𖤐 Hiya! Im Apostle(or Cipher, 'Bat'). 17 and currently working towards getting a master's degree <3
◤[⏾] I am herby claiming Archer as my house husband & Phoenix, Ezrin as my favorite rats, Toe is my wife (Platonically)<3. ◢
Only doing matchup exchanges as of current moment! ࣪ ִֶָ☾. [In que: 2/3]
I write for:
↳ ☣︎❝ Decaying Winter, Blocktales, Inuyasha, Forsaken, Obey Me! Shall we date?, The Arcana:A mystic romance, Love & Deep Space, Limbus Company(NEW), Genshin, HSR(Honkai Star Rail, FGO/FSN(NEW-ONGOING), Rainworld(Iterator's only for romance matchups), Hollow Knight, Ark:Survival Evolved(Human matchups only for romance), Duet Night Abyss, Trigun(NEW), Undertale/Undertale AU's, Baldurs Gate 3, Stardew Valley, Skyrim, Tokyo Debunker(NEW-ONGOING) ❞
ᓚ₍⑅^..^₎♡ "What's the (NEW) for?": This is mainly in relation to fandoms I'm either just finding or learning about! Feel free to request these but be aware that I will not be as adept/may take longer to write for them
₍^. .^₎Ⳋ Additionally, I Will write for any fandom not expressly listed above (^), however expect those requests to take much longer as I have either never heard of the fandom prior to this ask and/or have not expressed interest in it.
I also do other matchups like friendships, what servant you’ll summon for a grail war, cabin/superpower matchups, etc etc! i can also do things like first meetings among other things as long as its specified! More TBA eventually <3
♡ Jin is a closed individual who has no trust in others. Once known as a charismatic leader, now he spends his days shutting himself in his room. He has been building the walls around him for years, which has led to a reclusive life. And this Jin Kamurai suddenly finds himself catching feelings for you. Unbelievable!
♡ It takes months, even years for both of you to warm up to each other, let alone start dating. This is a very slow-burning relationship where two people find healing and salvation in each other's presence. In each other's love. Jin doesn't fall in love easily, but once he falls, he falls hard and forever. The fact that you are so bad at reading social cues, while Jin's way to show his love is subtle, doesn't help in the development of a relationship at all. Despite this, your damaged souls keep drawing towards each other in search of each other's presence. Slowly but surely, you and Jin naturally get closer bonding over shared traumas and many other things. The two of you match each other's ideal type so well and have so much in common, it's clear that you're destined to be together.
♡ Both of you are not so different when it comes to physical affection and expressing your love in general. It's important for the two of you to build deep trust and emotional connection to jump into any relationship, especially romantic ones. At first, Jin shows his attachment in a very subtle manner. He would protect you; he would make excuses to make you come to his room or meet you in any other way; he would claim you as his person. Although you might think that Jin hates you due to his cold, even mean at times, attitude, it's very clear how much he actually trusts you and cares for you. Do not count how many times Tohma approached you with this mysterious smile playing on his lips and mentioned the special treatment you get from his stoic leader.
♡ Once Jin settles down in a comfortable relationship with you, he opens his vulnerable and clingy side reserved only for you. No matter how independent Jin is, he desperately needs someone on whom he can rely. For him, this person is you. Just like you, Jin is fine with being alone, yet he appreciates quality time with his beloved. The two of you can spend hours cuddling in a comfortable silence and refusing to let each other go. It's even funny how much Jin got used to the feeling of your arms wrapped around him, to the point that he can't actually sleep without you. He's really lucky that you feel the same way. As soon as the time of short daytime naps and long sleepovers comes, Jin looks for you to share this precious time with him.
♡ It never fails to amuse Jin whenever you show him your adorable quirks. The first time you saw such a sincere smile on his face and heard his laughter was when you were looking for the meds you brought him while they were in your hands. Even though laughing at it wasn't a good thing, it didn't feel insulting. There was endearment in his eyes and adoration in his smile that genuinely took your breath away. It's only your privilege to see Jin like this, to see all of him. When he's sick, when he laughs, when he's angry, when he sulks. Every expression of his, every emotion belongs to you and only you.
♡ As already mentioned, Jin is a very protective partner. Every time you are in danger or someone makes you feel uncomfortable, he magically appears to stand up for you. While Jin protects you physically by making you feel safe and secure, you protect him mentally by showing him love and trust he always craved for. The way you are ready to fight for what and who you love is something Jin admires about you. No matter how many rumors and bad things you hear about him, you never pay attention to it and even engage yourself in verbal fights in the desire to clear his name. You make Jin fall for you over and over again without even realizing it. Ah, what is he supposed to do with you?
♡ Jin appreciates your relaxing hobbies that you two can enjoy in the comfort of his room, such as sleeping or reading books over a cup of hot tea. As soon as he finds out that you like gardening but are extremely bad at it, he gladly shows you flowers he grows himself and patiently teaches you how to take care of them. Not immediately, but you definitely become better at some point, and now you and Jin adopt more green children together. Pretty same situation happens when you once mentioned your fondness for violin and music. Since Jin himself plays piano, he's pretty interested and educated in this field, which means that he supports your desire to play again. Needless to say that the best doctors of the Kamurai family are looking after you right now, so you can just relax and enjoy your hobbies as much as you wish. Helping you, supporting you, protecting you is Jin's way to show his love and appreciation.
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ SHIP TROPES
♡ slow burn to unshakable devotion
♡ two damaged individuals who attach themselves to each other
♡ soft for exactly one person (him) x is that one person (you)
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ CRUSHING ON YOU⟢ KIRISAKI JIRO
♡ Jiro is always there for you: whenever you feel unwell, every time you need him, when you are happy and when you are sad. As if a lingering shadow he follows you around, bringing serenity in your hectic world. Even if you don't talk much and spend most of your time alone, to Jiro you are like the sun that lights up his whole existence. At first, Jiro found you... amusing so to say. You were forgetful, slightly awkward, and absolutely adorable. More and more often people around began to notice a faint smile on his face whenever you were around. Despite Jiro being called Frankenstein and having a creepy reputation, they couldn't deny that this smile of his was quite cute. It didn't take long before his amusement grew into a deep fondness, and later into a tiny crush that only Jiro and Zenji knew about.
♡ His presence is soothing and grounding. Be it the time spent in silence, idle conversation, or working together, it never feels stifling or uncomfortable. The fact that Jiro is so calm and steady means that you would less likely be overwhelmed by his company. His apathetic demeanor serves as an anchor whenever you experience irritation due to an unhealthy environment. Instead of shutting yourself in your room, you can just sneak in Jiro's office, stay here for a while, and feel better in no time. However, you're not the only one who can be healed by another's presence. Jiro finds great happiness and comfort in the days spent in your company. There are so many things that he carries on his shoulders from the tragic past to various illnesses that make his life look like hell. In this continuum of suffering and pain, you are the sole source of sanity for him. Jiro finds salvation in watching you looking for the roll of paper towels for three minutes that lie right under your nose, twirling around to avoid failing, or when you let out a cry of help asking Jiro to kill another spider in your room. You can't even imagine how dear to him is everything you find embarrassing about yourself.
