Finally reaching Zhongli and Xiao, you all make a contract between one another for love and protection. They are utterly devoted to you.
Serenitea pot - Introducing Tighnari - Genshin Impact x Creator reader. (Tighnari, Kazuha, Thoma, Ajax, Zhongli & Xiao)
As the Divine Creator, you've just finished creating Sumeru and have brought back Tighnari to introduce him to your other acolytes in your teapot.
Sleepy Anxiety - Genshin Impact x Creator reader. (Mainly Tighnari, but Kazuha, Thoma, Ajax, Zhongli & Xiao are mentioned.)
Despite waking up within the arms of those you adore, anxiety seems to claw at your heart. Where's the medicine Albedo made fir you? Luckily, Tighnari sees that something is off.
Swayed Nightmares - Genshin Impact x Creator Reader. (Tighnari and Kazuha, brief mentions of others. Bonus Zhongli and Childe at the end.)
You awaken from a horrid nightmare about your beloved acolytes hunting you down. Thankfully, Tighnari and Kazuha are there to help you.
Vivid Loss - Genshin Impact x Creator!Reader (Hu Tao & Tartaglia.)
You're having bad nightmares about your previous life, thankfully your devoted acolytes overhear and come to your rescue.
Winters Bird Cage - Fatui Harbingers x Creator!Reader
Awakening in your newly mortal form, you open your eyes to see the bitter cold of Snezhnaya. Thinking you'd have to make your own way to somebody, you see a group of Harbingers heading toward you. Oh Divine Creator, don't you know how devoted they are to you?
Call for us - Genshin Impact x Anxious!Creator!Reader (Xiao, Kazuha, Heizou, Albedo & Zhongli)
Anxiety attacks... You shouldn't deal with those alone. You know it's okay to call for them right?
Sickness and Health - Genshin Impact x Creator!Reader (Thoma, Tighnari, Xiao Kazuha, Albedo mentioned.)
Falling ill as the creator in a mortal body felt horrendous. Thankfully, your devoted beloved acolytes are there to assist you and care for you.
Control - Genshin Impact x Creator!Reader (Kazuha, Tighnari, Wanderer, Xiao, Zhongli.)
Killing your own beloved acolytes was a form of torture you had never seen coming nor ever anticipated in the past. Can you be freed from this dreadful dream realm?
My Golden Flower - Pantalone x Isekai!Reader (Coming Soon.)
You get isekaied into a dying NPC body. You ultimately choose to settle down in the countryside and live what final days you have in Teyvat peacefully. Days though that become low with mora are worth fighting for. But do you know what goes well with Mora? Pantalone.
Fairytails of a magical bakery are popular all throughout Teyvat. Only the children and Albedo know that this is true and you, their creator run this bakery. Your favourite characters are your customers, I wonder if they figure out its true?
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Ship Fics
Light of Kshahrewar - Alhaitham x Kaveh
An argument after a bad day is normal, but today? Today its a little too much and it results in a bigger communication breakdown than inticipated.
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Yae Publishing House
Love and Power (I)
A popular story in Inazuma containing truths to a long told tale of love between an Illuminated beast and a supposed Allogene. (Ocs Riku and Makoto telling a tale of love between Alatus (Xiao) and Aether.
Xiao
Call my name. - "Xiao, will you keep me safe? I just feel a little anxious is all…"
A smaller you. - Xiao, Scaramouche, Albedo & Venti with a smaller s/o.
Meetings with Immortality. - Xiao & Venti (separate).
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Kazuha
A letter to you
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Albedo
Glowing Eternity. - "Albedo... Do you love me?"
A smaller you. - Xiao, Scaramouche, Albedo & Venti with a smaller s/o.
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Thoma
Supporting Smiles. - "Thoma! Let me put a smile on your face?"
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Venti
A smaller you. - Xiao, Scaramouche, Albedo & Venti with a smaller s/o.
Meetings with Immortality. - Xiao & Venti (separate).
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Scaramouche
A smaller you. - Xiao, Scaramouche, Albedo & Venti with a smaller s/o.
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Bennet
Archons path.
Bennet and you end up facing your scary seeming abilities together.
Hi everyone! I'm gonna introduce myself properly here again, so those who stumble on this can see!♡
My names Luca! I'm 22years old and I'm comfortable with any pronouns, she/her, they/them, he/him!☆ I'm active basically 24/7 (besides when I sleep) and my timezone is GMT♡ I live in England (I'm so sorry) and I work from home as a carer to a family member so I'll be able to respond right away!
I also tend to match the writing style of my roleplaying partner, so if you prefer a few sentences then I will match! If you prefer 2-3 paragraphs, I'll also do that!☆
Please bear in mind my age, I am 22- I'd prefer to rp with people my age or older! 20 and above is great!♡
The role-playing pairings I can and willing to do are:
Haikaveh (Alhaitham x Kaveh)
Cynari (Cyno x Tighnari)
4ggravate (Alhaitham x Cyno x Kaveh x Tighnari)
I'd probably be willing to try out more pairings? But those are the ones I'm most comfortable with and utterly obsessed with!
What am I comfortable with writing?
☆ Literally everything, apart from MCD (Major character death that's permanent) I'm okay if they get revived but I'll sob so hard so no
☆ I'm okay with NSFW and SFW, both mixed- and I'm happy with any mixtures of themes no matter how dark or light! I'm obsessed.
☆ I prefer playing Kaveh the most and Tighnari! (Kaveh is the ultimate bottom I'm crying)
But I always roleplay on discord so if you're comfortable and want to, just shoot me a message and I will make us a roleplay server unique to what we choose!^^♡
ILY ALL TYSM FOR READING GJFNFN if you have any questions at all please don't hesitate to message me!
