Ashka「🎻」

#1 Aoyagi Harumichi Fan

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𝄞 With my Harumichi ～🎻

Ashka - 15 - Audhd , ocd - I Adore Aoyagi Harumichi a very normal amount.

Harumichi Aoyagi’s #1 fan, lover, beloved, defender, kisser, artist, writer, supporter and his everything

The creator, owner, CEO and president of The Harumichination

The main, biggest and the most harumichipilled person in the world 〜🎻

THE Harumichi Aoyagi IRL

Harumichi is my biggest hyperfixation, actally, my special interest, so i am not normal about everything harumichi related, be aware

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im shadowbanned in twitter, and to prevent deletion of my account, i will be innactive there until my account is safe💔

i NEED to be harumichipilled, so i will post here for a while

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!CW: discussion of abuse (physical, emotional + mental)!

as a toya lover for forever and ever, the number one thing that will piss me off no matter what is people always making harumichi physically abusive.

like, yeah, his treatment of toya and how he made toya work to extreme lengths definitely had some physical effects (although this is not straight-up stated, ask any any instrument player that works for long lengths of time; they’ll tell you that it does indeed hurt to play over and over for ages) but it’s not like harumichi is out here beating toya left-right-and-centre.

and when people do do this, it definitely irks me, because it’s basically conveying to me that the person behind the other end of the screen doesn’t believe that mental or emotional abuse is horrific in it’s own right and just as life-ruining as physical abuse can be.

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Ivbeen saying this from very before, and i even wrote a whole essay why harumichi would not beat toya. YES!!😭😭😭 genuinely i am very happy how people are saying this because the demonisation and mischaracterisation is genuinely getting to the point

i hate when people say that harumichi beats and/or hates toya because he Genuinely loves him and cares for him😭

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Harumichi - samaaaaaaa

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why do you like harumichi of all people do you not know what he did to his kids

I love harumichi because of his very well written nature, i love the atmosphere of his character, i find him a very pleasant and interesting character with a really perfect personality, i am also hyperfixated on him.

i will make more deep and long posts soon why i love harumichi and why especially him, because there i will write everything in details and i pointed every single aspect of harumichi that i love so much.

and yes😭, i know what he did to his kids, i do not support his actions in any way, but there is an explanation why he did it - i prefer to write this explanation and make a little analysis on this in another post (even tho i talked about it a lot in my other socials)

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Atmosphere in harumichi’s concert are so quiet and restrained, and yet, there is feelings of something more deep than just a concert of a person.

Harumichi, when playing any compositions, makes the whole hall feel the true atmosphere of what the composer was intending to convey and thinking while composing and playing it in the past. the things are getting more complex to feel when harumichi plays a composition that has a huge, and especially, if a heartbreaking backstory, harumichi can play it in a way that will make you feel the most deepest feelings composer was feeling that time, thats why harumichi’s concerts are literally something you will never forget in your life, and the music will still play vividly in your head whenever you are remembering this day. When you will hear the compositions harumichi played that day you attended his concert, you will feel it in your heart more deeply, other than just plainly hearing a music.

toya once said “if you listen to his performance in the concert, you will never forget it in your life”. Of course, Harumichi’s way of playing and thinking while performing it makes his performance rich and deep, because harumichi looks carefully into composer’s feelings and what he was thinking while composing, harumichi, when playing classical compositions, plays them exactly how it was played on the past, thats why I harumichi consider harumichi the best musician.

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As a bonus for this post —

how do you think, do many people in harumichi’s concerts cry? harumichi’s playing are very deep, he literally coveys every single feeling composer intended to, as well as harumichi’s feelings himself (while playing his own compositions) so,most of classical, especially old, compositions are very deep and contain really huge feelings in it, while harumichi plays heartbreaking compositions with high feelings in it, in a very passionate, professional, and valuable way, i feel many people cant hold themselves but to feel into the music deeply. that can result in crying, because to me—when i feel hard feelings and emotions, i cry hardly, So i feel i would not hold myself while listening harumichi’s concerts😭

[aoyagiharumichi]

Atmosphere in harumichi’s concert are so quiet and restrained, and yet, there is feelings of something more deep than just a concert of a person.

