Rat

He/Him | 18 | Active 2021 | CW: 130, SW: 140, GW1: 115 | Block, don't report

[bluueesus]

[sadinternetgirll]

[ayellowtide-blog]

people who lose their appetite when they get really stressed

[vodkashots-and-boytears]

One taught me love

One taught me patience

One taught me pain

[chilicheddar]

You know what sucks

Having an eating disorder and failing at having said disorder. Having the same cycle every few weeks. Not losing weight, but still obsessing over eating less and constantly counting calories. Losing a little bit of weight, then realising you can’t do this for the rest of your life because you feel like absolute shit, mentally and physically, and you realise you have a healthy weight. Then deciding to pig out and hate yourself for it. Then eating normal again. Aaaand a few weeks later you start over..

You will never meet your goal, but you can’t let it go. Everyday is a disappointment. Everyday you feel like a failure. Stuck. Endlessly.

[mia-is-a-scam]

Wild how ppl think bulimia is the "puking" disorder when in reality it's all about binge eating and extreme compensation. Binging and fasting, binging and over excercising, binging and manipulating your insulin or thyroid meds, binging and laxatives, binging and puking or a combo thereof. For me its binging and puking, restricting, often lax and diet pills and also excercise. Also wild how bulimics are represented as being thin but in reality we're mostly average or plus sized. I normally dont even correct ppl honestly bc I hate being associated with binging even tho its like my biggest ever addiction but I mean idk. Proper representation would be nice

[skinnygem]

me @ my ugw

[coldbrewbones]

wanted to share this with u guys <3

[ang3lb1t3z]

the endless loop of ed tumblr is: get triggered -> log on for the first time in a while -> decide you want to recover -> slip into quasi-recovery -> get triggered…..

[2cals]

weight loss spell !!

like to charge, reblog to cast

[pretty-bonez]

Oml the day after I did this, my stomach is much much flatter and my arms/legs are thinner there’s no way I didn’t lose weight reblogging again

[g0ne2w0nderland2]

it’s my favorite little spinny star!!

[v4mp1rebone]

This lillte shitty star better work 😩

[vaguehorror]

extremely shitty malespo piccollage just to get these photos off my phone lol

[2fu-deactivated20170803]

using reject film prints for a piece about loving while borderline

[notyoures]

trying again

[gotta-b-grunge]

Favorite thinspos 👀

[dinerblackcoffee]

Imagine reaching your goal weight. Imagine not having to try on 10 different outfits before going somewhere cause they all make you look fat. Imagine being able to sit down and not having your pants suffocate you. Imagine going to the gym and not being self conscious cause people can see your roles when you use the machinery. Imagine all your friends wondering how you're so skinny. Imagine being able to accept food every now and then when people offer. Imagine your family not criticizing you for what you eat anymore. Imagine your mom and sister being jealous about how flat your stomach is and how much weight you've lost. Imagine being able to do stuff without feeling self conscious about your weight. Imagine...

[ohnoit-deactivated20210622]

STORY OF MY FUCKING LIFE

[aratprince]

Last server got raided

but we are making a new one. DM me for access to the discord.