(ᵕ—ᴗ—) @appetiteofapplpleaser - Tumblr Blog

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✉︎ mostly a vent blog, block and move on <3

✉︎ june | he/they

✉︎ '07

✉︎ catalogue of my mental illness

✉︎ trigger warnings for mentions of s/h, ed etc, the full package, no i am not okay, no im not glorifying or encouraging anything BYE

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#this is a sideblog btw #yanblr #jirai danshi #bpd blog #bpd safe #jiraiblr #v anxious to interact with this side of tumblr but ive been lurking for very long-#bpdblr #4n4blr #not pro but we know how it is.

haven't been ed rambling here in a while but i think a big part of my relationship with food is that i was forced to eat everything on my plate.

#unfuckingbelievable how much of a universal experience it is among overweight folks #'you have no self control' idk because my parents forced me to overeat as a child bye

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseeeee

#IM SENDING YOU HEART EMOJIS OCME ON

appetiteofapplpleaser

being staunchly against ai but at the same time having a lowk crush on a person that likes fucking around with gen ai models so here I am

appetiteofapplpleaser

this is about [redacted] btw

being staunchly against ai but at the same time having a lowk crush on a person that likes fucking around with gen ai models so here I am

#have I mentioned it's a person Ive never even met irl

aaaaaaaaaaaaa HEAD IN FUCKING HANDS KILL ME I AM NEVER GETTING OVER THIS.

#giving like. 80% chance that i will text her at 3am apologizing #because im ufcking stupid apparently

appetiteofapplpleaser

i keep on just fucking it up over and over again and oh my fucking god can someone bring the fucking firing squad out

appetiteofapplpleaser

yeah i should be fucking shot actually

i keep on just fucking it up over and over again and oh my fucking god can someone bring the fucking firing squad out

i am so fucking bad at talking to [redacted] that its not even funny oh my fucking god.

#a new person to go insane about for few weeks until i decide that i am not normal #we will call them [redacted] for the sake of names #yes #i doubt they even know about this blog #hopefully.

recovery from any mental illness is such a weird experience bc i get insanely attached to music so when i hear something that i listened to during my ana days im getting just frozen in spot.

#'he stayed skinny to feel pretty / can't say that it worked but it got to my head'#like yeah damn i did. i did do that.#bonus points if spotify does me an emotional whiplash and plays me sth i listened to in the early recovery.#'zielone winstony' my beloved

areyoupure

checking my notifs every 2 seconds because

#*gets shot*

appetiteofapplpleaser

touch starved, attention starved, affection starved, starved in general

appetiteofapplpleaser

some things never change huh

appetiteofapplpleaser

this type of mood istg

fucking stupid latvian man and his platonic flirting UGH

#kyskyskyskyskys #I got it bad and i haven't even seen him in person PLEASE GOD #it's just a crush and i know it's just a crush and it has No Way of happening ever because he's straight and older than me #i need someone to fucking lobotomize me out of this oh my fucking GOD UGHHH

I wish I wasn't such an emotional burden to my mom.

#each time I hear her say 'im sorry i can't help you' i have to hold back from crying harder #i wish she didn't have to worry. that ill die. that ill struggle in life. that ill never be happy.#i wish she didn't have to deal with the burden of having a depressed child.

appetiteofapplpleaser

touch starved, attention starved, affection starved, starved in general

appetiteofapplpleaser

some things never change huh

RECOV WINS I HAVE MUSCLE OUTLINES ON MY ARMS KKDJSHFJKDS

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