Anon is Anx-ious

when im too anxious/shy to use my main blog (therefore my main identity) so i use this blog for comfort 🙏🙏

[anxious-anon-time]

Greetings, welcome to my profile

i still dont know what to put in this, but i suppose the basics are to be written, like introductions!

hello hi! my name is Anon

but you can call me Anx :)

im a minor, though i do interact and (potentially) make suggestive works. and also self-ship things, as i am a selfshipper myself

i go by he/zhe pronouns, im transmasc bi and demi-aroace ! you'll see me slap these labels onto all my favorite blorbos, as a treat. 🙏

please do inform me if you are uncomfortable with me interacting with your suggestive/NSFW works and the likes. feel free to block this blog as i dont give a shit abt what i post lol, its nothing vile but a little suggestive jokes and arts here and there

blog nav

#anon.speaks : posts i make straight from my brain

#anon.yaps : long posts where i ramble and yap about anything and everything, mostly character analysis

#anon.shares.art : art reblogs i'd like for others to enjoy aswell :)

#anon.shares.things : miscellaneous reblogs

#anon.responds : answers to asks, feel free to tell me anything!

#anon.art : my art :)

#anon.beloveds : selfshipping tag! full of my f/o's new n old (but its mostly inkay hehe)

!! you may mute this tag > #anon.vents as i primarily use it to vent, i think its embarrassing at times 😅

important notice !

i am very socially anxious, at times i dont even respond to messages, please be patient with me 🙏

i also have a hard time understanding tone, i'll frequently use tonetags

as i said before, i dont give a shit about what i post, this is my dumping zone and if you dont like it, feel free to leave <3

i am. Heavily. heavily autistic over Inkay. tumblr has not seen my countless rants over mischaracterizations on twitter, Yet. you will face my wrath. i will tag my rants though 🙏

on the topic of tags, im terrible at tagging, please tell me if im missing something that should be tagged ! (ie. trigger tags and such)

DNI

basic DNI criteria

proship , anything problematic

you just dont like inkay, what are you doing here?

i dont really have any dni's, other than the obvious, but i do block freely if i see something i dont like

interests :)

Lego Monkie Kid (mostly only focused on Doodleduo (MK & Inkay) and selfshipping with Inkay as im slowly loosing interest in the whole series, though it still has a special place in my heart <3)

MCYT/Minecraft centric stuff (Hermitcraft, Lifeseries, Grian centric & a Scar lover, Lifesteal, sighs Parkour Civilization, Whitepine)

OC's please yap to me about your ocs please please please please plea

to know what i like you must defeat my 7 evil memory loss/j

i still have no clue how to use tumblr 💙💙💙

have a lovely day everyone

kind regards, Anon

P.S. reminder that this is an Alt account, this acc is like an escape of some sorts from my main. If you recognize me, its better to block me, if im being active here it means i dont want to be perceived as my identity and just as an Anon. Thank you

[anxious-anon-time]

not a spam acc replying to my post abt dealing w depression 😭

[anxious-anon-time]

apologies for the dreadful posts as of late

the major depressive episode is back and is currently on season 9

clowning regards, Anon

[anxious-anon-time]

when i think im over it, im suddenly crying at 12 am on a random saturday night

ive accepted that im an extremely flawed person, that its hard to fix those bad parts of myself. ive even come to accept that people will eventually leave me after they get tired of every mistake i keep repeating, no matter how much they believe they can handle every part of me

even if i am content with this, the isolation, the self harming, the constant misery, i am still human and i cry.

but my abysmal self-worth believe that grieving of what i lost is selfish, i cant just complain when i did this to myself

i dont know how to fix myself. i keep hoping that i will get better, that time will pass and i'll miraculously feel better. i keep hoping that something will save me, either by getting therapy or talking to god. but i dont think neither will. i keep getting my appointments postponed, or get a really shitty psychiatrist, or just not be listened to by the adults that are supposed to help me

and im a sinner to even beg for god to come and save me.

