we aren't gods

david / 23 / m but you were highschool i was just more like real life and you were okay as a girlfriend i was just more like his wife

[uncaney]

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[apedshit]

uncaney​:

#guess they dont!#am i the only me without mental illness? 

mental illness has no thing to do with it they just don’t have lives.

fair! sorry

[apedshit]

sorry if my posts are weird! i had a couple drinks! just a disclaimer

[apedshit]

@uncaney

they don't.

BX

[apedshit]

@trainstabbin

blue dave has a real life i guess...

do the other daves not?

[apedshit]

@uncaney

it's not good for people with al most fully functioning brains.

does this include me? i thought you took my frontal lobe

[apedshit]

i keep forgetting about tumblr! oops!

[spitblaze]

[tredlocity]

[asomatousaria]

@dcstrider

[keepcalmandcarriefischer]

I HATE the phrase “give 110%!” cuz like thats not mathematically possible. 100% is all I have. If I exceed your expectations then you have simply underestimated me

[pan-delure]

This hit me harder than it should have

[keepcalmandcarriefischer]

I think it hit you as hard as it needed to

[setheverman]

lmao ain’t that the guy from star wars?

[gayforbagels]

There’s so much going on here I don’t know what I’m supposed to focus on

[frottinq]

[frottinq]

you people will reblog anything

[apedshit]

what kind of monster would you like to be, david?

for halloween? i think i like most of the classics! like frankenstein’s monster and mummies, ghosts and ghouls and werewolves

i’m not sure which i’d like to dress up as! i don’t think i’ve dressed up much the past couple years

[apedshit]

△ who are you really? are you happy with yourself? would your family be happy with who you are?

10/10

i don’t know. i don’t know. no. i don’t know. probably not.

[apedshit]

@turntechgarchomp

i actually like blue its my second favorite color but blue and red dont always jive colorwise on blogs

you know what? thanks for not making anyone look at that yeah

[apedshit]

△ why'd you leave.

10/10

i almost need to ask “which time?” and that really doesn’t look good for me huh

i left because i didn’t know what else to do. i had the chance to run after years of being trapped in a trauma game, to try and have a normal life again after everything, and i took it so much was going on, i never wanted to be a god, i never wanted the power or the fighting or any of that! i made it through but i wanted to finish highschool. i wanted to meet someone and go to college and find a job doing something i loved, save up for a house or even just owning an apartment somewhere

we lost everything in that game, i thought starting over completely was the only option it’s not that easy, i know that now. i really thought i might just forget everything, like my brain would just figure itself out and i’d be able to move on like nothing happened

i’m sorry i left. you’re more important to me than whatever sense of normalcy i feel like i’m missing out on

[apedshit]

△ Do you miss your friends?

oh um. hm. 4/10

i never stopped talking to my sister, and i’m really happy to be talking to john so much again! i do miss my friends in general but it’s harder to when they’re just a text away again. B)

[apedshit]

i don’t think i’d mind anyone looking like me but all my alts are pretty red/black color schemed? i like my blues and whites! i’m not sure any of my other alts vibe with those