🐇Apa🍁

she/her, my safespace and random stuff I like ⋆ DNI & About me section in pinned.

[apaldura]

DNI: p0rn-blogs, tr@ns-@ge, m@ps, pr0sh1ppers/@nti-@ntis, dd//lg/variants, t3rfs, tr@nsmeds, @bleists, r@cists, xen0ph0bes, h0m0phobes, 3xclus and otherwise discrimatory people as well as k!nk blogs AND actively k1nk-shaming blogs-no exposure to the topic all together pls

SHOULD I ACCIDENTALLY INTERACT WITH A BLOG THAT FALLS UNDER MY DNI OR WITH A BLOG THAT HAS BLOGS LIKE MINE IN THEIR DNI PLEASE LET ME KNOW ;^;

TW tags I added on my blog so far (please reach out to me anytime if I should add more or forgot to put one under a post that might need one):

#tw trypophobia #tw entomophobia #tw lepidopterophobia #tw coulrophobia #tw ableism #tw next for autism #tw autism speaks #tw ophidiophobia #alcohol mention #ableism mention

✨ABOUT ME🐻

You can call me Apa~

I am 20yrs old and based in Germany🇩🇪

I age regress due to trauma and am neurodivergent. The extent of my regression seems to depend on how stressed I am.

I personally do not use terms such as little, but I do interact with blogs that do and might reblog (mostly) info posts that contain them, tgat I deem very useful. I would ask you though to please not use them referring to me, it makes me highly uncomfortable.

likes (smol bean): stuffies, drawing, cutesy Nintendo games, pats ON DA HEAD, cuddles, GOING ON AN ADVENTURE, crafts with foraged stuff, space, nostalgic cartoons, helping in da kitchen and blanket forts

likes (generally): drawing, skateboarding, soft horror(?), gardening/homesteading, videogames (esp. horror rpg-maker and nostalgic ones), anime, cartoons, physics, astronomy, space, science, music and fashion based subcultures in general and mythology AND CUTE STUFF AAAH

Fav shows:

✨bee and puppycat

✨adventure time

✨everything CLAMP

✨Mairimashita! Iruma-kun

✨Sailor Moon

✨my hero academia

✨Creepschool

✨Mona the Vampire

✨totally spies

✨[lauras stern]

✨Heidi, Girl of the Alps

✨Adventures of the Gummi Bears

✨Soccer wild bunch

✨the moomins

✨[Beutolomäus und der wahre Weihnachtsmann]

Fav games:

✨All gameboy Pokémon games

✨Genshin Impact

✨animal crossing in general

✨spirit farer

✨Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc (visual novel)

✨Undertale + Deltarune

✨Tales of the Black Forest (j-rpg)

✨Ib (adventure, psych. horror, rpg-maker)

I found this one when I was 11ish (it's not for children tho😅) and it is the first hyperfixation I remember having~

✨OMORI (psych. horror, rpg-maker)

It has a super long developing time and I really relate to the MCs way of coping

✨Paletta (atmospheric rpg-maker)

✨Fran Bow (creepy adventure)

✨Yuppie Psycho (Dystopia, Surrealism, Horror)

✨Scarlet Hollow (visual novel, horror-mystery)

[plushieanimals]

yurufuwa sea world puchimaru by amufun 🪸

[sweetoothgirl]

Soft and Chewy M&M Cookies

[autistic-apple-sauce]

This still blows my mind

[3rdbogwitch2theleft]

I will happily delete this if I’m derailing or taking away from the original message (initially I put this in the tags, but a friend asked me to reblog as text)

If you don't want to pursue an autism or adhd diagnosis and you have access to a doctor or therapist you can get them to write you a note attesting to a symptom of your neurodivergence (rather than naming the condition itself) and stating the need for accommodation. 

It's something my therapist told me about when we were still working in offices. I have sensory processing issues and on multiple occasions the noise in my office was so bad I broke the skin on my hand clenching my fist. 

This work-around of course won't fix structural ableism and relies on you having access to a doctor/therapist who actually gives a crap, so still might only help a couple of folks. 

[khaleesi--daenerys-targaryen-de]

Thats a good add on

[never-obsolete]

Pokémon FireRed (GBA, 2004)

[soft-sleepy-kitten]

Day 15: Moodboard based on the current month!

April

[caileycake]

if i could ride a bike 🎶🌸🌷💞

[mortuarymorticia]

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ───

if the only thing you did today was take a nap,

or drink some coffee,

or go to work,

or check your phone,

or take a shower,

i’m still proud of you & happy you’re in this world. keep going. celebrate your small achievements. you made it through today. 🌿☀️🍄

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ───

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[cmorga]

Meadow morning Łąka o poranku

[lightlydreaming]

pastel luminous x pochacco by sanrio

[plushieanimals]

jellycat Wriggidig caterpillar & christopher caterpillar 🐛

[thekimonogallery]

by Japanese artist おたま姉妹 @otamashimai

[shushudoll]

charmmy kitty lace curtains ♡ ˚˖⁺ ૮ ◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა

[ndcultureis]

neurodivergent culture is dreaming of your room being transported into a different world/being transported into a different world with your room to take with you cause of wanting to emerge this reality but being too emotionally tied to your room as a safe space

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[soft-stims]

Farcille stimboard for @genkishoujo

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