♡ Watching your developing relationship with Jin, Jiro doesn't even plan to enter the fray for your heart. Though given his blunt nature, I won't be surprised if one day Jiro just casually blurts out his confession as if this's not a big deal. Not to ask you to choose him, but to let you know about his feelings. What you do with this will be up to you. As for Jiro, he's more than satisfied with being by your side as your friend. Given all his illnesses and diseases, he knows that it'd be better for you to be with someone else, someone normal, someone who doesn't need ongoing treatment, someone who can make you happy. Unfortunately, this someone is not him. Also rest assured that if someone has the audacity to hurt you, Jiro will be ready to stand up for you without hesitation. After all, he is not for nothing called Frankenstein. He's a monster, but he's your monster who will always be by your side.
⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ YOUR HOUSE IS⟢ MORTKRANKEN
〝A house for insightful students who value intelligence, can observe objectively, and major in specialist medical fields like anomalous medicine〞
⟡ The reason why you were assigned to the Mortkranken House lies in your investigative nature. As someone who excels in many fields, you are highly intelligent and passionate about things that you find fascinating. Just like all Mortkranken students, you are eager to learn more about people around and things you find interesting. You are able to observe and judge everyone objectively no matter who is in front of you: your loved ones or complete strangers. Despite the fact that your point of view might hurt someone, you look at things realistically and never stretch the truth. This personality trait is very important for Mortkranken students as the future of anomalous medicine.
⟡ The environment of this house is perfect for you because people here are busy and passionate with their own investigations, which means that they would less likely bother you with any social interactions. You have enough time alone that you can spend recharging and doing your projects without being interrupted. Even though you don't show interest in becoming a doctor unlike your dormmates, your caring and understanding side is highly valued in the Mortkranken House as well. Although your dormmates are independent, they are not too shut-in. They welcome you with open arms whenever you crave some socializing, and often ask you for help or assistance if they don't have enough hands.
⟡ Mortkranken students are your people whenever you have any health issues. Thanks Professor Nikolas' anomalous medicines, all your scars and stitches disappeared as if by magic. All they are more than happy to help you, especially given how much you help them by being a loyal friend you are. Just ignore the manic gleam of mad scientists in their eyes while they're examining you. Their medical investigations are their passion; they can do nothing with themselves at all.
⟡ As already mentioned, you have decently good relationships with your dormmates. It never ceases to surprise them, but especially how well you get along with Yuri and Jiro, the intimidating and unapproachable captain and vice-captain of your house. Maybe because of your lack of understanding of social cues, maybe because of your silly, forgetful side that both of them found quite endearing, but it took not a lot of time for Yuri and Jiro to warm up to you. Not to mention that you definitely are more capable than most of the students despite your tendency to procrastinate and forget things. The three of you seem like a comic band because of your hilarious interactions with each other. While you and Yuri share similar energy such as your passionate side, love for debates, and refreshing silliness, Jiro is a voice of reason in your group, who bluntly teases you two from time to time. Strange enough given your daily bickering and banter, but you never had real arguments or fights. Oh, wait, there still happened one! The argument when Yuri found out who your new boyfriend actually is. Fortunately, you and Jiro managed to calm him down somehow. Yuri still sulks for you a little and doesn't want to hear anything about your boyfriend, though.
Literally leaping for joy like a comic book character I LOVE YOUR WORK‼️‼️
hehehsbebd I love leaving Jin's dynamics because slow burns are always so cute and sweet bc you get to see the character opening up and becoming more themselves and the bonds they make are so wholesome
ALSO POOR JIRO I love him sm too id 100% give him the biggest hug (≧▽≦)
Reblog it with a moodboard of nine characters you ship me with the most, add explanations if you want, and tag me and other people to do the same thing for you.
No pressure tags (づ> v <)づ♡ @jester-raven, @archive-of-the-lost, @babulejka, @blissfullyapillow, @princesspuppetttt, @hidden-oracle, @otakusheep15, @sweetlikevanilaaa, @notgoldilocks, @ihasafacelulzzzz, @greenbubblefactory, @heliophilic-darling, @apostl35, @ithseem, @noroi-om, @rinthelordofbean, @ethereal-elatha, @luminous95, @dustsansm2, and everyone who wants to join (feel free to do a vibe ships for me if you want to join but don't know me)!
( I know you already sent this out, I just want you to see it heheh (≧▽≦) ) @sweetlikevanilaaa :
Raihan ( Pokemon S&S ) [] Sho! ( Tokyo Debunker ) [] Mammon ( OM ) [] Papyrus ( Undertale! - Not any AU ) [] Inuyasha ( From Inuyasha ) [] Lancer! Cú Chulainn ( Fate Series! Might be spoiling the matchup BUT THE SHIP IS TOO GOOD ) [] Itto Arataki ( Genshin Impact ) [] Gepard Landau ( HSR ) [] Nadia ( Obviously gotta include the true OTP - The Arcana []
( I'll get to adding explanations once I'm on my PC muhuahahah <(￣︶￣)> )
[ " Make a poll with nine of your favorite fictional crushes (add a mood board too if you want), then tag people to do the same, and see which character people ship you with the most. " ]
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[ Who's the One to Win? ]
Archer EMIYA / Nameless [ Fate Series - FGO ]
Gilgamesh [ Fate Series - FGO ]
Jin Kamurai [ Tokyo Debunker ]
Lucifer [ Obey Me! Shall We Date? ]
Leona Kingscholar [ Twisted Wonderland ]
Flins Kyryll [ Genshin Impact / GI ]
Rafayel [ Love & Deep Space ]
Anaxagoras / Anaxa [ Honkai Star Rail / HSR ]
Five Pebbles [ Rain World ]
Voting ended onMar 24
[ heheheh ty for the tag tili!! I'll get to that Obey me ship explanation soon mwhehehe - No tags for now but I hope more ppl join in >:D ]
I’m feeling good as well <33 thanks for the tag tilli! Anyways, right now I came back from getting my fillings so I’m a bit sore and tired 😓😓
but this week is gonna be exciting because I’m getting 4 cats :3 so it makes everything feel better!! I’m also currently watching dance moms and playing Roblox right now haha
Okay so my phone MIGHT'VE been lowk tweaking ( short for I dropped it, the screen absolutely cracked and it got the rainbow lines of doom ) BUT I got a new phone so I'm back mweheheh
❥ Jin was once a charismatic and passionate captain but unfortunately, those days are in the past. Following the clash, he’s much more of a hermit and has developed a stubborn attitude, which is why someone who’s honest and loyal like you is a perfect match for Jin. Jin himself is much more on the reserved side and even perceived as a bit scary at first, so the two of you are similar in that sense. However, Jin is quiet because he has walls up to prevent anyone from getting close to him, whereas you simply have difficulty starting and holding conversations. Your guy’s first interaction is awkward because you’re initially met with Jin’s refusal to comply with you as the inspector, but he still looks out for you subtly. The two of you do not click at first, in fact it’s the total opposite. You’re very much a “respect is earned once it’s lost” sort of person while Jin makes it clear that he wants nothing to do with you. But the more missions you go on with Frostheim, Jin will realize that you have genuine intentions and warm up. I imagine you also wouldn’t be afraid to stand up for yourself whenever Jin orders you around like a servant, which Jin would not take well but you are not the kind to back down when it comes to standing up for yourself. This trait would annoy Jin initially, but it helps him reflect and in turn, change his ways. Jin isn’t the type to outright tell you that you’ve helped him change but rather, he’ll show it by correcting his behavior moving forward. I imagine that you seeing him change his behavior would regain the respect that he lost and bring the two of you on better terms.
