I'm not real.

If you somehow know me, pretend you don't. TW: Vent acc, I don't tag posts most of the time I'm sorry

[anxiouscat-07]

I miss you, even though you hurt me. All the anger had left me, and now I'm left with this ache, this disappointment. I wish you were who you made yourself out to be. I don't even want you back but even after 4 months I still think of you everyday. I'm so tired. I don't want you but I can't ever see myself being with anyone but you. Youre the only one I allowed myself to get Into a relationship with when I spent most of my life thinking of never being in one...I guess you reminded me why I thought that.

[nonromanticising]

I cannot do this shit anymore I don’t want to live like this

[lunavenusjupiter]

i’m such a fuck up, a failure, and all i do is burden others. i don’t want to exist.

[bpderanged]

This is all I'm ever gonna be, isn't it?

[obscurix]

entirely fucked that i have to be the one that saves me when i wasn't the one that ruined me.

[dreamer-but-realist]

[lunavenusjupiter]

i hate feeling unwanted

[jebiwonkenobi]

you ever just minding your business and then you feel The Grief

[borderlyx]

I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear

[paper-wounds]

[paper-wounds]

[hisuncontrollableanger]

yeah it gets better but then it gets worse so what's the fucking point lol

[anxiouscat-07]

hate it when ppl I consider friends, /those who've shown an interest in me suddenly start moving weird. Happening with 2 of them rn, dk what I've done wrong. Idk anymore. I'm so drained. Kinda starting to hate ppl again, and wanting to isolate.

[mental-illness-baddie]

Man I'm about to end my story. I'm so fucking tired.

[itchy-arms]

[allaboutmovies22]

[anxiouscat-07]

you liked me first, wanted me first, pursued me, got me attached to you just to tell me you aren't ready for a relationship. Not once but twice. Even before you asked for a second chance you said you were "losing feelings", so whyd you tell me you loved me. Hell how could you even ask for a second chance knowing it wasn't gonna go anywhere. ..how could you say you didn't want to lose me, that you "loved" me that I meant alot to you and then after afew days break it off. Ugh I hate people who lead you on. I hate liars. I had doubts, I was scared, I told you that I was honest with you. The whole time...