#1 ryoji mochizuki fan

have now finished persona 3 :D blog for reblogging things with spoilers so my friends who follow my main don't see

[appriserpussy]

people will really vaguepost about you on tumblr rather than have a real conversation LOL

[appriserpussy]

swear the people who call themselves "painfully selfless 🥺🥺" are the least likely to talk about anything but themselves. "ooh i just care so much about other people 🥺 it hurts me so much to be so giving 🥺 i'm such a people pleaser🥺" ok then MR BEAST IMPOSSIBLE CHALLENGE acknowledge and react to literally one sentence anyone else says rather than monologuing about yourself in a vaguely related fashion. challenge impossible. piranha pit.

[senblades]

there's a friendly face at the end of the road

[draconicdeityarts]

God gives his hardest battles to his silliest billies

[hypogryffin]

a lesson in façades

[denizenhardwick]

something i love about akeshu is the "i know you know" of it all. them being rivals makes very little sense outside of the context of joker being the leader of the phantom thieves, and yet he is the one who proposed that they be rivals. because akechi already knows, and joker knows he knows. their "rivalry" is a game, they're friends hanging out but they're playing a game, how much can they dance around the issue, how much can they say, how blatant can they be without losing that veneer of plausible deniability. but it's not just that, because joker, who is observant enough to notice the discrepancy between what hand akechi shook with and what hand he played pool with, definitely noticed that akechi heard morgana. so akechi thinks he's winning because his secrets aren't part of their game, but they are, because joker knows. he knows what akechi means when he says, "if i'm going to take you out." it's their game. he never tells his other friends, because this is about them. they're friends. akechi talks about murdering him over the phone and they still hang out. they duel in memetos with apparent lethal intent, akechi confesses his hatred to joker, then invites him to jazz jin a week later. he doesn't want to kill his friend, his rival in this game, but a couple days later, he puts a bullet through joker's head anyway.

i know you know, but you don't know i know.

when did it stop being a game, i wonder? did it ever?

[hypogryffin]

day 4: graduation

[azuries]

🌕

[glassaiko]

would you betray your most beloved to love them?

[darknicjen]

mitsuru day 🏍️

[ryoplicaisherenow]

~*~*~Happy Mother's Day~*~*~

[eru-iru]

orpheus looked back

[hypogryffin]

more thoughts on party members teaching you weapons because i do have thoughts about this unrelated to gay sex i prommy

[azuries]

sooo im cooking up my own take of the sees ryoji au and heres a sketchy preview + quick storyboard for a potential theurgy concept :’)))

working on this au has been so fun and made me realize how tragic his character really is. god i love ryoji to death (no pun intended)

[bisexualryoji]

fuukas line about wondering what ryoji did for christmas fucks me up so bad

wdym he probably cried. wdym he most likely spent it alone due to his slow transformation with nyx.

and likely since he has no physical home to come back to, hes probably wandering the streets, spending his time people watching.

i think about times where he did. i think about the multiple thoughts running through his head as he watches. seeing more evidences of how valuable connections with humans are, and how valuable life can be. he sees couples hanging out. he sees families exchange gifts. he sees friends on late night outings. so many smiles, and he relishes. he admires, and he revels in how beautifully delicate it all is.

if makoto romances any of the girls i can also imagine him running across makoto being with one of them for christmas eve. as he sees it, he feels nothing but genuine happiness and relief that hes able to find an intimate connection with someone. because to him, thats what love is. thats what love can offer. and ryoji is so happy that the person he loves has it. all he can do is smile. despite all that hes done to makoto and sees, theyre still finding ways to live. and thats something that will forever latch to ryojis conscience

and yet, i can also sense some longing, a bit of envy as ryoji watches them. he had a taste of what that was like through junpei, the guys, the girls, makoto. he got firsthand experience of what its like to love and care for someone, and to an extent, being cared for. but intentionally, hes straying away from it all. he doesnt wanna contribute to hurt anymore, any more than he’s going to. but he indulges the thoughts of what if anyway. if all of this, didnt have to happen. like what if he didnt have to fulfill his role as the appriser? he imagined he would have been good company.

and theres the one simple fact looming over him; that all of what he’s seeing is going to get taken away due to to the fall. all of it will be gone. the smiles, the memories these people have made, the connections they have all cherished, because of his role. because of nyx. and all he can do is watch.

[epicfranb]

grian gets died

[azuries]

12/31/09

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