❥ Jin is painfully stubborn so he needs someone who can match his energy, otherwise the relationship would be draining for the other person. Jin is not very good at expressing himself so whenever he’s jealous or upset that you’re in danger, he can act out in ways that he regrets or push you away. Essentially, Jin needs someone who is honest enough to make him realize when he’s at fault, yet also loyal enough to be willing to stick by as he fixes his ways. You perfectly represent these qualities with how you stick up for your friends a majority of the time yet also call them out.
❥ Because of how his family and own vice captain have let him down, Jin has severe trust issues so this relationship is very slow burning, but luckily you also prefer to take things slow. Jin is very cautious with who he lets in and the process of getting him to warm up to you is like trying to attract a stray kitten. The more missions you go on and more time you spend together though, he grows more fond of you and begins to seek you out in his own way (leaving his room conveniently whenever you come to Frostheim, messaging you to come to Frostheim whenever he’s upset or sick, playing the piano for you). It’s subtle but a huge indication that he likes you as someone who’s very withdrawn. Your presence is healing for Jin because of how understanding you are. Beyond his initial cold demeanor, Jin is grieving his mom, the only person who did not lie or use him. He needs someone compassionate enough to realize and empathize with him, which I believe you fit. Jin may act annoyed with your clinginess in regards to understanding and checking up on him frequently, but it’s also touching for him. Jin does not take words of encouragement very well at first simply because he doesn’t know how to accept them, but he definitely comes around and grows to enjoy it. Jin would also enjoy how reserved you are; it’s calming for him. Your loyalty also gives him reassurance that he’s never had before since everyone else who was close to him betrayed him in some sort of way. While your honesty is what he needs in a relationship, Jin’s favorite part of you is your loyalty! Jin himself is also very loyal to those he cares about even if he has trouble conveying it, so the two of you would care for each other similarly.
❥ Generally speaking, Jin fits your criteria the best in my opinion! Jin isn’t egotistical but simply knows that he’s powerful. He’s confident in his ability to fight and most importantly, protect you, which is a trait that you mentioned finding attractive. Jin loves very hard, which contradicts with how aloof he seems, but nonetheless he has a soft spot for those he cares about and is possessive in his own way. He’s not the kind of possessive that’s toxic and suffocating, but he’s the prideful kind of possessive; the kind where he enjoys people knowing you’re his and being seen with you. He especially enjoys doing this around the rest of the ghouls (Tohma), although he does have a handful of Frostheim girls fawning over him so he’s not as obvious around them (because he knows how much they gossip). But trust, when you guys leave Darkwick, he’ll be more obvious with this!
❥ Jin is more of an actions speak for themselves kind of guy, so he naturally likes to accommodate to your small quirks! Jin likes to feel reliable and take care of you, so he would have no issue ordering for you. He’s incredibly perceptive and has a great memory, so after the first time you guys eat together, he’ll remember what you usually order (and of course, cover the bill).
❥ Like you, Jin is huge on quality time! He prefers spending time indoors (napping or cuddling together, playing the piano for you or teaching you, enjoying tea with you, spending time on the balcony) but once you’re deeper into the relationship, he’ll surprise you with spontaneous dates off of campus like to his vacation home, a botanical garden, the beach, or an expensive restaurant. Jin’s other main love languages are physical touch and acts of service, although physical touch is something he eases into once he’s comfortable with it and when he gets the idea that you’re fine with it. Jin will not say it out loud but he loves physical touch and holding you, so cuddling is something that he enjoys as much as you! Knowing that you tend to run cold/have a love-hate relationship with being cold, Jin will use this as an excuse to cuddle with you at first. Then after the first few times, he’ll initiate cuddles with no reason.
❥ Being more of an “actions speak for themselves” kind of guy, Jin naturally leans towards acts of service and will help you out in any way he can (this is kinda cheating though because if it has to do with missions, he’ll have Tohma take care of it). Having been born into wealth, Jin also shows his affection through gift giving. He’s not one to flaunt his money (at least not intentionally) but he does enjoy spoiling you with things you’ve mentioned wanting and having Tohma deliver them to your dorm. In other cases, he’ll message you to come over and surprise you with it.
❥ The only issue you will run into with Jin is how horrible he is with words. He doesn’t know how to be vulnerable and outright tell you what he feels, so the closest you will get to this is him telling you that you’re “decent company” or him telling you not to leave. Jin is definitely a work in progress in this area, however, if you express that you’d like him to give you more words of affirmation, this is something he will work towards doing. He loves deeply and has a fear of losing people close to him, so he will work on this if you bring it to his attention. He’s awkward and very stiff at first but give him time and he’ll say things that are endearing more naturally!
❥ Knowing how much you like plants, he’ll start to plant your favorite kind around Frostheim and his balcony! He’ll “make” you take care of them, but if you’re gone for a mission or just forget to come by, he’ll take care of them in your place… His memory definitely comes in clutch for the both of you. Jin won’t admit to taking care of the plants in your place, but it’s very obvious based on how healthy they look. Tohma finds it amusing how Jin expresses his affections, by the way.
❥ It does not matter how long it’s been since you last played violin, Jin will still be intrigued and want to know more about this. If you ever mention missing it, you’ll find a brand new violin on your doorstep the next day btw and Jin messaging you to come over and play a duet with him.
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⌯⌲SUMMARY/REASONING: She's a little too unstable to work with somebody fully stable, and at the same time a little too sane to pair her with someone like ( fannon ) nightmare or dust. Honestly, the best part of this match was trying to figure out how the in-between area would fit for her, and characters that fell into that area!
𓇢𓆸 DISCLAIMER ( ! ) : Basing part of his midway and late parts on the fact that Killer x Color was confirmed, so I'll be taking inspiration from some of the dynamics his character portrayed in that ship!
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⌯⌲ Early Meeting:
: ̗̀➛ Lowk I can picture this as a chance encounter, since both travel dimensions ( one with the help of Nightmare, the other by herself ). For Killer at first, the fight is fairly close with both getting fairly wounded before he sees it as more of a challenge, for her its just an immediate challenge. Killer has been through enough to recognize when somebody is also a little Insane, as far as he concerned, he doesn't need to know why, she's insane, he's just content knowing that she is. Through the course of the fight he remains 'himself', talking, joking, shit-talking, and its through the banter it becomes less of a fight and more of some bizarre 'flirting but also trying to kill each other' scenario.
