How does one have thoughts on the sun, the moon, or the shining stars that guide sailors across the grey churning sea?
How can one explain what is felt within the heart when they come home? To feel the lovely embrace of an empty space?
It is as if you have asked me how to breathe, or how to blink. Something that comes so naturally to me that I cannot imagine explaining it.
On the low, quiet thump next to your soul. The one that never truly leaves when we perish, the one that simply rejoins the chorus of silent life that is always singing within the infinite.
Our blood knows every inch of our bodies, still we cannot feel a thing.
Explain a skyscraper to an ant, or bacteria to a blue whale, tell them that there are things in this world so magnanimously microscopic that they can never truly know them; yet still they keep them in their hearts.
The shaking of an atom, the slow growth of an ancient tree, the constant shifting and turning of the earth that its stewards so rarely feel. There is the unknown all around us, but we still love it, we crave it, we read about it—create art in caves that ask “is anybody here? I was.”
It is in this unknown where love lies.
It cannot be quantified, or understood, to think of it is to think of a new colour to bathe your most beloved in during the dying hours of the day.
My thoughts on Patroclus?
I suppose you must ask yourself what your thoughts on love are.
There, in that between, in that crevice so small it is ignored and trampled beneath the waking conscious; there is your answer.
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