The Legend of Appa @appamusprim3 - Tumblr Blog

#i still miss you #can't get over it #why can't i just be happy #why do i still love you

Dear world, You have tons of problems. Some have been going on for years,others not so much. Lately you've had some issues with the gay community. I understand it's new,different and to some not "normal", but why make this your top priority? Why is this an issue? How does this make headlines and cause problems for everyone(apparently it offends God) and not everything else. Aren't there people who are hungry,cold,sick and dying. yet, you want to sit there in disgust because Kyle loves Billy,while theres other unacceptable matters that are at play. Why is it ok for people to steal from one another,hurt,kill,betray their loved ones,tons of other problems appropriate of our time. yet,we do em everyday. People say "oh God will be offended". If God really took offense he'd/she'd/ it'll do something about it. He/she/it doesn't you know why? Because he's/she's/it's trying to help people. (If it was a problem to God that problem wouldn't be the most important of issues on his/her/it's list.)those people are becoming equal to everyone else. No longer are they outcast or unacceptable to society. they are equal just like everyone else. Just like the kids who are starving and dying. Just like the poor and homeless on the street. We all came to this earth alone,a waste of skin. You have to earn your keep. You bring your honor to your name. No one is better than anyone else,no one is perfect(not even your God). we poison our minds with hate and violence and we fill our hearts with sorrow and pain. This is all we know,misery loves company. We can't allow this to continue,we have to grow as a whole and not just with the gay rights thing but with everything. It's time to grow up, We're in an age of great peace and prosperity but we allow the ignorant to guide us. We need to stop and take responsibility and make up for our mistakes. This is just the start of change. Change can Not be stopped it will happen not just for us but for every person on this planet. I am not religious nor will I ever be,but I don't need religion to tell me to be a good person,to love,to be kind,to help others. I do it because it's the right thing to do. I see people(not all)of God,people who claim to follow his/her/it's faith, to be the most cruel,rude,ignorant,greedy,corrupt, inconsiderate,selfish,unappreciative people(the complete opposite of what they practice and preach)I may not be a man of faith but at least I try to be "good".maybe we should stop looking to religion for answers and maybe we should start looking right in front of us and start doing what is right. Metaphorically speaking; Stop complaining about the light bulb being out(equal rights) when you have a car smashed into your house(war,world hunger,etc) Think about it... Much love to EVERYONE Congratulations to equal rights and may we continue to grow and progress as a whole Sincerely, Someone who wants peace

Adam Castro

#gay rights #equal rights #equlaity #worldpeace

A day without you is like an eternity

#my heart #jiiinki

Sometimes,life gives you hell and once you go through it's raging fury,all you want at the end is a hug

