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Pouring my heart and soul into this blog

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To lay in bed and sing in whispers the lyrics to my favorite songs with you was all I’ve ever wanted, but you had to go.

- A

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You were the reason i started having nightmares. Living nightmares, not the ones you have while asleep. I have nightmares that i will fall for someone like you again. That you will take the form of someone else and hurt me again. I wish i could say i got over you, but i havent. And now that enough tears have fallen on my phone screen I know that you were never meant for me. It’s not okay, because you made me believe you were. But i was just a toy you used to spend your time. I have so much going through my head about you. I dont know how to express them. You were another thing that darkened the black hole inside my heart. I hope someday when you’re married, with children, happy, you suddenly think of me. You think about what i could have given you, but you tossed it away and dismissed my love.

See you in the future

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This.

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I’ve loved so many people in my life. Given them so much. Cancelled plans, made them a priority.

But i was never the first choice. I was always someone to hurt, someone to use, someone not enough to love.

-A

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I keep waiting for you message, to tell me you’re back. You just don’t know how much i miss you

- A

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All the things I would do to call you mine, but you shut me down like we never even stood a chance.

- A

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He said: “I like you. I like talking to you, but nothing has changed about the fact that you’re there and I’m here and this cannot work.”

Damn distance, keeping apart two people who could have been the world together.

- A

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When I fell for you, I didn’t even think about how fucked up I would feel when you were gone.

- A

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Πιστεύω πως εάν κάτι είναι φτιαγμένο για σένα δεν πρέπει να καταλύεις τον εαυτό σου και την ενέργεια σου για να το κρατήσεις ζωντανό.!

- Α

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I kissed those lips. I starred into those eyes. I felt the best feelings inside those arms. And I miss them, every minute of the day.

- A

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Χαμογελό μου, μάτια μου μικρά και καφετιά. Πόσο μου λείψατε!

- Α

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You feel like a drug to me. A drug that makes you feel wonderful under the influence, but at some point it wears off, just how you left, and then I feel so low, not being able to touch you or look you in the eyes.

I need you and it just sucks to say it out loud.

- A

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I wish I could change the fact that I need you.

I wish I didn’t think of you all day and everyday.

I wish I didn’t check my phone every 2 minutes, waiting for your reply.

I wish I could make you stay in bed with me that night.

I wish there was a way to keep you here.

- A

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Φοβάμαι πως η απόσταση μεταξύ μας θα σε πάρει μακρυά μου. Φοβάμαι πως θα σε χάσω κάθε λεπτό, κάθε μήνυμα που ανταλλάζουμε, κάθε μέρα που περνάει χωρίς να σε φιλώ.

- Α

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I wish I met you at a different stage in your life. I wish you were right where I am. Ready, ready to be with me. But you’re not and in some ways I get it. I never meant to fall for you or develop feelings.

But that’s how I am. When I fall for someone, I fall hard.

- A

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I want to write all about how amazing he makes me feel, but I’ll wait until after the heartbreak.

- A

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My best friend calls lovers who come back into your life, “flamingos”. What she means is, that flamingos leave in winter to go somewhere hotter but they always come back in time for summer. And just like that, a lover comes back into your life, even unexpectedly. I don’t know if I like that term anymore though, because like I said, even if they come back, they always leave (you).

- A