[apvong]

05312022

This is so sad to say out loud.. but tbh, I’ve never felt so ugly in my life lol. I’ve always had low self esteem but lately it feels like it has gotten 10x’s worse.  

[apvong]

03252022

I bought a scale today for the first time in years... boyyyy do I regret it so damn much. This feeling of defeat and sadness I have right now after seeing how much I weigh sucks so much. 

[apvong]

Often times I think about how grateful I am to have a boyfriend like Huy. Not only for all his knowledge in cars but mostly for who he is/has become in the past year and a half. I can’t fully put my thoughts into words, but to sum it all up, things with him just feels so right. Yeah, we argue and I cry and we don't agree with each other 85% of the time, but ever since he stepped foot into my life, I can’t see life without him. 

[allleyezzonme]

You know what strength is? Forgiving a person who wasn’t even sorry.

[apvong]

These post festival blues are hitting so hard that it’s got me back on tumblr. Lmao.

[apvong]

Lately the thought of having to interact with people just feels heavy. Even when I try to not go anywhere or do anything that involves being in a social environment, plans pop up and we end up doing the complete opposite. I’ve been working so much that by the time the weekend comes, I’m exhausted. My social battery has been so low for so long, I’m starting to feel numb.

[noorskitchen]

One of the most challenging things I’ve had to learn is that healing must be intentional. There is no one golden day that comes and saves you from all your misery. Healing is a practice. You have to decide that it’s what you want to do and actively do it. You have to make a habit out of it. Once I learned that, I only looked back to see how far I came.

[wldsunflwr]

I want more. I want to be surrounded by those who are positive and invested in me; I want to be positive and invested in others. I want to laugh really, really hard, a lot. I want to let go of the things not meant for me – friendships that are not fulfilling, relationships that are painful, memories that haunt. I’m ready to write more, create more, read more, adventure more. I’m ready to embrace and enjoy life for what it is and push to have positive experiences.

[apvong]

For once in my life, I finally feel like I belong. I belong to a group of friends who check on me. Who notices when I’m not myself without even saying it. Who includes me in plans and makes me feel like I’m wanted. It’s a cool feeling really. I hope this friendship stays forever.

[apvong]

Ever have those days when laying on the ground feels good? Just staring at the ceiling while vibing to good ass music.. makes me feel so 😌

[makeuphall]

[weltenwellen]

Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours

[apvong]

I live for the moment when someone finally stops responding to that toxic person in their life.

[thoughtkick]

“She was beautiful, but not like those girls in the magazines. She was beautiful, for the way she thought. She was beautiful, for the sparkle in her eyes when she talked about something she loved. She was beautiful, for her ability to make other people smile, even if she was sad. No, she wasn’t beautiful for something as temporary as her looks. She was beautiful, deep down to her soul.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald (via quotefeeling)

[thoughtkick]

“You can’t just give up on someone because the situation’s not ideal. Great relationships aren’t great because they have no problems. They’re great because both people care enough about the other person to find a way to make it work.”

— Unknown (via perfeqt)

[thoughtkick]

“Be kind, work hard, stay humble, smile often, stay loyal, be honest, travel when possible, never stop learning, be thankful always, and love.”

— Ritu Ghatourey (via thoughtkick)

[thoughtkick]

“I over-analyze situations because I’m scared of what will happen if I’m not prepared for it.”

— Turcois Ominek (via surqrised)