: ̗̀➛ In this case I'd imagine the bond would originally form due to a shared enemy, the 'star' sanses, more particularly, Dream. While Killer's beef isn't necessarily with the other sans and neither is hers, I can totally see Killer spinning the same story Nightmare spins, one which most likely villainizes Dream, it doesn't help that a large chunk of her trauma comes from somebody with similar abilities. He doesn't directly know that her trauma stems from that, although I'd imagine he would pick up on it at some point during their banter.
⌯⌲ Midway
: ̗̀➛ So at some point sooner or later I'd imagine they have an encounter where his SOUL isn't being fueled by his determination and his LOVE count, those brief moments of sanity are his most vulnerable, so when he first gets caught by her in one of these episodes it's a whirlwind of feelings. Part of that whirlwind is an underlying love which terrifies him, the whole point of his deal with Nightmare keeps him alive, but Nightmare being who he is, will take any and every opportunity to inflict negativity with no regard for how cruel or sudden it is. Especially when it comes to one of the 'henchmen' that he has developing positive emotions.
: ̗̀➛ The immediate realization when he sees her and has the emotion click is when he gets defensive, any friendship made up to this point gets strained at least for a little bit, just enough for him to work up the nerve to make up his mind. To some degree when he looks at her he can see himself in her, part of him recoils while the other tries to convince himself to reach out. It's the start of a very long slow-burn especially since he has to keep his emotions 'in check' in order to ensure her safety, eventually it ends up with him betraying Nightmare or at the very least leaving that Group behind, not without a significant amount of Difficulty though.
⌯⌲ Late
: ̗̀➛ Once he manages to free himself of Nightmare is when the real challenges begin for him, he desperately wants to open up to her, yet he vividly remembers his own timeline, the pain of loosing everybody over and over - yet to some degree seeing her reminds him that perhaps she can understand that fear, that she has also lost everything and has had to suffer with it, unable to go back. So some day he opens up to her, its a tentative explanation as if he were threading some very thing invisible line he didn't want to push to hard, to loose the first connection he had made in a while that wouldn't exploit him inherently.
: ̗̀➛ As a partner though he'd be a work in a progress but he's willing to stick it out. Parts of him remember the times before his fusion with Chara, when he was still just a 'sans', one of many. He doesn't want to return to that monster, as far as he is worried that part of him died with that timeline, even if glimmers do remain, he's not trying to return to something he can't. Instead he learns and adapts to suit Elizabeth, he doesn't change completely but he becomes a healthier person. Still on the move from AU to AU, a little less trigger happy when it comes to him killing, small things that he tries to grow used to, as long as it keeps her happy.
࣪ ִֶָ☾. " I WILL BE THE ONE! I MUST BE THE ONE!
I WILL CAPTURE A HUMAN!
THEN, I, THE GREAT PAPYRUS...
WILL GET ALL THE THINGS I UTTERLY DESERVE! "
.𖥔 ܁ ˖Why didn't they make the official pick? + Reasoning ( : ) Honestly? I think it would be a mutual respect at first, he would think she's strong and a worthy opponent, additionally their relationship would last a little while ( considering the belief that Underfell is initially given: 'kill or be killed' ), but I think he would grow too suspicious or afraid of her and it'd crumble from a lack of trust.
.𖥔 ܁ ˖ The first encounter is already kind of tense, he wants to know her but as with most monsters in Underfell he doesn't trust her, not with himself and definitely not with his brother. The bond that develops between them might honestly take more time and effort than Killer's does as there's a lack of a mutual thing to bond over. In Papyrus's case he's actually actively in pursuit of joy, while he doesn't think there's much hope of freedom, he isn't as mentally lost as she is.
.𖥔 ܁ ˖ It would probably, honestly, fall apart after the first few killings, or even if she hadn't killed in Underfell yet and was just re-counting them to him is when the distrust blooms and takes root like weeds in a garden. It changes his perception of her from another worthy fighter to someone who shouldn't be trusted, someone who would kill him, kill sans. At some point it eats at him enough that he'd probably lash out, whether verbally or physically ( though the later would ONLY occur if he caught her in a fight ) and then decide to drive her away from Snowdin ( assuming he lives ).
It feels weird being a black fate fan because despite me wanting black historical figures in FGO (Harriet Tubman, Charles Frederick Page, Henrietta Lacks) or black legends ( Yoruba's Orishas, Akan's Abosoms, Thákane).
Fate is weird when it comes to dark skin characters.
Trung Sisters- Good but barely makes appearances outside of their first event.
Sheba- despite being apart of Solomon's legend, never shows up in the main story and is reduced to a money gag.
Scheherazade- also reduced to a comedic gag
Emiya Alter- A racist steterotype. If you don't believe me, in the JP version of FGO, his nickname is Detroit-miya and his artist was told to "Draw Archer but if he went to jail".
LB 7- Barely has dark skin characters in the region despite it being set in "South America" and the dark skin characters that we do get are antagonists.
Summer Events- Not only did the writers ignore the Tourism problem in Hawaii that leaves almost 50% of the natives there to be homeless. We been to Hawaii twice for a summer events and yet no Hawaiian servants?
Don't get me started on the "Overheating your magic circuits will make your skin dark" is total bullshit. The human body doesn't work like that and you can tell Nasu put that shit in Stay Night to hide the "Shirou is Archer" plottwist when he could have easily done it if he made Archer wear a cloak. Or just Shirou grew older and got a Tan. Either options better than that biology mess!
This is why I don't agree with fate fans calling the franchise woke because it still has colorism and racism issues that need to be fixed. It's very weird having a series dwell into what makes humanity great despite being flawed, leave out many historical figures because of their skin color- Oh wait that's how history is taught in real life too.
"They major in specialist medical fields like anomalous medicine. They're your first stop if you get sick or hurt."
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── .𝄞 YOUR DORM MATCHUP IS.... Mortkranken !
⌯⌲SUMMARY/REASONING : Picking this dorm and figuring out how the dynamics would work for this has honestly probably been the most difficult ( and fun ) part of the matchup! During this part I'll elaborate more on how you also meet Haru since the students do mix ( as in they go to other dorms ), ill toss in some of JabberWock's opinions on you!
𓇢𓆸 DISCLAIMER ( ! ) : As a general student some of the initial interactions in JabberWock are a little limited, likewise, this section will reference but not go into specifics about in-game events! This segment will also exclude Haru for later reasons.
╰┈➤ Dorm Life ( ! )
⊹ Honestly, I can see you being a vet for anomalous animals that the campus brings back or contains when they're given missions to go and do, especially in cases like Episode 3 where Calamari is brought to Jabberwock, I'd like to believe your presence would be requested to go and check over them! There's also cases like where Haru is bitten and you'd be called to go and check what type of animal bit the student so they could speed up the process of figuring out what diseases the student might've gotten from the bite. They do tend to keep you away from the other cases of illness though, and will inform you if there's a particularly bad case so you can stay clear of that student.
