My Troubling Mind

Just a stressed and anxious teen

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Am i going to be miserable all my life trying to be skinny?

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I hate that i care

I hate that i care so much for peoples approval, I hate that i try so hard likable, when i don’t have to.

I try to be cool and not care about the opinions of others, but every time i go out im constantly questioning if i’m being annoying. 

It’s a constant battle.

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God i wish i could care less what people think of me.

I find myself in YouTube looking for tutorials, lol.

But every problem i have is maximized by the “what will people think”, making my decisiones based on other peoples opinions and i hate it.

I feel like im becoming a people pleaser, u don’t know how to stop it

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i came into this world covered in someone else blood and screaming and lemme tell you i’m not afraid to leave it the same way

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God, i cant stop listening to lana del rey

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Everyone around me seem to have it all figured out and i am just stuck in my loneliness.

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Loneliness is killing me

Everybody has someone

I have no one

I wonder when this will go away?

Will it ever?

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I just want to be skinny.

All i ask

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I have no idea what im going to do with my future.

I don’t even want one

I graduate in a month

I have no clue

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Hangxiety is the worst feeling in the world. My brain wont shut up and exaggerate everything i did on the weekend. 💔