I'm alive! I promise😭🩷 I'm rly sorry for my long inactivity here, ive been posting over at AO3 but I've been considering moving the fics here, too♡.
I've been literally obsessed with rping Haikaveh though- so if anybody is interesting then pls dm me!!! I always play kaveh but Idm switching♡ ILY ALL♡♡
My lovelies, I'm sorry for such a long absense♡ I've been a big sad and just like Yeah! I'm working on it though♡ I'm hoping to upload something soon! I'm also over at AO3 as archonadeptus too☆ Hope you're all doing well, and thank you for still being here♡
Caelus is new to this life and a little too good to people, doing anything for them and making several friends everywhere he goes. A certain Dan Heng is getting a little tired of Caelus constantly being busy. Maybe he just wants to spend some time with him, is all. Though it doesn't help that his recently awoken dragon is making things a little difficult and he's desperate to find any reason to drag the younger to his room and allow his dragonic instincts to take over.
Idk I was thinking and if they went shopping with tighnari and cyno it would just be constant arguments and tighnari and cyno would just watch like 👀
Kaveh: "dont the colours of the fruit just inspire you 'haitham?"
Alhaitham: "No."
Kaveh: "Oh come ON just hear me out for once! The colours!! dont they just make you realise how you can bring something so small and intertwine it with creations! I suppose you WOULDNT understand because I am the genius architect after all."
*Tighnari and cyno are side eyeing rn*
Alhaitham: "Genius architect? Ah yes, do enlighten me on your... fruit architecture. Maybe one day you too can bring your Magnum opus to the grocery store."
Kaveh: "I have had ENOUGH OF YOUR SNIDE REMARKS ALHAITHAM ILL HAVE YOU KNOW-"
Everything's sorted out and alls alright, im finally getting back to writing which is pretty exciting!
So please, if you have the time, go check out my latest Alhaitham x Kaveh fic!
It's the first time I've not written an x reader fic, but if that's more your thing then please check out my Genshin Impact masterlist! There's also a lot of Sagau fics there too :3 And here's my Masterlist Navigation page if you guys want to see the other two fandoms that I write for.
I really do appreciate and love you guys, your words, tags, likes, reblogs and comments genuinely make me smile so much and make my day feel a lot better 💓 Thank you for finding comfort in my writing, I hope you all know that these worlds I create will always have a home for you.
A/N: This is my favourite ship ever I'd simply perish for them. This is going to be a series on tumblr, and once its complete I'll be uploading it to ao3! It's my first Alhaitham x Kaveh fic, so please be kind! I hope you guys like it.
Warnings: Ship fic! Alhaitham x Kaveh, if you dont like then please don't read♡ Light description of a breakdown. Angst, no comfort just yet! Pre-relationship. (They're crushing so bad why can't they communicate I stg) Not fully proofread, I'm lazy rn I'm sorry -
Light of Kshahrewar - Part One
Everything had been absolutely draining and much too loud all day. Alhaitham was extremely grateful to have his soundproof earpieces with him at all times, otherwise he was certain he would have snapped at the other sages. How dense does a being have to be? Let alone those who are considered sages of Sumeru, one of the highest positions throughout the nation blessed by Nahdia, the god of wisdom. Why must they argue about such trivial things, something that could be fixed so easily with the slightest bit of communication? The thought of somebody without a decent mind like Alhaitham taking over as the true grand sage truly concerned him. If anything the thought itself was rather daunting. Sumeru, instead of being known as the land of wisdom, would be known as the most idiotic land throughout the seven nations of Teyvat.
Shoving his key into the door, which was comically still tangled up with Kavehs, was twisted and pushed open. Immediately upon entering, books and blueprints were scattered all over the floor. Shutting the door with his foot, he locked it and tossed the two keys into the intricately designed key dish, courtesy of Kaveh. He had designed it himself, despite Alhaitham paying for the materials. Kaveh had begged to design 'decent furniture' for inspiration. Alhaitham finally agreed and let him. He couldn't let his roommate sulk otherwise that would cause problems for Alhaitham himself and he most certainly didn't want that. Thus, he practically shoved the bag of mora in his hands with a silent prayer to the god of wisdom to shut Kaveh up. It did work, and after designing said key dish, Kaveh finally had his inspiration back for a project he dubbed to be 'even better than The Palace of Alcazazaray'. How one would get a giant design like that from a mere key dish truly baffled Alhaitham, but whatever kept Kaveh happy right? Back to the matter at hand, he had decided to slowly make his way through the room following the trail of mess and various ink stains. He hated to admit it to himself, but after the day he had faced full of idiots he was finding himself growing angrier by the minute. He didn't want to deal with his own idiot he kept at home. Usually on any other day, he'd come home, ignore whatever mess was made and remind Kaveh (for the hundredth time) to do his share of the chores. Of course he knew that would fall on deaf ears, but he'd then retreat into his room and read until dinner. Alhaitham didn't think he'd be doing that today.
"Kaveh." His voice spoke as he pushed open the door to the architect's room where the mess seemed to be its greatest. He expected to see Kaveh hunched over his desk as per usual, in a world of his own whilst he would mumble incoherent things to himself and scribble on a half finished design. This time though, he saw Kaveh in the middle of his floor with a broken pencil before him and a ripped up piece of paper.
"If you're here to nag then I'm not in the mood."
'Neither am I.' Alhaitham thought, deciphering the rather sorry sight before him.
"I wouldn't have to nag if you kept things tidy and actually did your share of the chores." Kaveh had his head buried in his knees, his hand gripping onto his arm to shield his face and cushion his head.