Harumichi, when playing any compositions, makes the whole hall feel the true atmosphere of what the composer was intending to convey and thinking while composing and playing it in the past. the things are getting more complex to feel when harumichi plays a composition that has a huge, and especially, if a heartbreaking backstory, harumichi can play it in a way that will make you feel the most deepest feelings composer was feeling that time, thats why harumichi’s concerts are literally something you will never forget in your life, and the music will still play vividly in your head whenever you are remembering this day. When you will hear the compositions harumichi played that day you attended his concert, you will feel it in your heart more deeply, other than just plainly hearing a music.

toya once said “if you listen to his performance in the concert, you will never forget it in your life”. Of course, Harumichi’s way of playing and thinking while performing it makes his performance rich and deep, because harumichi looks carefully into composer’s feelings and what he was thinking while composing, harumichi, when playing classical compositions, plays them exactly how it was played on the past, thats why I harumichi consider harumichi the best musician.

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i made my theory on how ideas on toya focuses are spread.

by these theory — next event is a classical event focused on toya’s family😭

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If toya7 will be a classical event, its better not to be about harumichi but about shuji in america arc because i am a coward and i am STILL not over toya5

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Harumichi is bisexual

if you ask “fem, male or both preferable?” i will reply that he is the loser type of bisexual aka he does not wills to talk to anyone, so he will fell in love with any, if they came to him and really could understand him deeply

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i made my theory on how ideas on toya focuses are spread.

by these theory — next event is a classical event focused on toya’s family😭

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sometimes i will like my words so much, so oomfs dont get surprised if i wrote the same exact post from my twitter to here hehhe

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i want to post my essay on why i love harumichi so much (changed / more deep version) but i reached a limit in tumblr😭 im thinking now what to do with it

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A pair of my more recent sketches 🫡

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harumichi aoyagi

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may I ask why harumichi specifically I am so curious

IM SORRY IF I REPLIED TOO LATE, I DIDNT SAW THE MESSAGE😭

Okay, so i lowkey dont know from where to start because i have SO many reasons why i love him so much, and why especially him

Im gonna start with that I adore his character and personality. — he has many traits of his personality and character that i absolutely adore: i love how harumichi is stubborn and passionate about his interests and things that mean a lot to him, anything that can be bad towards the thing he loves so much can result in really hard reaction and anger towards it, because on how passionate he is about the thing — for him, its classical music. Harumichi’s getting angry whenever he sees even a slight disrespect to classical music, which really shows how passionate he is about- it also connected to his trait that makes him being strict towards any “changes” or unnecessary changes in arrangements of classical composition, which results in harumichi’s anger because it changed and erases the composer’s intentions. Talking about composer’s intentions, harumichi is very serious about what intentions and feelings did composer pured into the music, before playing any composition, harumichi reads everything about the composer and the composition, to fully portray the feelings and atmosphere that needed to be conveyed through this piece. Harumichi himself is a very great and gorgeous composer and professional classical musician, pianist and violinist, he plays everything with perfection and his compositions feels alive and real, because harumichi pures every feelings of himself and the composer’s into the piece, making him the best musician in the whole prsk. I also love the fact that harumichi’s compositions are literally contains the most powerful portrayal of deep feelings ever, its just makes me feel amazed of him and i literally adore him so much. Harumichi also has a lot of other’s traits that i absolutely adore so much, one thing is his pride — he is very prideful and really thinks what he does it the correct thing because he does it. His high pride is the trait that makes him feel realistic, and adds a high well writing to his character. His pride is also connected to his passion about classical music which makes him a huge classical elitist - the elitist also grew through years and bad impression of one group of people, which shows that harumichi’s a very sensitive person and takes everything close to his heart (its also especially was portrayed when he got angry at toya because of the flyer that was placed upon his classical music sheets) Another harumichi’s trait that i absolutely love is that he is very stoic, serious and strict. Especially with the fact that he is a classical musician, its just blends perfectly, because the current world of classical music has a lot of people who thinks that music nowadays is horrible and doesnt have the deep value and meaning as classical music. Harumichi’s stunnorness too has a very big impact on my love for him because i just love seeing harumichi doesnt want to agree with something he already things is correct, but secretly he tries to understand it, even if he doesnt want to show it in externally, which also makes his “tsundere” trait really cute and perfect to me. His strictness is also something i literally adore so much, him being highly strict just to reach perfection is really well written to me, especially the way harumichi hates wasting time on “travial” and “useless” things because itll not benefit him in life at all shows his strict nature and character which just is perfect to him. Harumichi also believes that game centres and these places are useless because it benefits nothing to life, ignoring the fact that it can bring true happiness, shows harumichi’s unemotional and mostly negative nature towards things + harumichi ones said that “of course people close to u will love what u make.” Shows how pessimistic he is. He knows the world is harsh and thats why he never listens to other’s and purely goes by what he thinks is better for him, he knows that its better not to listen to other’s if he thinks he is in the right because at the end it just can hurt him and it just fuels his pride and harshness, towards other’s and himself.

