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Miss Gabby Wilde | 19 | Bartender | Mother “Grown-ups never understand anything by themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always and forever explaining things to them” -The Little Prince

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Look in the mirror and remind yourself what you are and what you are not. You are not someone else’s opinion of you.

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Kurt: I guess I just told you. Because yes, that's who and at least part of the why. I mean it is so obvious he loves you and only you. So why go on a Date with me? Why tell me that he likes me? And excuse me, but you don't go on Dates with someone and you don't tell someone you like him like that if you are not at least a little romantically interested in that person. I feel played and lied to. He let me think there was a connection, knowing fully well he only wants you.

Gabby: I'm not trying to justify Blaine's actions, I don't know what was going through his head and I have no right to ask. But his sister told me that she had to force him onto the date. I don't know how much truth is in that just... food for thought?

Gabby: Oh Kurt. I'm so sorry for him. Maybe he wasn't intentionally leading you on? Looking for a rebound maybe?

Gabby: That really doesn't sound any better. I think he really did/does care about you. You are a really great guy. I wreaked him, and left him in a bad place.

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You wear underwear with palm trees on them, I’m sure your badass reputation is tarnish, babe. He’s been completely ignoring me and the only question he asked was what was my surgical speciality and I said brain surgeon and he started going on and on about how cardio vascular surgery is sooo much more important. He has a job at night, so um yes phone sex is still a go. Oh um…I may have put enough money in your account to pay for your phone bill and internet bill for the next two months

No is definitely not my answer I just…I want to handle the situation right, ya know? You can never be a terrible mother, you’re perfect. Me being a dad in general.

Um..when we talked about you using…you know… um a strap on. Remember?

Currently studying and cuddling the pillow I stole from you

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Okay one, they had palm trees and flamingos. Two, no one sees my underwear but you and Emery, plus, I got those ones in Honolulu. Lala even told me I was scary. Wow. Jackass much? They are clearly both very important, I didn’t even finish high school and I know that. Actually, any kind of surgeon is probably really important. Ignore the LA assholes and focus on getting your work done baby, you’ll be out of there soon. I was teasing about phone sex, but that is good to know. I saw, and I’ll pay you back as soon as your home.

Okay. I understand. Take your time, Love. You being a dad in general.. I think you’d be amazing. You are such a loving and kind person and I doubt a child of yours would ever go without something they wanted. 

Mm, I do remember that. And.. I really, really, want to do that to you. Fuck. 

I was mad about that but than I looked at all the clothes I stole from you... I think I have half of your wardrobe. 

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How do you manage not to steal a sip while you’re there? I mean, Im not much of a drinker myself but I would be tempted.

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Okay, that was a small lie. I have a glass of mine once in a blue moon. But when I was younger I woke up covered in vomit with no recollection if it was my own a few times. So. Harder alcohols just don’t appeal to me.

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Water balloon fight on the deck.

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Oh god. I didn’t even mean for it to come out like that.

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Well now all I can think about are sex puns. Thanks, Lala.

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Water balloon fight on the deck.

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It was. I’m still wet, but it was totally worth it. Hopefully it happens again.

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The amount of dirt joke I could make are endless.

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I’m unsure how to even do this on Tumblr but I’m Aideen Grayson, I’m 20 years old and I’m a writer.

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You’ll get the hang of it after a while. Pleasure to meet you Aideen, I’m Gabby Wilde, bartender but nondrinker.

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Oh god you’re such a dork. My dorm that I have is small and my roommate is very pretentious

I’m sorry…I need to really just think about it for a little bit, don’t take it the wrong way, love.  You’re the best mom I have ever known, me being a dad…what do you think? Honestly.

I really just…want to do that thing we talked about that one time

I’ll study hard and try to finish the semester fast, babe

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Just don’t tell anyone, I can’t have you ruining my reputation as resident scary badass. Put up  one of those privacy partitions and maybe he’ll take the hint. Also.. Does this mean phone sex is out of the question?

