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I guess I know

[apriling-my-way]

new fixation- this guy at work i’ve with for more than an year. not a fixation per say. but something sort of. we had a thing, which i thought going into something. but it didn’t. so idk where we stand. good thing is that would not impact our work because we’re both chill about it.

another part to this- there’s a new guy at work. he is ethereal. so beautiful. legit

[apriling-my-way]

nothing happened with any of these guys. the pretty one is way less fun and entertaining. i vibe with the other guy more. the thing about us girls is, at least me, we are indeed very materialistic that i want a tall good looking etc guy, till we actually start liking someone. Once that happens, nothing mattress. They are beautiful to us. I have this terrible fixation on this guy still going on. more than my liking for him is the fact he doesn’t give me any attention, which drives me crazy.

And the thing is it isn’t about him. Even if i move on, it’ll be the same toxic circle with the next guy. But keeping that aside, and not giving logics behind my feelings, right now i really like him. Although i ended things with him. For the best, but i lowkey wish i didnt :(

[mortalityplays]

btw you will miss this in 5 or 10 years. memory will smooth these circumstances down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a shade of light or a moment of this particular innocence. you don't know about what happens next, and one day that will be the most alluring thing of all. don't leave it all for nostalgia. have a nice night now, whatever night it happens to be.

[apriling-my-way]

new fixation- this guy at work i’ve with for more than an year. not a fixation per say. but something sort of. we had a thing, which i thought going into something. but it didn’t. so idk where we stand. good thing is that would not impact our work because we’re both chill about it.

another part to this- there’s a new guy at work. he is ethereal. so beautiful. legit

[apriling-my-way]

We are two sisters

We are two sisters,

too similar to love each other,

too related to despise

I am the fire sign, and she’s the water

still she follows in my footsteps

hotter, more passionate of a fire

There’s so much fire in her

that she took from me

the little sister forgot to save some space

for love for her elder sister

Who would need a lover

if one has a sister who loves you

and who would need an enemy

if one has a sister who isn’t friends with you.

And who would need an enemy

whose own sister despises her.

[anthropoetics]

kinder than man, althea davis

[jynersso-moved-deactivated20250]

tell me this isn’t cassian when jyn touches his arm when they’re on way to scarif

[depsidase]

[apriling-my-way]

every few months or so I have a new infatuation. It's like I'm in love, keeps life interesting. Life becomes boring without a crush.

It consumes me. It's so overwhelming. it's all that im thinking about, it's all I can think about. Why is my heart so fragile its ever ready to be broken by anybody.

Why is it i keep on waiting for their texts knowing nothing is coming out of this. Why can I not continue being a girl boss on DND mode and my own shit.

It is just a teenager thing I used to think. im not a teenager anymore. Although I'd like to be one. but im happy right now. There are so many aspects to everything.

i guess I'd know stuff

[duckdotcom]

would you put a discarded fruit sticker on my forehead in whimsical jest yes or no

[magic-coffee]

I'm like a girl who wants to read more books but doesn't

[kosmogrl]

[kosmogrl]

there’s so many things I want to do! unfortunately there’s also little determination from my part and images to look at instead

[vellichnora]

there's just something inherently holy about a girl vibing alone in her room

[vellichnora]

via Vincent Giarrano on instagram

https://instagram.com/vgiarrano?utm_medium=copy_link

[ijaazat]

everything is so so significant to me how am i supposed to live

[apriling-my-way]

[apriling-my-way]

i love tumblr i spend 27 hours a day here and then i forget about its existence for two months

[apriling-my-way]

i talked to my best friend after so long our conversation didn't have that flow ~

will it ever come back?