I'm Always Here...

“And so with the sunshine and the great bursts of leaves growing on the trees, just as things grow in fast movies, I had that familiar conviction that life was beginning over again with the summer.”. Hello there! I'm Blaine Devon Anderson and I'm currently 21 years old! Back at home I'm a med student, but on this lovely cruise I'm rather a lifeguard or a waiter. Hopefully, being in the middle of the ocean brings me some adventures.

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wat would u do if u accidentaly got gabby pregnant?

Um…well I be a bit scared first but only because I would never ever have a clue on how to be a good father. But…I don’t know I wouldn’t completely run for the hills, but we still have a while till kids or anything 

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You’re mine too. When I hold you and head is tucked into my chest.. that’s my home.

Well. You have time. To.. think and digest. Don’t be sorry, I’m the one that just dropped a bomb on you. If you don’t want that, I completely understand, and I’ll talk to him. Baby, I don’t think you could ever be a terrible dad. 

I’ll be sure to get a sitter and hold you to the promise. I want your hands all over me.

I could never get tired of you, my heart is yours.

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Mhmm I love you so much

I was the one who asked you though, so don’t think that you just threw something at me. No no, in all honesty....I love the idea of his calling me dad. I love Emery so much. How do you know that? 

We could...um try new things too

And my heart is yours, everything of me is yours

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Your home?

The fumbling was kind of my initial reaction too… Blaine, you don’t have to do or say anything. I’m not trying to push or force anything on you. Wait what? Are you… worried about screwing him up? Worried about.. not.. being a good father?

I can still feel you.. I going to miss that while you’re gone. 

Good. Because you are it for me. I’m always going to be in love with you. You’ll always be my person.

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Yeah...you’re my home

I know you’re not. I’m sorry...I’m just...I’m trying to grasp everything, right now. Both? I don’t want to screw him up nor do I want to be a terrible dad...

God when I come back I’m not gonna take my hands off you

And you’ll always be mine. Promise, you won’t get tired of me?

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That’s good, Blaine! It’s good that you found that special someone. Mm, and you’re the greatest man. I feel so safe and connected when I’m with you. I can’t wait to have you here again.

Yes.. No. I don’t know? He um.. Emery.. asked me if he could start calling you daddy.. because “mommy’s and daddy’s love each other and sleep together and you love blaine.” His exact words. And I didn’t have an answer for him. And I don’t want you to feel obligated to be a parent, or feel like you should be raising him or anything. He’s my son, and I don’t love you because I want a father for Emery. Please don’t feel obligated to, to.. to say or do anything… I’ll shut up now, I’m panic rambling. Fuck. Forget I said anything. 

My room smells like you and sex and it is glorious.

Blaine Anderson you are the greatest mess in my life. I want to spend eternity with you.

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I’ll be back as fast as I can, okay? I miss my home.

Oh…he oh umm wow..No. no I know you would never force me to do anything. I um..wow that’s a lot to take in. Don’t take my reaction bad as if I’m scared or anything, that’s not it…it’s just…I care about Emery so much, you know? I love him, he’s the best kid out there and I just…being a Dad to him…I just…would never want to screw up. My dad was never there for me, he never held me, god I can’t even remember the last time he said I love you to me. I don’t want to do that to Emery…

Last night was so incredible…I can’t stop thinking about it

You will because I don’t plan on letting you go

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That’s good! She must really be something great if she can get into bed with you. In the last twenty-four hours? Yes, but I like hearing it, tell me again.

I don’t know? I’m just worried about how you’ll react? Yeah? I did? It scares me too. You are my one true love, my messy little piece of heaven. You know that Dr. Seuss quote? About being compatible with someone’s weirdness. Well that’s how I feel but with messiness.

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Oh, she’s down right perfection. Well, you are the most cutest, beautiful. amazing girl in this whole world and I can never get enough of you.

I’m sure I won’t react bad. Is everything okay, babe? God, Gabby...yes...I just..I wish I was back to keep touching you more and more because I can’t get enough...

Your mess is my mess. You’re my everything, Gabriella Wilde. Forever. I will never ever let you go. 

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Blaine let out low moan when Gabby suddenly switched their positions, he loved having Gabby on top of him, loved feeling her control him. He could feel his cock begin to get hard as her nails scratched down his skin. He didn’t dare move his hands, he let Gabby control him, let her make all the decisions. His fingers tangled into the sheets, holding tight as if letting go would ruin this moment, would bring them both back to reality. “I love you,” Blaine whimpered arching his back as she touched him, letting out this loud sweet moan as her fingers pinched his nipples. He raised his hips, needing more, needing to feel her all around him. He was vulnerable, needing, wanting, he trusted her though, he knew that she touched him just how he wanted, he knew that she knew every piece of his body. 

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Feelings Gabby’s muscle tighten with every kiss made Blaine have shots of pride run through him. Knowing that he still knew her body perfectly, knowing that he knew exactly what to do made him smirk against her skin. Every piece of Gabby was beautiful, even piece of skin as simply gorgeous to Blaine, to him Gabby was perfect. The second she wanted Blaine, he obliged, for Gabby owned him. He would listen to every word she said, ever order she told him. He was hers, he would do anything for the girl. Blaine rose his body and quickly pressed his lips against her, pulling away for a second to pull of his shirt and throw it to the ground. He kissed her with this hunger, this needing hunger that wanted more, that needed to taste more. Blaine let his fingertip slide down the sides of Gabby’s body, slide against each curve and stop at her sweats she wore. He let his fingers playing with the waistband of the sweats. 

