a kid seeing other kids be taken care of when sick: I guess their parents can tell they're not 'pretending to be sick', too bad nobody can tell in my case

me as an adult: .... hey wait a second

akindplace

thefemalewarhol

corvophobia

angel of death

love

l3iii-deactivated20241027

So I’m guessing we’re all growing old with each other on tumblr.

hopefulmisanthrope

Old friends senior blog sanctuary

chewbacca

Lilo & Stitch (2002)

aubrey-plaza

#me when my favorite Britney Spears song starts playing

anxiety-loser

“no one ever taught me how to apologise to my own body. how do i make amends with someone i spent half my lifetime trying to break?”

— marina v., how do you forgive and forget with yourself? (via findingwordsforthoughts)

thefemmenist

notes on loneliness

redrockingchairdotmp3

“i cannot perform basic household duties while other people are in my house” crowd make some noise

alpha-beta-gamer

Season is a beautiful bicycling adventure where you explore & document a doomed world.

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tainbocuailnge

bite the vampire first to establish dominance

someonetoanyone-deactivated2021

help me out here to clean up my dash:

please block me if you are someone who posts stuff like “if you ship ___ you are a pedo-apologist,” “all pedos should be burned alive,” or basically anything of that nature

idk how else to say this, but fr people who have pedophilia are mentally ill, it’s a disorder, a psycho-sexual disorder, that has treatment options, and the diagnosis itself doesn’t make anyone a predator, or offender. i know y’all have like revenge fantasies abt child abusers, and that’s fair and fine, but as a CSA survivor that shit doesn’t align w me, it doesn’t feel good, right, or how I want to be “protected,” or “defended,” on platforms like this

people w pedophilia (non-offenders) don’t deserve horrible deaths, they need treatment, and child abusers should 100% rot in prison, but also if you’re using fictional ships and shit as a moral compass or making broad stroke, hard takes on psycho-sexual influences in media for a sense of moral superiority pls go outside

indulging in fiction for literally any reason at all is NOT equivalent to harming actual, living humans out of malice or for the pleasure of harming others

I seriously don’t wanna see this shit, so pls block i am fuckin tired y’all