My Heart

#my heart #FML #hugs

"Your performance evaluation was sub par this decade." I shifted uncomfortably in my seat, "Well, I've been busy kinda doing my own thing." "A whole decade." "Well, yeah, I mean... you know, there's been a lot of stuff." "Stuff..." "Well, uh, yeah, have you guys ever watched Game of Thrones? It's pretty amazing." "And what else, if we may ask, have you done this decade, Jack?" I couldn't even remember my last evaluation. Today was my 20th birthday so that puts my last evaluation at ten years old. Ten years old. But I'm pretty sure it went better than this one is going. I mean what did this panel know anyway? Bunch of stuffy old suits with crappy ties and comb-overs. Did they go through these evaluations too? How interesting could they be? "Well, uh, you know... my own thing." "As you've said." Definitely not going as well as it did 10 years ago. "Okay Jack, well our initial evaluation, at least, isn't final. What we're really after is personal development, so we're going to dig deeper into some aspects of your life before we make up our minds." I nodded. Stuffy-old-tie-man looked over to other-stuffy-old-tie-man, who started reading off a small piece of paper, "Physical achievements?" "Well, uh, for a couple months I did crunches twice a week. And I take the stairs at work every time I remember to." "In your previous decade, you'd learned to crawl, walk, run, swim, and exercised a few hours every day..." He reached for the red rubber stamp on the table, and with a SLAM marked the paper. "Interpersonal relationships?" "I have an old OKCupid account. I use Tinder a lot more often these days, I'm kind of messaging this one girl on and off." "Last decade you spent every day bonding with your family and tried to make friends with every person you met on the street." He reached for the red stamp. SLAM. "Artistic development?" "I watch a lot of TV." I saw him go for the red stamp again, "WAIT, wait, and I also use Photoshop. I made this one picture of a shiba inu riding a scooter. I called it Very Vespa." "In your last decade you learned what colors were, and developed immediately to experimental painting techniques using your fingers. You made your mother gifts that brought tears to her eyes." SLAM. The list seemed to go on forever. Moral growth. Financial progress. Professional advancement. And each one of my answers was promptly followed with the damning SLAM, that stamp dropping like a guillotine. "Well Jack, that's it." It couldn't be. I hadn't made one good impression this whole time. The stuffy old men passed my paper around, shook their heads, muttered in each other's ears. "Jack... this a little disappointing." "NO progress, if anything, it's all been steps back" "Very very disappointing Jack." "Very." My eyes darted between all of them. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know how to plead my case. These old men had turned into the most frightening people I'd ever seen. "You don't even live up to your ten year old self, Jack." Maybe I had grown complacent. I enjoyed it. I liked watching my shows, dicking around on the internet, chatting with strangers. I mean... yeah when you broke it down into a cold list like that, it kind of sounds like I'm not doing so well, but I enjoyed it. Isn't that what mattered? "This is just... pathetic Jack. We've seen some sad cases, but never one like this. Not one sign of development. Not. One." I was almost in tears at this point. That was it. I'd screwed it all up. I could see them all whispering to each other, no doubt going over what execution method to use. I was hogging the resources. I was a dead end holding everyone back. Then the whispers stopped. All eyes fell back on me. My eyes fell to the table. "Jack... we have to let you go." "You're pathetic Jack. You live an empty life devoid of excitement, stimulation or passion. You live every single day like some sort of drone drifting from casual distraction to casual distraction." "We just... we can't kill you. You're too pathetic, Jack." and with that, he reached for the green stamp, held it over my paper for a moment that stretched on forever... SLAM. "The council is taking pity on you." "You get one chance. Just one." "See you in ten years." They slid my paper back to me. This had to be a mistake. I'm good to go? I can leave? I stared at the paper, green stamp and all, lying on the table in front of me. I snatched it up before it could be stolen away, and fled out of the office as if my life depended on it. Which, really, it did. Riding the bus home, I kept looking the report over. I really hadn't lived up to my potential had I? Once, I'd grabbed life by the horns just because I could, now talking to the cashier at the supermarket was a chore. Maybe this wasn't just about saving my life. Maybe I should turn things around because that's simply the best way to live life. That was it. That was absolutely it. And I had it right here, an objective peer evaluated report that showed me where my life had fallen short. A cheat sheet for how to improve myself. And I was going to improve myself. I was going to go home and turn my life around. I was going to go home, watch an episode of House of Cards, and turn my life around. I was going to go home, watch an episode of House of Cards, maybe order a pizza, and turn my life around.....

Can't remember but it's a pretty good story

#Jiiinki

If I could give you the world,would you be afraid of change? If I could take away all your suffering,would you miss the pain? If I could make you smile,would you ever want to cry again? If I made you better in the begining,would you have stayed strong in the end? If I could show you how to love,would you forget how to hate? If I saved you from hell,would you follow me through the gates?

Adam

#my heart #poems #maybe not the best #fuck it #if only she knew

Some people workout to be sexy,others for thier health.Me?I just want to be able to run away from the zombies

My heart

#zombies #working out #my heart

We live to love,we love to live.we love to learn,but we are never taught how to love.maybe we need new teachers…..

-Adam (I said that shit yo)

#my heart

#school #finals #insanity

As a child I was told to treat others like you want to be treated,if you have something to say speak out.Let your mind free so to say.Love and forgive everyone no matter how bad it is.throughout my life I have done these things to others in hopes that they would do the same.I was wrong,humanity is a cruel,selfish,primitive race who only care for themselves.I grew up trying to do everything right but it never worked out.My mother never loved me,she chose her drugs before any of us.My family hated me because my father which I knew nothing about.I was an outcast and I tried my very best to be better not for me but for my family.So I can be accepted and loved.Apparently that was to much.Instead they pushed me down and left me there.Still I tried in hopes that one day I wouldn't be alone.When I did have people that cared for me,again,it was limited.whenever they had a problem I would be there for them no matter what but when I needed help there was no one to hear me cry.now I'm surrounded by friends and yet I feel so lonely.My heart aches and it's slowly dying.I'm starting to lose all feelings and that scares me.I don't want to be an emotionless monster but it's really hard when the world is so cold.I can say I've walked an honest path in my life but it feels like it leads to no where.It seems like all the assholes,douches,and cunts get all the glory.Kind people get nothing and that's what sickens me.Why must we be this way?why must everyone be so "dark"?Aren't we supposed to be there for each other?Yet we kill,cheat,steal and hurt one another.Honestly I want to die not because I hate my life but because I hate the life I'm in.I feel unloved,misunderstood,mistreated,neglected.I don't want it anymore but still amongst all this sorrow I still won't do it because people need me.I'm selfless I've always put myself last and it really,really sucks.when is there time for me??I'm so miserable I feel luke a fucken pathetic retarted piece of shit.You have no Idea how shitty I feel and no one will.There's so much more that pains but I've bitched long enough.I post this not for a cry for help but to clear my mind.I mean it's not like anyone would fucken care or take the time to read this shit.Oh well I'm use to it I guess....

My fucking head

#my heart