"I just said that I'm not in the mood, Alhaitham." His eyes were fixed onto the ripped up paper and his legs seemed to drag him to it. Moving to pick it up, he caught a glimpse of a very detailed set of sketches before they were ripped from his hands. "Don't touch that!" Alhaitham was completely used to Kaveh shouting at him, it brought him great amusement so he'd jab at the architect to get him to yell more. It was a wonderful stress reliever and he couldn't help but adore Kavehs dramatics. However, this time felt different. It didn't feel light hearted, there seemed to be real weight behind his words - not that there wasn't usually but this felt a little more serious. You could slice a knife through the sudden wave of silence.
"Why are you sitting here feeling sorry for yourself when you could be working on that design you've tried to destroy?" It was beautiful. He paused as Kavehs sharp crimson gaze met his own, they were glassy. He needs to stop talking, he should give Kaveh some space. "So when you complain that you have no ideas, it's actually that you destroy them instead? Is it that you don't want to make a living for yourself for once?" Why is he still talking? Alhaitham knows that it's not the time to lecture him, but some horrid part of his anger seems to enjoy blowing off steam like this.
"Stop. Just... Just get out!" Kaveh threw the broken pencil at Alhaitham, but he just moved away and glared.
"That's rich, get out of the room I pay for? Surely you remember you didn't pay your half of the rent this month either." Kaveh hated the way Alhaithams gaze remained so calm, even as fat glistening tears made their way down Kavehs cheeks.
"If you don't want me here anymore then just say that! I'm sick of you dancing around things like they mean nothing to you!" … 'Like I mean nothing to you.' Kaveh wishes he added on that bit, but he didn't want to know the truth. He doesn't think he can face Alhaitham saying that he hates him.
"Fine, if that's what keeps you happy. I'm sick of the mess, I'm tired of coming home to your yelling. You're just as bad as the sages I dealt with today."
'Ah,' Kaveh thinks, 'he's had a bad day too then.' Maybe Sumeru was out to get them.
"Oh really? That's a miracle, the mighty 'Acting Grand Sage' of Sumeru who's known to be completely emotionally unavailable, is getting irritated by his colleagues!" Alhaitham narrowed his eyes. "It's not my fault I've got so much work to do before I even think about getting paid to meet your absolutely ridiculous rent deadlines!" The scribe simply rolled his eyes, ignoring the way more tears fell from his crimson eyes. Kaveh may be a dramatic person with rapidly fluctuating moods, but he hadn't ever seen him cry before. This was… new territory. One which both Alhaitham and Kaveh didn't seem too sure about stepping into.
"Ridiculous deadlines? Kaveh, it's the basics. They're bills, I don't control these deadlines. Don't be so dense." Alhaitham simply crossed his arms over his chest, glaring down at Kaveh who was still curled up on the floor. Did the architect always look so vulnerable and small like this? Why's he crying? Alhaitham's eyes trailed around the room, but he couldn't piece it together just yet. It was too messy. "Usually people can pay them on time, unlike you." He paused for a moment, hearing Kaveh sniffles. "Aren't you going to tidy this all up?" I need to see what's wrong, I can't figure it out like this. You're worrying me.
"I'll get to it! Just leave!" Kaveh yelled, hair scrunched up in his hands with his eyes shut tightly. Those tears were falling so much quicker now, Alhaitham couldn't handle it. How can he make it stop?
"Leave yourself, you're clearly not bothered." Kaveh's eyes grew wide, glossy and doe-like as he met the scribe's hardened gaze.
"Seriously? You're kicking me out right now? This is ridiculous! Every single time you swoop to a new low, Alhaitham!" He simply turned and began to leave the room only to return and throw Kaveh's individual key toward him.
"Leave." With that, Alhaitham dodged the mess as he made way for his room quicker than he'd like to admit. Kaveh's crying was soon muffled once again as he activated his earpieces. The sound was too much… Too heartbreaking. By morning, things would be like they never happened. They'd eat breakfast, nag at each other, and continue their work like usual - it was their routine. That didn't happen this time.
Upon waking, the morning sun filtered through the wider windows. Kaveh designed those. He had told him he needed more sunlight, especially if he were to read his books all the time. He didn't want Alhaitham to damage and strain his eyes, the architect said it would cause trouble for him else and he didn't want to deal with it. Thus the large pretty window in his room allowed sunlight to bathe him every morning, and the moonlight to shine upon the book's words every night. Opening his eyes fully, he sat up as the warm blanket fell from his body. It was… strangely quiet. Peaceful even. Alhaitham wondered when that would be broken by a certain roommate of his. Standing up, he kept on his nightwear for the time being for breakfast and stepped out into the hall. It's clean. Why was it clean? He was certain that there were ink stains and blueprints all over the floor… Did Kaveh truly take what Alhaitham said to heart? Hm, it was about time he supposed. Finally, a helpful roommate. However, upon entering the kitchen, Kaveh was nowhere in sight. Nevermind, maybe he was sleeping in today after all of this apparent cleaning last night. The scribe didn't mind, especially if the chores were done which, by some miracle, were done. Preparing himself breakfast wasn't exactly unusual, so he made himself something easy though the scent didn't exactly make things feel the same. It didn't taste as good as when a certain architect made it either. Kaveh's dishes were rather extravagant, Alhaithams were bland. After shoving the food into his mouth and swallowing, he stood and placed the bowl and cutlery by the sink. As an apology for not making breakfast today, Kaveh could wash up. Walking back out, he passed his room. It was silent and there were no loud and irritating snores that he usually heard at night that usually unfortunately sent him to sleep, there was nothing. Maybe he should check on him? Knocking lightly, the door seemed to push open. Why is it empty? Where's the mess?