I understand, don’t be sorry. Just know that ‘no’ is a perfectly okay answer. You wont be hurting my feelings or upsetting Emery. Okay? I was terrified I would be like my mother though, that I would look at my baby and just not care what happened to him. I.. don’t know? That’s kind of a loaded question, Handsome. You being a dad in general, or you being a dad to Emery?

Which thing? We had talked about a few things. Don’t be shy please, I wont judge you. And since it’s something we’ve talked about, there is a 100% chance I’ll say yes to what you want. 

I miss you like crazy and cuddling my pillow just isn’t the same as cuddling you.

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Kurt: I…don’t know. I am just angry. And you certainly won’t like who I am mad at or why. Huh…not the courage without me? Really? Now…isn’t that slightly ironic. But he is thinking about it, showing how serious he is with you. Unbelievable that only a few days ago he told me he likes me and went on a date with me, we were planing a second one.

Gabby: About what? No judgement, boo boo, I'm sure you aren't angry for no reason.

Gabby: True, he is thinking about it, but it's not something that will be happening in the next few years.

Gabby: Uh oh. Tell me to fuck off if I'm being too pushy here, but is that the who and why your mad? Because your anger might be slightly (not wholly) misplaced.

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If you accidentally got pregnant with Blaine what would you do ?

Uh..

Honestly? I would consider getting an abortion. I love my son, don’t get me wrong, he is the best thing to ever happen to me. But I don’t have the time or money for another child, I’m barely keeping my head above water as it is. And I wouldn’t want to add that stress to Blaine’s plate. 

That’s a nonissue. I just had a ten-year birth control inserted a month ago. 

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Weight of Love ⎮Anderwilde

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WHO: Gabby Wilde and Blaine Anderson WHEN: May 29th, Midnight WHERE: Gabby’s cabin WARNINGS: Lots of fluff, lots of tears, lots of smut (maybe)

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Water balloon fight on the deck.

I’ve never had this much fun in my life.

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That sounds like a lot of fun, I’m disappointed I missed out.

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Is my accent really that strong that no one can understand me at times? 

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I’ve never heard you talk in person so I wouldn’t know.. Where are you from?

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[Text] Hey! I saw your comment about meeting up and thought that it would be easier to answer via text. I am not really sure if that is a good idea. I am not in a good place right now. By the way, congrats to you and Blaine. I saw the picture you posted and his comment about thinking about having kids with you so I assume that you guys are back together. I told you, didn't I?

[TEXT] Yes! If you’re not in a good place, I’ll get a sitter and we can do something dumb to make you feel better. Thanks, I really don’t think I would have had the courage without you. And kids wont be happening in any near future. Mhm, yes you did.

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I just got to LA…why is it so hot here

Well, I’m kinda a bit overwhelmed, but I’m not afraid or anything. Aww he hasn’t? I miss him so much, tell him that I miss him okay? What happens if I turn out like my dad?

Um…just um well things..

I’m so ready to just leave this place and come back to my girl.

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Because you’re there? And because it’s always hot there. 

I know. I’ll drop it, let you think it over and we can talk about it when you get home. I’ll tell him. You wont. I’m nothing like my mother. And the really great thing about little kids, is that they are elastic, you are allowed to screw up, you aren’t going to break them.

Mm, please share what’s on your mind, my love.

Study hard, I’ll be waiting here no matter how long it takes.

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Mhmm I love you so much

I was the one who asked you though, so don’t think that you just threw something at me. No no, in all honesty….I love the idea of his calling me dad. I love Emery so much. How do you know that? 

We could…um try new things too

And my heart is yours, everything of me is yours

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I love you too, my handsome man.

Yeah.. True. Oh. You do? You're not... You're not freaked out? Because I totally would not blame you if you were, I was a little freaked out. He loves you too, he hasn't stopped talking about you all day. I've seen you with Em, you're naturally very nurturing. Oh? What kind of new things did you have in mind, Baby? It's really crazy how much I'm in love with you. I never thought I'd have this. But than you just waltzed in and made me fall head over heels for you.