A Song a Day #144
Shoegaze Special #5
'The Big Gloom’ - Have A Nice Life (from 2008′s Deathconsciousness)
Shoegaze’s enduring qualities have allowed it to be reinterpreted in many different ways over the years, particularly after the genre’s pinnacle of the early nineties. What few could have ever predicted is how dark it could get - not many could have conceived of the latter-day industrial/post-punk infused shoegaze masterpiece Deathconsciousness, by the Dan Barett and Tim Macuga-led Have a Nice Life. The record came out of nowhere and sounds like it, as crazily the album was recorded using the most basic computer music recording tools available (GarageBand!) and mastered using low-quality mp3 files. However none of this detracts from the album itself, which is a mesmerising descent into doom-laded shoegaze, as if Joy Division became even more depressed and doused themselves in low-fidelity distorted guitars and GarageBand drums.
All of these frankly insane aspects come together perfectly on ‘The Big Gloom’, the album’s most accessible song and a dizzying descent into madness and depression, one which utilises its parts to becomes a classic. The eight-mute long exercise in tension is led by a warm, fuzzy guitar, the aforementioned muffled GarageBand drums and, most importantly, Dan Barrett’s plaintive cries for someone to “please, please please release me”. It sounds gloriously morbid, embodying the ‘big gloom’ of its title, but here the song builds and builds towards what can only be described as one of the greatest cathartic moments in the genre. All of these instruments come together in a muffled shoegaze haze, amplified by the low quality mastering - and as Barrett cries for the “dead ones” to “open up [their] eyes” alongside a cinematically despairing synth line, the song achieves a feeling of mournful hope that is almost entirely unique to the band itself, be it in the genre of shoegaze or throughout all of music.
The song is a latter-day genre classic, and one that garners the fervent devotion of all the best ones of the genre, no matter their context.















