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wdyk abt strattland yuri

gethimback

A GOOD GIRL'S GUIDE TO MURDER 1.04 — Episode 4

blipmango

eva the terrible and her solution

staryty

something about eva's dehumanization of herself. the scapegoat who bores all of the blame. named after the woman who took a bite of the forbidden fruit. the eye of the storm. the dictator. a means to an end. prison awaiting her once the project is completed because she's no longer useful.

and something something about ryland, who's the closest to her, also falling into the notion that she's untouchable. he fails to see her as a person. whenever eva accepts yet another burden, he thinks of it as her strength, never as her guilt. he washed his hands off it despite being her second in command.

quite tragic, isn't it? ryland who hates having his value reduced based on his usefulness, doesn't realize that eva is trapped on that same logic.

murrrchq

you are my solution

paksthestoic

thinking about eva stratt crafting a coffin for her friends. the very best coffin, full of every piece of pirated media the entire world has to offer. crafted for maximum comfort, this coffin, with every bit of authority available to her, which is all of it.

and then thinking about all the people who call her cold or uncaring or clinical about what she has to do to save earth. eva stratt, who had silly t-shirts and vodka and favorite meals stored in the Hail Mary and treated with the same level of importance as the finely tuned equipment and the centrifuge the entire planet relies on for salvation.

and then thinking about eva stratt nodding and saying, “yeah, I’m pretty awful. that’s why i’m in charge” with a neutral expression and even believing it. as if crafting the most beautiful coffin and homage to her soon-to-be dead friends won’t haunt her always.

thinking about eva stratt being the first person on the “eva stratt is a monster” train, welcoming ryland grace aboard and knowing she believed in him more than anyone else.

it’s fine, really it’s fine and normal and eva stratt makes beautiful coffins for the people and things she cares about.

amarkaa

More of sillies

squidattacks

eva stratt you fake idgafer i saw you look at him with warmth in your eyes

lisztzada

somewhere far away from here

filmopen

to be loved is to be known

to be loved is to be understood

to be loved is to be seen

to be loved is to be heard

to love is to let go

burning-ink1

Stratt saying it wasn't really hard for her to send the astronauts on a suicide mission while visibly struggling and having her voice break while forcing Grace on the ship STILL haunts me tbh

eaissilyy

Relationships Goal : I send you to die and let you haunt me in my mind. I see you in my loneliness, in the peripheral where you no longer exist.

(Kinda gave up mid way I wish I could render it better buttttt do you see the VISION. stratt forever in isolation jail…. only ryland grace as her companion… he’s always there in her peripheral… because she couldn’t imagine him being elsewhere yo)