Canât seem find the space to relax
Every stone that you cast
Keeping a close grip on em
Cause I canât be throwing em back
Doin my best not to react
Iâm holdin on to what little bit of dignity I still have
Holdin back, cause I donât want a reason to relapse
But i hate when these fiendin ass demons
Keep finding a reason to laugh
So I gotta keep blazing past all of this trash
Like the Phoenix I keep burin through all of this ash
Not holdin on to none of the past
Everyday Iâm achieving new goals,
gotta keep breathing for that.
So I stay focused on me and mines,
I gotta keep reaching for that
I canât stand a gold digging ass bitch
Cant see any reason for that
I donât know how nobody seeinâ that
You will never get your respect back,
Donât know how you keep believin in that.
She keep all of her heartâs desires poured into being the enemy,
and she still ainât contempt.
Regretting every decision sheâs made,
and all of the time she has spent
Breaking every single commandment,
all the way up to the tenth
She claimin she down to Earth,
but canât go any deeper then that
Correcting every one of my mistakes
my biggest pet peeve is that.
But I still canât save no hoe,
Itâs best that I keep on preaching that.
Truth is only thing I wanna know,
so I gotta keep speaking on that.
Wonât let nothing hold on to my soul