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where was i. what just happened. how did i get here. was any of that real

#drove through weird rural backroads i did not know existed

making myself so excited and also so anxious for kitsune

#i want to drawwww i want to work on printsss #making myself finish these paws bc i need them for saturday and that should be my priority #but aughhh

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I ☝️ don't feel. Very good maybe

arborsys

#me too 🤝

see this is why i don’t let myself feel my emotions i am so physically fucking tired

i sit in the store too long and i start having “i need to run away and start a new life far from here” thoughts. i know who you are

i think i’m a bad person

#/nsrs

and to think that this is her on lexapro

#i was gonna leave it and just go to bed but i need to vaguepost i can’t help myself

arborsys

forgot that i cant wholeheartedly commit my attention to consuming media for more than an hour or two straight or i turn evil

arborsys

holy shit food and water is so good has anyone heard of this

forgot that i cant wholeheartedly commit my attention to consuming media for more than an hour or two straight or i turn evil

#help

quit micromanaging meeee *sends everything around me flying w my psychic powers*

#‘you need to move your car every 48 hours or they’re going to think that it’s an abandoned vehicle and you committed a crime’#sometimes my mom says things and all i can think is that i hope i dont sound like this to other people #but lucky for me i think ive let my anxiety and ocd control my life in an entirely different way where no one ever hears about it 😁#i need to move out. that’s the thesis here #get me out

lobotomized light my bbg <33

of course it’s the two of them working 😭😭😭

plural light yagami. send post

oh my voice is starting to get funny huh

#i’ve noticed it changing but it feels like. strained. today

drawing this line in the sand now before shit starts changing. if they go up to 50/50 i’m pulling. i’ve talked to enough other artists to know that it is almost never profitable for the vendor and it almost definitely won’t be for me

#they’re specifically talking abt making the store more profitable and that’s very understandable and admirable #i want the store to stay open #but it’s also a little scary knowing that i’m one of their sources of income #bc it affects my income too

i wish my mom understood the concept of quietly existing in the same space. sometimes i don’t wanna talk and it’s not because im mad or i hate you it’s just bc i don’t feel like talking. and then when i don’t talk she feels the need to fill the silence and just keeps talking at me. the silence does not need to be filled!!! we can just exist!! it’s okay!!

#and then when i do actually try to talk to her she barely listens >:P #i need to get out of here man

oh i should not be watching dungeon meshi on an empty stomach

#i wanna eat boiled mimic :((( yum

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