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Welcome back, I haven’t posted on here since 18. I’m two weeks away from 21 now and have learned a whole lot in between. This is just the beginning 🦋

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3 weeks away from 25 and my oh my I don’t think my 20 year old self would believe where I’m at now

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I’ve been doing this thing where I buy my own books, write notes in them and leave them in different free book houses. I just want to help people and I can’t express how much I hope that the people who need it can find it. I know the world feels huge and scary and lonely. But if you take a breath and look around, there’s people that are there that care for you and want you to be okay. I’m one of those people. Life gets better. Make the change. Block those mean people. Quit the job that you hate and replace it with something you love! Do what you have to do to wake up everyday and smile. The planet isn’t scary, it’s actually so incredibly beautiful. Like you. You have magic hidden inside you, find it, unleash it. Smile! I’m working on it too, everyday. 🦋🌎💚🤍

I wrote my first collection of poetry and published it on Amazon, it’s called “I’m Doing Fine” by April Barnhill...check it out if you are able and have the time:) thanks so much y’all. For...everything. Let’s have another great year! I’m ready💛

“Never apologize for not being the same person other’s loved before the trauma. You are allowed to recreate yourself. You are allowed to reinvent your character, your sense of style and your hobbies. You are allowed to redefine your goals, your values and your vision of what makes a fulfilling life. That’s how you transform from being a victim towards becoming the survivor of your dreams.”

— juansen dizon, Survivor’s strength

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But please still love me when I‘m curled up in bed and crying. Please still love me when I have my bad days. Please still love me when my hair doesn‘t look good and I don‘t feel like putting make up on. Please still love me when I disappoint you. Please still love me when I fail. Please still love me on days when I can’t love myself. Please still love me when I’m not feeling good enough. Just please still love me, forever.

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