"Kaveh?" Pushing the door fully open, he stepped in. Where was the colour? Where was his Light of Kshahrewar? Where is Kaveh? He… Truly moved out? "Kaveh… You fool." He took a deep breath in, Kavehs scent of pardisarahs filling his lungs. It was overwhelmingly comforting. "You didn't have to go." I didn't want you to go. He'd bring him back, he'd go out, find him drunk out of his mind somewhere and bring him back. It would go back to normal, the way it's always been - the way it should be. "Kaveh. Wait for me." He immediately left the empty room and returned to his own, getting his usual clothes on after having what felt like the quickest shower of his life. Something which of course Kaveh would scold him for… A scolding he strangely missed. Putting on his soundproof earpieces, he grabbed his key and opened the door once again. "Don't be too far, my Light of Kshahrewar."
I have never done so many puzzles on genshin in my life before😩💓 I went through sumeru and unlocked all the waypoints finally in the desert (I know I am so behind-) and did that rly annoying world quest with the puzzles underground and my brain hurted so bad😭😭 Anyway ahem,
I'm trying to write Deck of Cards but I have no idea where to go now I've got the intro down so I'm going to go bother my boyfriend for ideas👉🏻👈🏻💖💖 I hope to have it out during the week!
For now feel free to vibe with my masterlists! There's 3 new fics for now though if you guys are interested in them😭 ily guys thank you for your patience and all the love you've been giving me!!!
Aaaa I'm super good thank you! I have work today though which sucks. It's literally only a 4 hour shift but I could be doing a request instead😭💞 Hopefully tonight I'll continue my newest one, Deck of Cards. I hope you guys look forward to that one!
Hi ^^ ok so I got a spark of inspo and I want to get this out before I forget, Genshin x Creator! Y/n (GN) angst thing. Idea is that Creator y/n has a nightmare where their body is almost not their own and they're forced to watch themself kill all of their beloveds, then go to pov the Genshin characters and they have to watch y/n thrashing around saying little "no.."'s and "stop.."s while the Genshin characters are trying to wake them up and stop their suffering, :insert something with ur incredible imagination:, and then they finally wake up with a gasp and tears falling down their face and they hug the nearest character (say like Tighnari or someone else you choose ❤️) and then they just sob their heart out saying "I'm sorry...." Over and over again until they get comforted, then they tell the Genshin characters (I'm leaving the character choosing to you) what the nightmare was abt and then at the end they breakout crying all over again, then one big group hug later y/n is happy (but still very sorry and regretful) and it goes to fluff cuz I can't handle having my heart shattered, with y/n being a bit more clingy. The end. And ofc you don't have to do this req but it was an idea that I got just after reading one on your other fics, anywho have a good day/night/whatever the heck and take care of yourself, imma go cry bc this idea already shattered my heart thinking abt it. 🙂
A/N: Thank you so much for your request! I appreciate it so much~♡ I absolutely love this idea, I love Angst and comfort so much!! I truly hope that this is everything you were looking for. I hope I shatter all of your hearts and mend them again at the end with all of the fluff! Enjoy, lovelies.♡
Edit A/N: I got a little excited and carried away I'm so sorry it's so long omg.
Warnings: A lot of Angst within the first section. Main character deaths (in the form of a dream), upsetting scenes, mention of a character ending their own life. A lot of comfort at the end!~ (The Angst is just a dream!)
Control.
Sitting upon your throne carefully crafted by only the most glorious chunks of cor lapis and most vibrant of flowers always felt a little too much for you. Yes, you had embraced being the creator long ago, but it still felt a little too much. The way everybody would bow to you, some even looking a little afraid. Why in Teyvat would any of your own creations fear you? Then again, why were you even in your throne room to begin with? This was reserved for occasions where your beloved acolytes had assured you that your presence specifically on the throne was important, you just had to address Teyvat from your rightful place. As far as you knew, there were no emergencies that needed tending to and nobody had told you to come here.
"Tell me, what makes you think I adore you all?" Who said that? Wait, that's your voice echoing off the marble walls. Why… Why do you sound so angry? Why is your voice void of any love? Silence fell upon the room, the pressure of the air seeming to thicken. "I do require a reply, that was in no way rhetorical." Your eyes narrowed, deep golden eyes glaring down at five of your acolytes beneath you, bowing lowly on the floor. You weren't controlling your own voice, nor were you controlling your own body. Why is this happening? They all look so afraid.
"M-my divine." Zhongli spoke first, daring to lift his amber hues to meet your own. "You created us. Everything is made with nothing but your own hands and abilities. Do you not love what you have created?-"
"Shut it, Morax." Your voice was so heavy in the air, the floors lightly rumbling with an ever-growing rage. "I did not ask for a rant, just a simple reply. And did I hear you questioning me?" You stood rather abruptly, Zhonglis eyes meeting the floor once again. You summoned a weapon made of nothing but pure golden swirls, you placed the tip beneath Zhonglis chin and lifted his gaze upward to meet yours again. "I simply detest you. My most loyal acolyte? What a lie." Kazuha seemed to slowly lift his gentle tear filled gaze up, his soft doe eyes meeting your own.
"B-beloved, he didn't mean it in the way you think. We truly adore you… But please…" The sword you now wielded left Zhongli causing his gaze to move away to the floor again, it now lifted up Kazuha's gaze to meet your own.
"Beloved?" You spat out, glaring down at him. "And you too dare to question my judgement?" He slowly shook his head, shutting his eyes tightly to try and will away his pretty tears threatening to spill down his dusted cheeks.
"I-im sorry, your grace." A smirk painted itself on your lips before you knelt down a little before him.