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With Gabby there was no fear. There was no hesitant movements, no second thoughts, everything with her was simply right. It came natural to move and be with her. They were made for each other, made to love one another. Blaine already knew every inch of Gabby’s body, he knew what made her moan, knew what every piece of skin led to. Blaine moved his hands slowly to the hem of Gabby’s shirt, before beginning to raise it up, removing the piece of clothing and throwing it somewhere across the room. “I love you,” he whispered as he began to kiss down to her collarbone. He kissed every piece of skin he could, making sure that every piece of Gabby felt loved, felt beautiful. “I love you,” he whispered as he kissed her shoulder “I love you” as he kissed the skin between her breast “I love you,” as he began to kiss down her stomach.

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Mhm, I had this smoakin’ hot guy in my bed. And don’t you forget it! I don’t think either of us are subtle. 

You sure? Cause even I wasn’t prepared for some of Emery’s questions. Good to know I rocked your world, Handsome. 

I realized the same night. When you asked me to never leave you and I started crying. I was so scared that if you knew I fell in love with you so quickly that you would run for the hills.

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You did huh? I actually had a really amazing time in bed with this unbelievable girl. Did I tell you how cute you are? 

Were they that bad? Oh god, you did more than rock my world..

I never loved someone the way I love you, Gabby...kinda scares me a bit because what I feel is unexplainable, but it’s there and god I don’t want it to ever leave

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Blaine smiled when he felt Gabby’s lips on his knuckles for this is where he knew he was supposed to be every moment of his life. With this amazing girl. His love of his life. There was still those fears he had: not giving Gabby enough pleasure, coming too soon, Gabby not coming at all. So many fears that he prayed would not happen. Blaine loved giving Gabby control and though he never really told her, he knew that she liked it too. He loved giving his whole self up to her, he loved having her control him, loved her whispering orders in his ear, especially loved it when she told him when to come. There was something about being controlled that literally made him melt into nothing. When Gabby whispered into his ear, Blaine close his eyes and let himself be wrap with desire and lust. He opened his eyes to look at his girlfriend, wrapping his arms around her waist and slowly pushing her down to the bed. He crawled on top of her and began to press his lips down her neck, his lips moving slowly against her skin. “Missed this, so so much,” he whispered as he continued to kiss her soft skin.

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It was fuckin’ fantastic, Mr. Anderson. Not at all, you goober.

Uh, are you sure you want to know? He asked a lot of questions I didn’t have answers for. Well, I mean you were all blissed out and comfy. Perfect sleeping conditions. You’re my love, my king, my heart… my number two handsomest man.

Mhm. You share your a-ha moment, first.

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Oh really? I’m your goober, you dork

I’m fine with anything, babe. I don’t care. I maybe I was in bliss  because I had the best time in my life. You’re my love, my sun, my everything. My love. My number one person.

When you kissed my scars...you just...you accepted me, and I didn’t feel alone anymore. I knew that you were it, you were what I was waiting for.

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Blaine knew this cabin as if it was his own, he had visited so many times and slept over so many times it was as if he already lived here. He couldn’t wait for when he would be back, when he would be able to spend every waking moment with Gabby. Blaine couldn’t help but let out a laugh as Gabby began to sing, it was so right with her, so normal, there was no more awkward tension, it was just them. It was as if nothing very happened. They moved and flowed with each other as if they were one. “You are such a dork,” he giggled before she took his hand. He could feel each heartbeat, how loud it was. “Mine,” he whispered softly as he continued to feel her heartbeat. They were one again. At the mention of her being “the top” it sent shivers down Blaine’s back. “You’re always in control,” he whispered to her “I mean...you know I’m the...bottom. But by control do you mean....this si gonna sound really vulgar but....like ride me?”

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That is.. really good. I’m happy that you’re happy.

We… Had an interesting conversation after you left, to say the least. But hate and anger are very far from what he’s feeling. Nooo, not exactly, Mr. Anderson. You were only mostly asleep, not completely asleep. Okay. Whatever you want, my love.

Impossible! I know the exact moment I fell in love with you.

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How did your night go, Ms Wilde? I’m not being subtle aren’t I?

Oh god, what did he say? Just lay it out for me. Well, how could I sleep if I was with the best girl out there? Hmm, I’m your love...I like that

Oh really? Please, tell me. I remember the moment I fell in love with you too..

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When Gabby moved to leave for a quick second, Blaine couldn’t help but let the biggest smile take over his face. How could this be real? They were okay, they were beyond okay, they were okay, they were together and it was amazing. Perfect. He was nervous, he wasn’t going to lie, but the fact that it was Gabby calmed his nerves a bit. Blaine knew that Gabby would never ever judge him, she would never compare him to anyone else, she accepted every ounce of him. His flaws, his everything. When she came back, he gave her a smile and reached for her hand, giving all his trust to her. Blaine couldn’ thelp but wrap his arms around her waist from behind. “I’m nervous,” he whispered in her ear as they walked towards the bed “What happens if I’m terrible?” Blaine let out a chuckle and began to kiss the back of Gabby’s neck. He was on cloud nine, he was on top of the damn world.

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You’re already there, B. Since you didn’t want to sleep last night. 

Well, Emery knows, obviously. Because he saw you in the morning. And I texted Tori but she’s probably been too busy to see it yet.. I was just asking because I have cute pictures of your sleepy face and butt that I’m really tempted to post on my Instagram… it’s your choice though. 

I love you too, Handsome. I’m like… stupidly in love with you.

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Yeah, but last night...was amazing. 

Is he fine with it? Mad at me? Hates me? In all honest, I just cared what he thinks. Ooh, taking pictures of me in my sleep huh, Ms. Wilde? If you wish to do so, lets. I have a picture of you too that I really just want to put up too. 

Hmm, I’m sure I love you more