everything just keeps crumbling apart, im too weak to hold anything together. at many points i even considered killing myself. i live near the train tracks now and its just so easy to. Go. but alas, i am a coward

i dont know anymore. ive been writing this since 12 am, crying all the way through, its now 3am. what does venting my frustrations out achieve? i do not feel better, i do not feel relieved. if anything, i feel more terrible than before.

maybe i am undeserving of peace

[anxious-anon-time]

Haiii Anx uh uh I hope you're doing okay I kinda deleted my Tumblrs aside from a random one bc im burnout asf but ill keep checking on ya dkajxjandns hope you're doing okay

- ali

Greetings Yuxi !!

do you still go by that? anywho, its been a while since i last saw you! i hope youre doing well, my liege ^^

please do take as much time as you need! i heavily understand how bad burnouts can be (im also in a bad burnout lol), so take it easy king we'll be awaiting your return whenever youre ready 🙏

ive been doing alright-ish, depressions got my ass but hopefully i can get a new psychiatrist/therapist next month (hell yea recovery babyy/j)

best regards, Anon

[anxious-anon-time]

i had a nightmare and i dont have anyone to talk to about it

goodnight, Anon

[i-am-a-fan]

one must imagine the rot. One must imagine themselves climbing out of their self-dug grave. One must imagine the feeling of mud being washed away by sweet rain. All to get some water from the kitchen.

[anxious-anon-time]

Greetings, Dashboard

i feel sad, so i drew porn

very lazy bc i just wanted to draw inkay lol its been months since i last drew them...

gay regards, Anon

[anxious-anon-time]

also tell me what to draw it could be anything a ship your blorbo or more porm

im in a creative slump rn so yeah </3

[anxious-anon-time]

Greetings, Dashboard

i feel sad, so i drew porn

very lazy bc i just wanted to draw inkay lol its been months since i last drew them...

gay regards, Anon

[anxious-anon-time]

Greetings, Dashboard

i have arisen from my grave, huzzah !

i hope everyone is faring well 💙

kind regards, Anon

[gashadeer]

SCREENSHOT REDRAWW!

Since I'm a fan of the episode, Pitiful Creature, I decided to draw out a screenshot for fun! Since this was my first time doing this, there may be more mistakes than usual, which is fine, that's to be expected. The important thing was that it was fun while recreating it, putting in my artstyle into this screenshot, and also putting a headcanon of mine.

My interpretation

The OG screenshot

[ssvetrr]

"i'm thinking i should fake my own death"

i was looking for a job and then i found a job and heaven knows i'm miserable now or whatever they say

i've got a new 9 to 5. it feels. funny

[freemonkeytales]

Took me an hour. DAY FOURR BABYYY. Almost didn’t think I was going to be able to have time to do it today.

I did spend much time sketching ideas so it pretty stiff and doesn’t make much sense.

PROMT

[anxious-anon-time]

OH ANX ANX WHAT MAJOR/MINOR ARCANA DO YOU THINJ INKY WOULD BE 👁️👁️

Greetings, Yuxi

apologies for how late i saw this, ive been busy all month with midterms and such

truthfully, i dont know that much about tarot cards but from a quick google search i think the moon card fits him quite well ! though im willing to hear what your thoughts are :)

its pretty straightforward, deriving from the interaction between inkay and mk where much of it is inkay pushing a false slash half-truth narrative to mk who, at the time, knew nothing about himself and thus is prone to believe whatever his thoughts say about himself since he doesnt know how much of his past is true or not ^^

i dont know if i made sense there, but you get the point (hopefully lol)

again, i wanna hear your thoughts and your personal interpretation for them ! i do enjoy a good tarot reading even if i understand very little of how it works lmao

best regards, Anon

[lianyuxiaotu-deactivated2025111]