"Let me tell you a little secret, my dearest wandering samurai. You know your beloved Tomo?" His eyes immediately filled with love and pain at the mention of the fallens name. "I had so much fun controlling his fate, you know. His obsession with the Musou no Hitotachi was such a good plan. Do you know why I led your beloved to death?" He was trying to muffle his own sobs with his hands pressed against his mouth. You… You led Tomo to death? "Because I grew bored of him. I didn't want to play with him anymore. But my goodness, seeing you watch him die certainly was a treat. I mean, look at what it did for your character development!" Why were you telling lies? This wasn't you, why can't you stop yourself? "Do you want to know what he was saying before your arrival? He was begging me to spare him for longer, just so he could say goodbye to you. To ensure you were okay." You scoffed at this, "He didn't trust that you were safe with me." Kazuhas sobs now escaped his lips as his broken stare met your own. "Ah, but maybe he was correct. I'm bored of you too, Kaedehara Kazuha. Tell me now, how badly do you wish to see him again?"
"N-no please… T-this isn't you. S-stop, I beg of you, I'll do anything." Rolling your eyes you stood,
"Your begging no longer amuses me, Kazuha. Do you desire to see what Tomo saw upon his death? Let me show you…" Before he could even cry out his love for you and his apologies, you preformed the divine punishment upon him. Though this time, it was all golden. His body lay before you, your other acolytes whimpering at the sight.
"Now, Xiao my darling." He seemed the calmest of them all, his eternal suffering allowing him to mask his emotions easily. That now though was boring to you, you wanted to see him break. "You're nothing but loyal to me, right?" Your hand gently cupped his cheek, thumb rubbing against his skin in soothing circles. He nodded eagerly, eyes on your own.
"Yes, your grace."
"Would you do anything I ask of you, beloved?" Once again, another gentle nod as his faze softened at your touch.
"Yes, your grace."
"Good boy." With a smile, you gave him his Jade Spear again, standing with him. "Kill Morax."
"Y-your grace?" Zhonglis head snapped up at your words before gazing at Xiao with the Jade spear he once gifted him.
"You heard me, darling. Kill him, he's a traitor. Did you hear how he questioned me? Did you hear his lack of faith?" Xiao's hands gripped harder onto the spear before his eyes met Zhonglis again.
"Child, you must." He sighed, lowering his head. "It is what our creator desires. I deserve this punishment…" Xiao raised the spear as you smiled brightly, stepping back.
"Any last words, Rex Lapis?" Zhongli knelt on his knees, gazing up at Xiao.
"It was an honour to fight beside you, to raise you, and die by your hands my Adeptus. You are my strongest warrior, and you shall always shine like gold within my memories. Even during death." Xiao shook, eyes finally filling with tears. Did he… have to do this? Did he have to kill him… n-no. There must be another way for him. Immediately he lowered his spear and fell down to the ground before your throne once you sat back upon it.
"Your grace, please. Spare him, let me die in his place"
"Oh how boring. I would have thought you'd at least inflicted some damage. Not even offering Tighnari over there as a substitute? Or Wanderer? No?" Rolling your eyes you hummed. "Very well. Put on a show for me." Xiao simply nodded, Zhongli however stood and began to rush over to Xiao.
"No!" Golden chains soon shoved him to the ground. "You cannot make him do this! This is unjust, your grace." His eyes shone as he struggled against the ever strengthening chains.
"Unjust?" You smirked, "I see now that I sit before Rex Lapis and not Zhongli. Only the God of contracts would have the will of stone to dare question his creator." He growled lowly, golden markings forming upon his skin.
"Do not lay a hand upon him." You giggled, throwing your head back in glee against your throne.
"Me? Lay a hand upon him? No, no. I think you'll find yourself quite mistaken there, Morax. For he shall kill himself." Without another word needed from you, Xiao did just as you had said. He laid there before your throne, body weak as he whined and reached for you within his final moments. At this, you simply smacked his hand away and sighed. Zhongli was screaming with rage at this point, nothing but agony filling his body. Wanderer and Tighnari simply sat there and watched it all.
"H-how could you kill off your own acolytes like this?"
"Ah look who's finally decided to join this wonderful discussion of ours~ If another word leaves your lips, I too shall end you Tighnari. I'm not interested in you right now…" Your golden eyes drifted over to wanderer. "I'm interested in him."
You knew Wanderer was panicking, all of the memories about being abandoned, tortured and broken replaying in his head. You were watching his memories and his thoughts, they made the real you scream in upset. Surely all of this wasn't happening right now?
"My dear Wanderer." His doe eyes gazed at you longingly. Ah, so this wasn't Wanderer. This was your beloved Kunikuzushi, before you got bored and put him through suffering so all of his love and loyalty would belong to you. "My darling Kuni… You love me, don't you?"
"Y-yes my divine." You smiled brightly, moving over to him and removing his hat to pat his head.
"Good boy. How will you prove your love to me, Kuni?" He scrunched his eyebrows in thought, it was almost beyond adorable.
"However you see fit. You have all of me, my Divine." You smiled brightly before humming again.
"Then perish just for me? Just like Xiao?" He simply nodded almost like he was in a trance.
"Yes, my divine."
No. No. No. No! No!
"NO MORE!" Your eyes snapped open as you threw yourself up into a sitting position, out of it and seeming to be in a half awake dream state. You were pushing whoever was around you away, whilst simultaneously trying to pull them closer.
"What's going on? Your grace, wake up now." Wanderer sighed whilst trying to hold you still to prevent you from hurting yourself in your panic.
"Hey, hey!" Was that Wanderer? "Calm it down love… Wake up." You began to scream, the dream still feeling so real. Tears rapidly rolled down your face as firm hands gripped onto your shoulders. "Hey! Fox boy! Get here now!" In any other circumstance, if you were fully awake, you would have giggled at Wanderers words. But not now, not when you killed them all. Not when you forced Tighnari and Zhongli to witness such brutal deaths.
"Seriously?! 'Wake up now?' That's all you could think of saying? I tried that already!" He growled lowly as he struggled to keep you calm, your cries and screaming tearing at what heart he wished he had.