⊹ Your always on the move in a sense, there is down time of course, but your downtime kind of gets mixed in with the people who come to Mortkranken for various reasons. Seeing as some cures can be curated from plants I could totally see your room having a mini-garden of sorts that the other students in Mortkranken examine and study on occasion, especially those who specialize in identifying poisonous foods ( like certain wild berries ) and their counter plants. ( Like Milk Thistle or Licorice Root )
⊹ On days where you aren't busy the dorm is normally quiet save for some chatter, often times students get absorbed in their work and the dorm feels almost still, other times you can hear some students getting together. Across the board there's a general praise for your skills, and in return other students would like to learn from you! Other times other students will ask to exchange info on how certain medicines work. The atmosphere is calm, friendly even more so when you're around.
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( + Fellow Character Interactions/Opinions ! ): Mortkranken :
.𖥔 ܁ ˖ Yuri Isami ( ! ) : Initially doesn't think much of you, slowly grows into admiration for you! Yuri as a person is very prideful in his skills and is very confident in them and his performance, so when a new student is sent to Mortkranken he just views you as another person to manage and make sure that you behave, of course he's relatively cordial, he has no need to be rude to you, but he views himself as better, how could he not? He's been there longer after all!
Later on though as you two end up working together both by chance and by the school's decisions he slowly ends up respecting you as somebody who is knowledgeable in what they do and ends up viewing you slightly higher than just another average student. Occasionally he consults you when one of his checkups crossover into your specialties and he values your insights, but as far as he is concerned the relationship will most likely remain professional.
.𖥔 ܁ ˖ Jiro Kirisaki ( ! ) : Friend that you don't really know how you obtained. He kind of just, becomes your friend. There isn't really a clear moment with him of where he crosses from being an acquaintance to a friend, especially since he's fairly quiet and calm and he'll just be around you - sometimes it's just the two of you quietly sitting down and enjoying each other's presence while doing your own thing, other times its simply idle conversation.
He's aware his health isn't the best, and he's more than aware of your concern for him. While some part of him appreciates it another part of him isn't exactly understanding why you're so concerned for him when Yuri is already taking of him. Occasionally when you truly want to make sure he's okay despite his reminders of Yuri's care he'll indulge you and let you check to make sure he's okay, if only to soothe your worries.
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(•˕ •マ.ᐟ JabberWock ( Seeing as you're there frequently, I added in their opinions! ) :
.𖥔 ܁ ˖ Towa Otonashi ( ! ) : Is an admirer of you! While he isn't in your dorm due to the obvious factor of the animal anomalies being potentially hazardous to the average student, especially after the incidents he's seen where a bite from an animal can affect a ghoul ( Haru ) so intensely, he thinks it pretty brave of you to still be willing to lend a helping hand.
He also tends to think of you very highly due to how you treat JabberWock with an overall sense of respect, both towards the animals, people and plants. To make it even better you can treat Haru whenever he gets bit by an anomalous animal, so he especially trusts you!
.𖥔 ܁ ˖ Ren Shiranami ( ! ) : Probably Neutral/Negative. Ren is a very slow burn type of person, something I feel was only vaguely portrayed through his interactions with 'Calamari'. Additionally, I feel the initial stand-offish nature with how he treats both nature and animals would rub you the wrong way, likewise, I think your more peaceful and calm aura irks him a little.
The relationship between you two would get better over the course of the events in Episode 3, but overall ends up neutral, as far as he's concerned he's got enough on his hands with the tasks Haru gives him that he doesn't see or feel the need to pursue friendships right now.
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࣪ ִֶָ☾. "You wanna know how to get the animals to like you? You just gotta show how much you love them, like this— Ow! Don't bite me, Peekaboo!"
── .✦ YOUR MATCHUP IS.... Haru Sagara !
⌯⌲SUMMARY/REASONING: Honestly I can see this starting out as a really cute friendship that blooms into romance quietly and slowly seeps into your actions. I can totally see the other ghouls ( and yourself in all honesty ) catching onto Haru falling for you before he does simply because he doesn't think about it, too busy managing JabberWock until one night he's simply thinking and it clicks that he's in love.
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⌯⌲ Early Meeting:
: ̗̀➛ The initial meeting is a little awkward, you had heard of Jabberwock from a few of the other students and had heard of the tour their dorm offered! On the dorm Haru's friendly nature served to immediately put you at ease, at least with the comfort the tour wouldn't be too awkward with a stiff guide who wouldn't really want to do it. ( Cough, Ren, Cough ), however later on when he tries to figure out a way to get you to come back and defaults to flirtation and flattery ( as it commonly works in his favor ) and it makes you uncomfortable the apology is almost immediate, and it's earnest too in his sincerity.
: ̗̀➛ It takes him a little while but at some point during the tour he remembered you as one of the Mortkranken students who helped out with the animals in Jabberwock, which is something he thanks you for once he remembered. He shifts the tour slightly, going off track enough for him to be less 'tour-guide' and more himself in his interactions with you. He guides you to some of the calmer, friendlier Anomalus animals and allows you to observe them with a fond smile though he does still encourage you to not interact with them as they are still wild animals and they can act in accordance with their instincts, regardless of their demeanor outwardly.
⌯⌲ Midway
: ̗̀➛ At some point between your visits to Jabberwock and your repeated appearance during his tours is when he begins to fall in love with you, but he doesn't recognize it as 'love' immediately. When most asked about you or teased him about you he always brushed off that fond feeling that stirred in his chest as affection for a friend. His mind further justified it initially with the fact that he was far too busy managing Jabberwock and trying to pull the dorm back onto its feet financially for him to even fall in love to begin with, though he doesn't deny the idea that being with you would be something he would like. It makes it difficult for him to deny though when he sees you with Alan, while he himself is denying it he can also blatantly see how Alan is trying to change himself so that he can interact with you more, he won't act on this jealousy but he does feel it. It's also what helps lead to him finally accepting that he's in love with you.
: ̗̀➛ It takes maybe a couple of weeks, maybe a month or two until it gets to a point where denial felt like he was fighting with a wall. He knew he was in love, and he could feel it in the way he found himself catering to you whenever you visited, even if that visit was because he had gotten bitten he was reluctant to leave your presence, finding mundane tasks that would allow him to ask you to stay for a little longer or just outright asking. There were a few times initially where he would just assume you would stay before remembering how Ren acts when he does it to him, and he attempts to ask you without outright saying it.
⌯⌲ Late
: ̗̀➛ As a partner Haru is very much so somebody who wants to actively help his partner, in any way that may be - he also loves doing acts of service for you. Seeing as his stigma makes him extra fast through the manipulation of gravity if you need something delivered somewhere or have a file to give to some other dorm he'll offer to do it for you! He loves seeing you happy and it helps keep the expenses down so he can save separately to buy you gifts for special occasions, he'll make small notes of things you like and it can be as brief as you mentioning you find a particular plant interesting and on a day when you need a pick-me-up, you'll conviently find a small bag of seeds for that exact plant in your room ( or somewhere around your room/package at the door ). There's no need to worry about space though, as long as the plants are safe for animals you can plant them at Jabberwock and he'll co-parent the plants with you! Poisonous ones, if those interest you would most likely have to stay in your room though.