Second, Harumichi is extremely interesting for me, i literally never was that dedicated and interested to know more and more about a character thats not harumichi. whenever i am reading prsk stories, i am always tweaking out and getting extremely happy whenever i see him, he is so gorgeous while he talks or appears in the screen!!! whenever toya talks about harumichi, im getting overly excited because i always feel so happy to hear more about my gorgeous wife, HARUMICHI AOYAGI😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷 i also adore how funny sometimes he reacts on stuff like being like tsundere, as he IS a tsundere, i just😢😢😢i wub him so much. Harumichi’s writing too, is very interesting for me. Harumichi is a classical musician that became highly elitistic through the years, he is very strict and can do anything to achieve success no matter the consequences - I just find him the most interesting character in prsk and i am literally getting insane about anything harumichi related

Another reason is that i never saw a character that perfect like harumichi?? i cant explain but everything in him is so perfect for me to the point i just cant imagine somebody being better than harumichi, literally ANY character that exists cant reach levels that has harumichi, i know i might sound biased cus i am but😢 also i am a huge classical music fan and seeing a character who is a classical musician and IS VERY PASSIONATE about it feels me with joy and happiness and love for him cus😭😭😭 i love classical music so much and seeing an absolute perfect character who is classical musician is just too perfect to me…

Harumichi is also implied to be autistic which makes me love him even more because i am also autistic!!😭 i absolutely love how he has a special interest thats classical music, he is very passionate abt it to the point he names his children after a vivaldi reference and made him ceiling look like a grand piano wing, HE IS SO SILLY😭😭😭😭😭 Another thing is that i have very common things with harumichi, like being highly stubborn, kinda prideful in some moments, being a very sensitive person, and holding grudges that affects me so much, maybe these traits considered bad, but harumichi makes me feel better about it cus how much i love him + harumichi is VERY passionate about his special interests, just like me but instead of hyperfixating on classical music i hyperfixate on him

i also love harumichi’s “vibes” - this is general includes him being classical musician, his perfect classical looks and clothes (especially the vest and shirt it’s literally perfectly marks his personality and role), his character, his writing, his everything literally

Another reason is that im hyperfixating on him, im literally thinking about him 24/7 Literally there was no any days without i thought about harumichi the whole day and I AM SERIOUS. I am drawing him everywhere, i know his every content in internet and every post related to him literally EVERYTHING related to him i know it. And fan arts too, i know his every single fanart in the world and even his little mention in the drawing I STILL HAVE IT AND KNOW IT yes i am autistic

I also have a personal and deep love to him because he means a lot to me, but i dont think i can say it in public cus its just way too personal😭 but just to give an idea - he means a lot to me and helped me to go through REALLY hard times which just makes me emotionally attached to him, this just makes me love him so much no matter what, no matter how ppl hate me for that, i just cant dismiss the fact that i adore harumichi so much and if not him, i dont know what would genuinely be with me..😭 he also genuinely makes me happy whenever i feel down, and he helped me in many ways in life to the point i am really grateful to have him and that he is😭😭😭 harumichi aoyagi i just love him so much nobody can understand it

I just love him SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSSOSOSOSOOSSOSOOSOS MUCH😭🩷🩷🩷 mr aoyagi harumichi..🩷🩷🩷

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