Personally I've never thought of a tarot for him...feels like they would be flexible with certain cards but thank youuuu!! I'll update you on why I'm using this info pretty soon *laughs*

[anxious-anon-time]

ive read a few more tarots since seeing your ask and yeah! they do fit in with a few cards and i think thats really neat :)

gulps what are you doing though my liege 💙 please do humor your humble jester 💙 my wife is at stake here 💙/jesting

[anxious-anon-time]

Greetings, Dashboard

sorry for my absence, as stated from a recently posted ask, ive been busy with school

infact, i do not have anything to post, so we might need to wait a while haha (yes, we. i am also waiting for me to draw something)

i hope everyone is doing well !

best wishes, Anon

[anxious-anon-time]

OH ANX ANX WHAT MAJOR/MINOR ARCANA DO YOU THINJ INKY WOULD BE 👁️👁️

Greetings, Yuxi

apologies for how late i saw this, ive been busy all month with midterms and such

truthfully, i dont know that much about tarot cards but from a quick google search i think the moon card fits him quite well ! though im willing to hear what your thoughts are :)

its pretty straightforward, deriving from the interaction between inkay and mk where much of it is inkay pushing a false slash half-truth narrative to mk who, at the time, knew nothing about himself and thus is prone to believe whatever his thoughts say about himself since he doesnt know how much of his past is true or not ^^

i dont know if i made sense there, but you get the point (hopefully lol)

again, i wanna hear your thoughts and your personal interpretation for them ! i do enjoy a good tarot reading even if i understand very little of how it works lmao

best regards, Anon

[bunxilan-deactivated20251009]

lotusrabbit nsfw 🔞 thoughts | horny rabbit posting. art by @anxious-anon-time (cropped bc i don't trust tumblr lmfao) n' miss haruko on x.

obsessed with the fact i genuinely have the worst oral fixation ever. always need smthin in my mouth :( and it worsens when nezha and i get together and he gets to realize how freaky i am bc my husband always has access to everything of mine and he can see all the porn n' hentai i read.

at first he's mildly amazed bc i'm so quiet irl, you'd never even notice my existence. i can't even ask to go to the bathroom bc my social anxiety is that bad.... but imagine his surprise when he finds my search history and it's the most down bad freaky ass shit. he lwk needs to take a pause bc why is there one search that's asking about if a staff can go inside a—wtf is wrong with his wife?? (this is high-key just a joke tho my smut taste is pretty vanilla lmfao)

a-nee-wayz, he's shocked his lil gf is actually so freaky okay? n' he's even more surprise when i mutter smthin about wanting to suck his fingers once....but he's not gonna complain, no sireee. he loves when i wrap my lips around his thick fingers and suck on 'em, getting my lipstick stained on his hands and smudged :3 n' he loves pushing his fingers deeper, feeling my tongue swirl around his digits

sometimes i'll paw at him when he's busy :( can't help it when i need and love him so much....but it's alright because he doesn't mind when i come to him tugging on his clothes whining his name out. settling between his legs and nuzzling his thighs n' crotch while he's on a call or rubbing myself on his thigh while he's taking a break..

he loves when i act like a little brat bc he gets to put me in my place <3 uses my floppy bunny ears like handles to yank my head back while he fingers me till i'm wet n' soaking his fingers. he's always so angry when he does it bc he likes my cute lil' ears and he hates pulling on them but i piss him off sooooo bad and he's gotta teach his bratty girlfriend a lesson in manners.

he also loves when i enter my subspace and just becomes utterly needy for him. no shame whatsoever just babbling and begging for him to fuck me anywhere and anytime. he's so happy to oblige, flipping my cute skirt up and tearing my cute panties into pieces cause i don't need them if i'm gonna beg for his cock. <3 n' he'll fuck me so hard in any corner he has, sometimes stuffing two fingers down my throat so i can shut up and drool all over em n' he can flood my insides with his seed, maybe knock me up and give me his babies <33 all his forever n' ever heehee