"Our divine can hear our voices, that will keep them grounded onto something and saying 'wake up' just proves to them they're in a dream." Tighnari snapped lightly whilst fumbling in his bag before pulling out an orb filled with plants. "Hold them still!"
"What does it look like I'm trying to do? I'm not just sitting here for my own amusement." He spoke harshly to others, but his lips moved by your ear as he whispered. "Shh, I've got you. Everythings alright now, I'm here, I've got you. Love… Come back to me." At his gentle tone, your screams lessened into light whimpers. This prompted Tighnari to place the orb beneath your nose, and once the sharp smell of several herbs filled your senses your eyes snapped open.
"KAZUHA!" You panted, starting to cry again hiding within Wanderers arms. "X-xiao! Wanderer- What have I done?!" Tighnari immediately moved the orb away, tucking it back into his bag as he cupped your cheeks so you looked at him. Wanderer was a little taken aback at the possessive feeling within him especially after hearing you call his name like that. He'd never seen you look so helpless, almost like the way he once was when he was known as Kunikuzushi. Tighnari offered you the most reassuring smile he could,
"Hey there my Lotus, we've got you now. You're here darling, you're away from that place." Your whimpers shattered his heart, yet due to calling his name you didn't see Xiao rapidly approaching.
"Get away from them! What happened?" He moved to push them away to check to ensure you were alright, but Wanderer just shoved him away with his leg as he continued to hold you.
"Watch yourself little Adeptus, don't take what isn't yours." Xiao opened his mouth to say something more before Zhongli cut them off once walking into the room.
"Do not upset our Divine any further, your rage is distressing them." Xiao gazed at your tear stained face, but once your shaky hand reached up to his cheek curiosity filled his mind from your words.
"You're alive…"
"Yes, I am alive." He responded quickly, confused as to why you were asking. His debt didn't affect him whilst you were there, why would he be dead? Your head turned to see Wanderer holding you safely in his arms.
"Wanderer… My Kuni - you're alive too." Your eyes trailed around the room to try and find Kazuha. Where was he? Did you actually kill him whilst that horrible nightmare possessed your body? "Kazuha. Where is Kazuha?" You immediately stood up despite shaking, it felt like your body was still gaining its rightful strength after your dream. As you heard once in a previous life, all dreams pass a realm of reality. You tried to move forward, only for Xiao to hold you safely as you fell a little. Zhongli placed his hand upon your back,
"Tighnari, please go and get the samurai. I believe this is the only way we can calm them." Tighnari nodded before giving you one last look before leaving to quickly go and find Kazuha. He was always wandering your serenitea pot lands at this time, he wouldn't be too hard to track down. They soon moved you back down to sit upon the sofa again trying to keep your attention on them and not on the nightmare.
"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry." Your tone was filled with nothing but heartbreak, your tears rolling down your flushed cheeks once again. "I'm sorry, please forgive me. Please don't hate me, I don't think I can bear it." Your soft sobs and begging flickered panic within your acolytes' hearts. Their own creator was begging them… This felt so wrong.
A bang from the main door made you jump whilst the others summoned their weapons to protect you, Wanderer standing in front of you to shield you with himself.
"Your grace!" The sound of Kazuha's voice made you sob out in relief as you pushed past to bring him into your arms, fist clinging onto Xiao's clothes as you held him.
"You're alive. You're both alive - you're okay." Taking a shaky breath in between your sobs you continued to cry out apologies. "I'm sorry, I'm so truly sorry." Falling to your knees, the wandering samurai and adeptus followed your lead and dropped to their knees with you to bring you into their warm embrace.
"My beloved divine, I am here now. I'm so sorry I'm late, dearest. I won't leave your side now okay?" You nodded against his warmth, hiccuping as after a while your sobs slowed.
"I killed you. I killed you Kazuha, fed you dreadful lies then killed you." Taking a jagged breath inward, your eyes met Xiaos. "You ended your own life due to my words in return for me sparing Morax. I- … I then went to kill Wanderer the same way as Xiao before waking. I forced Tighnari to watch all of it, I was so horrid I couldn't control my own body. Please, forgive me." A cup of cold water was soon brought to your lips by Tighnari as both anemo users held you closer. Softly sniffling, you began to drink slowly before coughing a little.
"Gentle, your grace. Do not rush…" Xiao gazed at you sorrowfully before looking downwards.
"No, you do not need to be forgiven. I do. If I was here, I would have destroyed the dream before it dared to even look upon you."
"Xiao," Zhongli began, his hand upon Xiao's head with a gentle smile. "Not now. This wasn't your fault, nor was it our divines. Bad dreams happen, I've seen my fair share during my lifetime. Many were brutal from the archon war." He sighed lightly, placing his hand carefully upon your cheek trying to comfort you. "But you see, dearest, they are a manifestation of our worst thoughts. Something that you would never do turns into something so real. We are all okay now, my divine, we're all here." His touch grounded you even more as he slowly lifted your now fragile form up and into his arms before getting you comfortable back on the sofa. Wanderer was sitting beside you, hand fiddling with the divine material of your clothing. Your gentle voice was but a whisper, but it made him practically melt.
"Please, hold me?" You didn't have to ask twice. You were immediately against his chest, safe and warm. A warm hand upon your back making soothing circles. Sure, you couldn't feel any heartbeat to ground you, but he was trying by channelling power through his vision to slowly bring it to life to mimic a heartbeat.
"Your grace, you can tuck your hands into my tail. You seem chilly… And don't worry, that was a case of a night terror and sleep paralysis. I've got little herbs to ensure that won't happen to you again." He paused, smiling as you held onto his tail. A light giggle escaped your lips as Xiao moved over to dry your tears. "We know we're safe with you, just like you know you're safe with us."