: ̗̀➛ Additionally, he's also not really a jealous partner. He can understand sometimes that in his excitement he can be a little much and so he often lends you his room at Jabberwock for you to go and decompress in, or allow you to explore very select areas of Jabberwock, and during those times where the two of you are away from each other he has full confidence in the fact you'll remain loyal to him, and likewise he does his up most to ensure your trust in him is well placed. While he still does the tours as it's a good source of money for the dorms he dials the flirting back by a lot, it often comes out as simple compliments to the person that aren't particularly romantic in nature but still friendly enough to certify him in their memory as friendly! ( Example: "That's a very pretty necklace you have!" "I like your outfit, it matches your style" etc ). He's perfectly fine with you also having other friends even if they had interests in you romantically in the past, he can understand that there's an emotional connection there and he's willing to trust your staying faithful to him, but if you ever feel that there's somebody who you wouldn't want to be friends with then he's willing to act as the buffer between you and them.
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╰┈➤ Honorable mentions ( Runner ups! ): Alan Mido !
࣪ ִֶָ☾. "You're you, not someone else. You're doing a good job. Hold your head high."
.𖥔 ܁ ˖Why didn't they make the official pick? + Reasoning ( : ) It was honestly between him, Haru and Towards initially, but I narrowed it down to just him and Haru. Eventually Haru ended up winning because of the fact that unlike Alan, Haru doesn't have that chance of just being violent. While I would totally see him working to improve that part of himself for you, Haru would probably be an easier click for you and would most likely bond with you faster!
.𖥔 ܁ ˖ Your relationship with him honestly isn't fast paced, it probably starts after a few chance encounters in the halls, or during class. Most of the time that these encounters happened he was a little blunt, not unkind, but he wasn't friends with you and generally wasn't a talkative person.
However, as you two keep meeting he slowly begins to warm up. He won't try and lie to you about the fact he's not the most tender man, he's aware he can loose control - he doesn't enjoy or view that fact favorably but he lets you know early on what can happen, it's something he feels you deserve to know. While the friendship is still in the early stages he does make an effort to participate in your hobbies though, purposefully gentling his touch when it came to plants and animals in order to keep you happy.
.𖥔 ܁ ˖ When it came to romance he knew you meeting Haru was inevitable both from how you are as a person and the nature of work your dorm provides, yet some selfish part of him desperately wanted to keep you by his side. He had finally managed to bring his walls down enough to let somebody in, and he didn't want to loose that feeling of trust and vulnerability, of the hope for something more.
It doesn't take him long though to see why you and Haru work out though, A kind and energetic person with a calm and equally kind person fitting together like missing puzzle pieces and despite the initial pang of jealousy the sight brings he grows to accept it. His feelings don't quite fade but they do change out of respect for both you and a fellow captain, he's content to see you happy even if it isn't him who's making you smile that way.
♡ As the avatar of pride, Lucifer holds himself to a very high regard, however, this is to a fault because his initial impression of humans is that they’re all weak, fragile, and inferior to demons in both power and status (at the beginning of the RAD exchange program that is). Just as he is towards the MC in the game, he wouldn’t be particularly fond of you at first. He’d be respectful and professional when needed, but, deep down (or not), he’d just look forward to the exchange program ending and you going home. Being as curious and investigative as you are, you’d go against Lucifer's warnings about going into the basement and this would frustrate him to no end. I could even imagine you hitting it off with Belphie when he’s still locked up and sneaking up to hang out with him more than the MC in the game, which would really annoy him. To say that Lucifer wasn’t fond of you from the start is an understatement. Quite frankly, he hated you and the trouble you brought on. However, he’d grow a soft spot for you and his feelings would do a total 180.
♡ Unlike him, Lucifer’s brothers would grow fond of you pretty quickly (I imagine Mammon, Levi, and Satan would grow closest to you fast) and this affinity towards you is almost contagious since it’ll spread to Lucifer. At first, he’d be unable to see why his brothers like you so much but seeing how understanding you are with them, he’ll warm up to you.
♡ Lucifer would find himself enjoying how reserved and loyal you are. He’d find your presence refreshing in comparison to his chaotic brothers (Mammon specifically…). Lucifer is not exactly quiet, he’s just intense, but I think he’d feel as though he can just relax in your company. He’d enjoy conversing but would also enjoy comfortable shared silence! While Lucifer isn’t the most outwardly doting among his brothers, he does show that he cares in practical ways, which is by looking out for them and keeping them safe. He himself is very loyal to those he truly cares about (as can be proven by how he stood with Lilith against their father in the Great Celestial War) so someone who’s just as loyal would compliment him well. Also, being the most powerful among his brothers and carrying such a daunting title, many people fear him and don’t ever stand up to him. He’d value how you tell him what he needs to hear. He does have a hard time setting aside his pride and seeing his wrongdoings in the beginning, but you help him get over this (especially since you’d match his energy). At the same time, you’re uplifting to those you care about, and someone who’s constantly stressed and overworked could benefit from this (AKA Lucifer). He carries the guilt of Lilith’s fate and keeping everything a secret from his brothers. Sometimes he worries that he’s not a good older brother figure, so I think that you’d uplift him in ways that he needs it.
♡ Being the oldest brother, Lucifer is very responsible, organized, and overall stays on top of things. He has to be, anyways, especially with Mammon… He’d help you with remembering things in your everyday life and your procrastinating habits, which does come in clutch! Social cues may be something you don’t pick up on right away, but this poses no problem since Lucifer is very straightforward about what he wants. Since his attitude towards humans at the beginning of the program was very negative overall, he may have a harder time accepting his own feelings/his pride may get in the way of him acting immediately. However, once he’s accepted his feelings, he’ll be straightforward about his intentions and advances.
♡ Based on what you look for in a partner alone, it was very easy to narrow it down to Lucifer. He’s got an ego (of course!) and he’s possessive over what's his. You can even say that he’s too prideful (it’s his sin), but this is something he’ll work on for you. He does have that ego you like in partners though! When it comes to being possessive, Lucifer is very proud of his relationship with you and he’ll make it obvious. If anyone tries to whisk you away from him, he won’t hesitate to make it clear that you’re his (anyone who does this to him must have a death wish though…). Lucifer is very thoughtful as a partner, he’s not doting like a golden retriever, but he does notice your small habits and will accommodate to them. Ordering for you is something that he just does and you don’t even need to ask him. I can imagine that Lucifer would pursue you, since he generally likes to take the lead in relationships, so he’d be the one to confess to you.
