Fandom Fever @aprilsorocks52 - Tumblr Blog

It's not fair that at age 14 I was writing stuff like, "Oh my midnight ocean, I'm desperate to drown in your eyes of tidal waves."

Now I be taking college writing classes, looking at the floor for 30 minutes, and writing shit like, "Oddles of noodles gonna get me spahootled, my dudel."

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@crankgameplays

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the way he immediately realized how bad that sounded

So I got bored and decided to redownload Tumblr.

I even remembered my old email and password.

It's so odd to be back, emotional even. So much as changed. When I started this blog i was horribly depressed, I didn't see a future for myself at ALL. I attempted to end my life 4 times. I've since gotten out of a horrible abusive 2 year relationship, lost my mother almost 2 years ago, graduated high school (WhooHoo! Class of 2020!), chopped all my hair off, came out as PanSexual, and been excepted to my dream collage to study Creative Writing.

I dont know who all will see this, if any of you are still here, but I want you to know that life Can get better if you try. I didn't think it could but once I took responsibility for my life into my own hands, put on a tough face and, "I'm ready to be happy," my life got better.

It's good to be back!