"What're you looking at, grandpa? They're safe with me, they don't need any extra. Move aside." Wanderer smirked before sticking his tongue out at Zhongli causing the archon to sigh. Though he buried his head against your neck as you held onto him hiding into his warmth with only a gentle whisper to be shared between you both. "I'm not going anywhere, yeah? I won't abandon you, and you won't abandon me. I've got you, I'll keep you safe." He pressed a gentle fleeting kiss to your shoulder before Tighnari took the place beside you, his tail soon brushing against your hand.
"Such a thing won't happen again." Xiao stated a matter of factly, crossing his arms against his chest. He'd be keeping a closer eye on your dreams now, so do not fret.
"And even if it did…" Kazuha's voice soon joined in, leaning over the sofa to fiddle with your strands of hair. Oh how you melted his heart, creator. "We will forever be here to pull you out of the world of dreams. They shall never hold onto you forever, but we shall do so."
"I agree with Kazuha, your grace. Forgive our selfishness, but you cannot get rid of us so easily. We shall forever be here with you and we won't ever lose you. As, my beloved, you shine like gold to us and us alone."
You're safe with them now, and believe me when I say you don't leave their arms for a long while. They never complain about this of course as this is all they want. You.♡
You have the control, your grace. Nothing like that will ever occur unless you desire so.
Hi I came up with this great angst idea! (The reader is gender neutral btw) Okay so this’ll be a really summed up version but basically the reader is a really mean, cruel person. However, they’re known to be a really good fighter, who has amazing abilities, like going invisible or making perfect Cryo shields!(They’re also good at manipulating and putting on a mask though and enjoy using that quality to destroy people emotionally/physically or even both.) So what if, the reader joins the crux fleet because they’re heading to Inazuma and the reader is intrigued at that fact? They fleet let them on because they’re known to what the reader can do. (Let’s just say the reader is somewhat similar to Homelander but a more publicly liked version and less straightforward) The reader meets kazuha and becomes “acquainted” with him because why not? Anyways, the reader soon becomes aware of what happened with kazuha and his friend dying. (Also let’s just say kazuha is a more emotional person here) the reader uses this to their advantage and uses it to become closer to kazuha in a perfect, sly way, one that even the wind wouldn’t even be able to capture. The two become very close, like really really close and soon, kazuha begins to develop feelings, we don’t tho. We just see him as a mere.. toy. Kazuha tells you about the whereabouts of the vision that was lost by his friend and says that he intends to keep it somewhere safe, until the ship would reach Inazuma as he doesn’t trust his own hands. Pathetic. Then, at night time. You snuck down to the place where the vision would be. You just swiped it and left. Without a trace. You made sure that kazuha and everyone else was asleep but just to make sure, you just went invisible, making you quiet in your path too. Fast forward a few hours and it’s the next morning. Kazuha decides to relay his feelings to you as he thinks that the sun’s gaze seems awfully “lucky”. He decided to relay his feelings in front of the entire fleet because he thinks you’d be flustered and he wanted to make this moment to be something to come up in future convo’s. Long story short, everyone gathers round the two of you, but you put a shield with your Cryo power, making kazuha all flustered. You look at Beidou who has a grin on her face. You tell kazuha that you have a surprise for him, and that you want him to open his bandaged palm and close his eyes. He does just that and you then place the closed vision into his palm. You could both hear sudden gasps. Not the good kind tho. Kazuha then opens his eyes to first see that the beautiful Cryo shield that was around you two, was now only around you. And that the item that was placed into his “cursed” hands was the vision. he’s shocked. The rest is up to you
It has taken me 200 years I'm so sorry omg. Ever since I read this in my inbox though I've been thinking about it so often - I would love to write more on what you've written I'll have to think hard~ I always feel so guilty fir hurting their feelings but sometimes I wanna throw hands so this could work☆
Hmmmm, I feel like when you're sick Thoma would make you the best food that'll help you. He'll go to Albedo to make sure that the food won't make you feel worse. Xiao helps him as well, gathering any materials he may not have. He'll keep the food in a container, and when you wake up deiliver it to you himself. He'll ask you how it is and maybe make it again if you really enjoy it!
When your sick Kazuha and Tighnari stay by your side as much as they can (assuming they can't get sick from you). Kazuha will help you fall asleep by petting your hair and telling you sweet stories. Tighnari is there for you when you feel the worst, keeping notes of your symptoms and how they change. He'll try to cheer you up by letting you pet his ears.
Once again this isn't a request, please don't feel obligated to write this. But if you do wish to writing i don't mind if you use the ideas I've written.
Genshin Impact x Unwell!Creator!Reader
A/N: I'm so sorry this took me forever! I've been horrible with writer's block, but I think I'm finally getting back to everything again! I truly adore all of your ideas so i shimmied them into this hehe. Thank you for being so lovely♡ Im so soft for them all.~
Warnings: Description of feeling unwell, nausea and headache. A suggested kiss nearing the end from Kazuha but it doesn't happen he's just teasing~ (Maybe). Not proofread as of yet.
Sickness and Health.
…Heavy. Why did your body feel so heavy?
"They're waking up-" Was that Kazuha?
"I need to continue to check their vitals. Albedo, do you have that medicine prepared?" A few shuffles were heard as you finally began to feel a sharp pain within your head. You were still adjusting to a mortal body, despite your descent to Teyvat being several months ago. Is this the illness mortals go through? Once your time as a mortal was up, you'd have to see further into this.
"Everything is ready, here." Albedo was here too then. When did they figure out you were unwell anyway? Upon falling asleep, you felt okay. Fingertips were soon threading through your hair in a comforting manner, causing you to relax a little more until you felt rather intense nausea. How is everything so horrible? Mortal bodies truly go through so much. Opening your eyes quickly, you sat up and gripped onto the bedsheets panicking a little. Everything hurts. A gentle hand was soon upon your shoulder, trying to soothe you.