♡ In a relationship, Lucifer’s main love languages would be quality time, acts of service, and physical touch! After a long day, he’d enjoy inviting you to his room, maybe to teach you piano (or you teach him violin), share some drinks (although if you don’t drink, he’ll simply get you tea), listen to music together, or simply converse. Once you feel more comfortable with physical affection, he’d also enjoy cuddling and holding you close. He likes to feel like he’s protecting you. I am also a firm believer that Lucifer would take you out on a date at least once a week, no matter what his work load looks like. Generally speaking, he’d opt for more traditional or expensive kinds of dates, like the classic candlelit dinner, an opera house, or watching an orchestra. However, Lucifer would also enjoy simply spending time with you and going on dates that you’re particularly interested in! I definitely think he’d be open to learning more about you and your interests, so he’ll plan dates to places that you voice interest in (like beach dates or botanical gardens for example). Lucifer isn’t the most vocal with his feelings, however, if you express that you’d like more words of affirmation, he’d be happy to give it to you.
♡ As for pets in the future… Well, Lucifer would not be very open to the idea at first. He did ban Satan from owning any cats, afterall. However, I think he’d develop a soft spot for your cats just as he did for you, it’d just take him time to warm up to them! Since they're yours, I think Lucifer would care for them just as much as he cares for you and would even let them into his study while he’s working, which is crazy since he won’t even let his brothers in when he’s working lol! Lucifer would insist that you two already have Cerberus plus your two cats already, but once he’s developed a soft spot for them, he’ll be more open to owning more pets with you. Satan will be very grateful for this btw if you get more cats..
The Dark Mirror determines that the nature of your soul is...
Ignihyde!
"A dorm based on the King of the Underworld's spirit of diligence."
♡ For someone as introverted, reserved, investigative, and realistic as you, Ignihyde was the choice that spoke for itself. Being based on the King of the Underworld’s spirit of diligence, its students are serious and tend to look at things from a realistic angle. Sometimes, there really are no positives in situations, and not everyone can face and admit that. You do though, and that’s a very Ignihyde coded trait. Quite frankly, Ignihyde students know when to cut the bullshit and think realistically. Not that they may reject any positives, but they just like to see things for what they are, and that’s what you do! It’s like they have a mental balance scale where they can calculate when the negatives outweigh the positives.
♡ Ignihyde students are, well… not known to have very great social skills. Even outgoing and bubbly students like Cater don’t have a single friend from Ignihyde. Not to say that you’re socially inept like many Ignihyde students, but you do keep to yourself, value your alone time, and fall more on the introverted side, so I believe Ignihyde would be perfect for you. You’d never have to worry about being dragged out to loud social events and have your alone time be disturbed. I could imagine a dorm like Scarabia might be overwhelming for you with how often they throw parties, anyways. Kalim would probably drag you around and have you try new foods and you’d stand there like a deer in headlights, stiff as a board from the crowd.
♡ Ignihyde students are known for their skills in tech-related fields above all. You mentioned majoring in Accounting, but also having an interest in IT, which has to do with computers and other technology. You’re very skilled in that area, which makes me believe that you’d fit in as an Ignihyde student. On top of that, many of your interests/hobbies are digital, such as video game lore deep diving and roleplaying. What better dorm for you than the one that’s focused and centered around technology? They are constantly researching the integration of magic with technology, so I believe this dorm can be very entertaining and fun for you!
♡ You wouldn’t be like those overwhelming extroverts, at least in Idia’s words. Unlike them, you’d be tolerable since you’re not super loud and obnoxious! Not an SSR Troublemaker either since you’d stay out of trouble. The two of you would get along and be friends for a while, well at least by Ortho’s standards. Idia isn’t very used to socializing and making friends, so he’s a bit awkward but he does see you as someone he can rely on! He’d be the kind of friend that’s mean to you sometimes, especially if you lag out of a game, but he does appreciate you for sticking around and spending time with him. Plus, you’re very fun to raid with!
♡ Ortho, on the other hand, is much more open about how fond he is towards you! He considers you a true friend and would love to invite you over to play games and spend time together, like in the anime he and Idia have seen. Ortho would come in handy whenever you forget things, since he has an excellent memory. Whenever you procrastinate, Ortho gives you logical explanations on why you shouldn’t and how it’s more beneficial to start now. It could get annoying but he does mean well! Oh, and he’d love how you uplift him! He’ll do the same for you when you need it. Overall, he’d also be another friend and maybe even like a sibling figure.
꒰Romantic Matchup꒱
⤷ Leona Kingscholar!
♡ Leona spends most of the time napping in the school garden and intimidates most people he meets due to his arrogant and snappy demeanor, while you on the other hand are more easygoing yet generally keep to yourself. Typically, Leona would need to be approached first since he seldom goes out of his way to seek people out, however, I imagine that this would be a close proximity sort of deal. If you imagine yourself as Yuu in this universe, then you’ll of course interact with him during his Overblot and after in other Housewarden’s overblots. If you imagine yourself as a character in Twisted Wonderland, then I could see you being friends with the underclassmen in his dorm (Ruggie and potentially Jack!), and in turn seeing him around more. Whatever the case is, I believe that the two of you are pushed to interact through outside circumstances and then take off from there. You and Leona have a lot in common, including how people generally perceive you as “unapproachable” or “scary,” being realistic, being loyal, not hesitating to match other people’s energy, and also listing sleeping as a hobby (of course). The similarities between you two lead me to believe that you relate enough just to get along, but at the same time, you possess other qualities that Leona’s partner would need.
♡ Leona is confident in his abilities and is prideful, however, this would not mesh well with someone who’s a total pushover. Like everyone else, Leona makes his mistakes, but he’s not always able to recognize or acknowledge them. It also doesn’t help that he’s a prince, so many often fear standing up to him due to his power and lineage. However, you’re the type to match energy and stand up to people where it’s needed or due. You would not let him treat you a certain way and would help him recognize where he’s wrong, so I think this works out. Leona also makes multiple comments in the game about how many people fear working with him due to his power, so the fact that you’re not afraid to do so/work things out in a relationship with him would be something he really appreciates.
♡ Leona is also widely misunderstood, especially by his own Kingdom, so I think that the fact you’re understanding would be both healing and appreciated. He’s used to people brushing him off as the snappy and moody younger prince and even fearing him, but you’d be able to recognize him for who he really is. While his family sees the version of him who loathes get togethers and spends most of his time alone, you’d see how intelligent and talented he is, as well as his competitive side. You’d recognize that he genuinely cares for his kingdom and its people, but he was unfortunately never given the chance to rule and never will. He’d feel understood with you.
♡ Leona values loyalty among all else. He may not have many close connections, but I see him as the type that cares very deeply and would be willing to stick by your side even if everyone else went against you. His loyalty is unwavering and something that he’s not afraid to display, so I think someone who is just as loyal (AKA you!!) would match very well with him. His loyalty also makes it so he’s willing to work through problems. Even if he’s not the most affectionate verbally, the last thing he’d want is to lose the only person he feels most understood with, so he’d be more willing to work through any misunderstandings of the sort. Also, despite being pessimistic/realistic, you uplift others, and I think Leona would secretly (or not) admire this aspect of yours! Again, he’s not used to many people approaching him and is more used to people disregarding him, so it genuinely means a lot when you uplift him.
♡ Leona doesn’t yap a ton either, plus he enjoys napping, so he’d like how reserved you are. Ideal presence to nap around TBH. When the two of you start dating though, he’ll be the type to simply drag you into his arms to nap with him (or nap on your lap). It’ll happen at the most random times, you could be complaining about a project that’s due in Crewel’s class that day, and he’ll decide to initiate a nap time. If you try to protest, he’ll tell you that he just handed you your ticket out of doing that project. Given how you like cuddling though, I think this would be something you enjoy! However, he will only do this when you’ve been in a long term relationship and when he knows it’s okay with you!
♡ When it comes to your criteria, I think that Leona fits this perfectly. He’s genuinely confident in his own abilities and he would be possessive albeit not in the overbearing, doting sort of way. He’d be possessive if anyone ever talks down on you, even putting an arm around your shoulders just to really show them that you’re together. If anyone even dares to hit on him (which is incredibly rare due to how people generally see him, but not impossible), he’ll also hold you and turn them away with ease. He is not afraid to show people what's his and is very proud to have you as his partner. Leona is more of an actions > words sort of guy, so he will absolutely accommodate the little quirks of yours. Ordering for you because he knows you don’t enjoy interactions is definitely something he would do even if you didn’t ask first.
♡ When it comes to love languages, Leona’s main ones are quality time, acts of service, and physical touch but heavy on quality time. If he’s spending time with you, it’s because he really likes you. He doesn’t often let people in, let alone spend one on one time with them, so it’s very telling in his case. I imagine that the most common form of quality time would be naps together and even playing some sports, you’ll likely have to propose that though, but just know Leona is not in Savanaclaw for no reason so he will play competitively. I also think that Leona wouldn’t be against indulging in your own interests or even hearing about them, whether it be about your favorite videogames or about your favorite stories/books. While Leona may not seem like he’s paying attention, you’ll understand that he does when Ruggie sends you merch or dino plushies from Leona. Speaking of Ruggie, Leona's acts or service kind of include Ruggie in the sense that he'll have Ruggie send over items to you more than he actually delivers them himself, however, I could totally see Leona offering to draw you a warm bubble bath after a stressful test-filled day and even making you tea. He’s thoughtful like that. The only need that may not be met is words of affirmation since Leona isn’t very expressive in that sort of way, however, if you bring it up with him, that’s something he’ll give you more of.
It's a mix of Homestuck inspired letters for my name that I created in 2018 on another app.
What’s your current comfort media?
Anime Free! (from 'Iwatobi Swim Club') is my current comfort media as I like how the story goes as I'm on season 2 by now. Watched a few episodes from the 1st season when it came out years ago but thought it was boring back then.
Song you’ve had on repeat this week?
'Rhapsody' by Kim Jaejoong, love the lyrics and instrumental with the rock vibe he has going on again.
What’s the last thing you hyperfixated on?
Mermaid Melody Pichi Pichi Pitch.
What’s an oddly specific thing that brings you joy?
I like collecting trinkets and small things so if I see something small and cute I get it.
What smell instantly makes you happy?
Flower Lily Of The Valley.
What's your phone wallpaper right now?
A photo of the moon that I took. I love taking pictures of it as it's so pretty to look at.
Are you a morning person, night owl, or something else entirely?
A lot of people tend to associate me with Lana Del Rey songs, especially Cinnamon Girl, so my blog name is actually inspired by her music! However, I could not put cinnamon girl as my username, so I tried to switch it up with @/sweetlikecinnamon, but that was taken at the time too, so I did vanilla instead🍨
What's your current comfort media?
Kamisama Kiss! It's such a cute show that never misses, it has its funny moments too🩷
Song you've had on repeat this week?
Nobody's Son by Sabrina Carpenter
What's the last thing you hyper fixated on?
Tokyo Debunker! A couple of you know this, but I do have an exchange arranged for this fandom, so I'm very excited for it! It's going to be lengthy but I love writing for this fandom and character, so this is something I'm really looking forward too. The ending for season one makes me very excited for season two (which is coming on the 29th ૮꒰ ྀི >⸝⸝⸝< ྀི꒱ა). Plus, my main got a new card and I ended up pulling it twice (along with the warding card) so that's exciting!
What's an oddly specific thing that brings you joy?
Children, but specifically when they try to help me. Not too long ago at work, I was restocking some body creams and this little girl (I wanna say she was about 1-2) came over to me and started smiling. She grabbed one of the body creams but ended up knocking over the rest as she did so. I quickly reassured her parents that it was okay but she helped me restock everything and it was so sweet because she clapped after she fixed it. After that, she just kept smiling at me when I restocked some of the other products and it was the cutest!
What smell instantly makes you happy?
The smell of freshly baked chocolate chip cookies🍪
What's your phone wallpaper right now?
My lockscreen is a picture of some orchids and my wallpaper is a picture of tulips 🌷
Are you a morning person, night owl, or something else entirely?
I am a night owl that typically stays up super late, but I'm working on fixing my sleep schedule as of late!
no pressure tags 💖: @blossombabbles, @princesspuppetttt, @tillichan, @apostl35, @jiataime
𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 This is actually the name of a perk from a game on Roblox that I used to/kinda visit! The game in question is called Decaying Winter and I'm level 300 on it! It's one of my favorite games to play in my free time.
What's your current comfort media?
I fear this has been my favorite comfort media for yeeaars but Its an old movie called Dragon Hunters released in 2008 and has an animated series along with it! There isn't a huge fandom for it but I do enjoy it regardless (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶) ‹𝟹
Song you've had on repeat this week?
Wriggle by Cosmo Sheldrake!
What's the last thing you hyper fixated on?
Tokyo Debunker & Fate Grand Order / FSN / FSF! ₍₍⚞(˶˃ ꒳ ˂˶)⚟⁾⁾ The former I currently have two accounts for ( I was going to be a Haru main but the Jin Kamurai brainrot got me first ), the latter I've only been able to consume copious amounts of fan content about since I don't have streaming services and I'm still gambling to get Gilgamesh so I haven't made much progress in the game (◞‸ ◟)💧
What's an oddly specific thing that brings you joy?
Watching birds interact or just exist honestly? There's a group of local ducks who like to 'Dumpster Dive' for example ( no, I'm not sure why they hang back there, they DO have a lake around the apartment complex (╥﹏╥) ), or the geese who have beef with me ( Just one, he's upset I didn't let him take the entire container of grains I was feeding him - He honks whenever my back is turned )
What smell instantly makes you happy?
Hot Coco! or Tea ( of any kind really! ) ₍₍⚞(˶˃ ꒳ ˂˶)⚟⁾⁾
What's your phone wallpaper right now?
My lockscreen is of phainon from HSR ( Honkai Star Rail ) - I do plan to change it soon though & My Wallpaper is of the sunset and clouds!
Are you a morning person, night owl, or something else entirely?
I am a night owl whenever I get the chance but school forces me to wake up early (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞
≽(•⩊ •マ≼ No pressure tags ❤︎ ( : ) TBA! Im currently locked in on writing and Tokyo Debunker...)