"Hey you're okay, your grace. Take deep breaths, relax now…" Nodding a little, Tighnari placed a little cup of medicine by your lips.
"Please, drink this. This will soothe the symptoms you're experiencing." Albedo spoke so confidently causing you to immediately sip at the liquid. He gave you a gentle yet proud smile before Tighnari helped to lay you back down. The voices around you felt so muffled, almost like you were under water. Instinctively you shuffled yourself into Kazuhas arms who was sitting beside you upon the plush sheets of your bed. With a light chuckle at what he considered to be endearing behaviour, he laid beside you and held you safely against his chest all whilst playing with your hair again. He knew how much you adored the soothing motion, he just hoped it was enough to comfort you. "The materials I had were only enough to make one vial of the medicine our Grace needs, I'll have to venture out to collect more." Albedo hummed in thought as he began to clear up the desk you had, only now it was covered with empty bottles and stray bits of waste from the materials he had.
"Don't go alone, it'll be quicker if you take somebody with you. That way you don't have to focus on combat and you can put your full focus on our divine." Tighnari's words were laced with a serious tone, eyes staring at Albedo. He saw the slight hesitancy in him leaving your side though, so he gently sighed. "Look, I'll stay with our divine. So don't stress too much okay? They need this medicine again this evening, so please go…" Now he just sounded concerned, his ears drooping a little as his tail stopped swaying. It hurt to see him so concerned… They all seemed so stressed. Softly, you stayed safely in Kazuha's arms but you stretched out your arm to reach for Tighnari and brush your fingertips across his ears to try and make him smile.
"B-beloved." It even ached to speak, but you pushed through. "I'll be okay. I love you all, p-" Upon trying to continue, you coughed a little and whined at the sharpened feeling in your head. Tighnaris ears shot back up at your whine, softly holding your hand before tucking you back into the blankets.
"Don't strain yourself… But thank you, my divine. We will take care of you okay?" With a soft nod, he gazed back at the alchemist.
"Understood, I'll take Adeptus Xiao with me. He's waiting outside the door anyway, he doesn't want to come in case his debt affects our divine." Packing his smaller bag, he moved over to press a kiss to your forehead. "We will return with your medicine, beloved." He nodded at the other two before departing. You could slightly make out a worried Xiao standing there before the door once again shut. At the sound and the shuffling of Tighnari checking your vitals, you soon fell back into a peaceful slumber.
"Is our Grace awake yet?" Thoma spoke, holding a container of freshly cooked food in his hands. "I checked with Albedo before he left and I've made a dish for them to have." His eyes trailed across your shivering body, cuddled safely within the blankets still secure within Kazuha's arms.
"They've been asleep for a long while now. It's best to wake them for food." Tighnari gently moved aside so that Thoma could open the container of your favourite dish.
"Beloved…" Kazuha whispered against your ear, gently rubbing your cheek to attempt to bring you back into the physical realm. Oh how he hated bringing you out of dreams to drag you back into the waking world where you were hurting. "Wake up, my divine… Aren't you hungry, love?" He smiled gently as your eyes fluttered open to meet Thomas' gaze.
"Hey sleepy head!" His bright smile seemed to offer you enough energy to slowly sit up with your own smile.
"Thoma!" You smiled gently at him, the potion from earlier truly helping now. The symptoms of your illness weren't as severe as before. Tighnari smile lightly watching from the side as Kazuha moved yo stand with him giving you a moment to eat. If you were to gaze at the fennec fox now, you'd see his tail swaying quickly and happily at his ears straight up. Seeing you beginning to recover is bringing everybody nothing but pure joy.
"Don't strain yourself now." The smile never left his lips as he fluffed a pillow behind your back and sat you up more comfortably. "Here, I cooked this for you!" With a little twist though to your favourite dish. This should help you recover even more energy so eat up okay?" At seeing you reach for the good he playfully tapped your forehead. "No, your grace, let me feed you. Say Ah~" Was this newly forming blush upon your cheeks due to the fever or being completely doted on by Thoma? You knew it was due to the latter of course, but to prevent you from further flustering yourself you pretended it was your rapidly lessening fever. Opening your mouth, you allowed Thoma to feed you and with the first bite, you already felt the day without food catching up to you. Your eyes lit up at the taste and you softly tapped thoma for another bite. He chuckled at your speed, but continued to feed you nonetheless. Besides, it brought great joy to your acolytes that your appetite had returned though the jealousy that they weren't the ones feeding you was still apparent.
A while after eating, Xiao and Albedo soon returned with the needed materials for the medicine. Upon seeing them, your mouth was still filled with your newest bite of food but they found it utterly adorable. Though your smile faded slightly when you saw Xiao stay behind the door. Swallowing your mouthful, you reached for him.
"Xiao? My love, please come in. Remember I took your debt away… Come relax with me?" You smiled brightly as you saw his cheeks dust themselves with pink. He slowly moved himself into the room, and at your gentle request he sat himself upon your bed with his blush rapidly intensening. He slowly relaxed as you played with his hair softly before smiling at them all. "Thank you all for taking so much care of me, my loves, I feel a lot better than I did!" Thoma smiled as he closed the newly emptied container.
"Anything for you, my grace. But I must ask, did you enjoy your meal?" You giggled lightly and nodded happily.
"Mhm I did, thank you for cooking it for me… It was beyond delicious! I'd love to have it again one day if you didn't mind?" His eyes lit up at this and he immediately nodded as he stood.
"Anything for you, just ask okay?" A kiss to your forehead was soon felt as he moved to the door. "I'll leave you be, let me know when you get hungry 'kay?" After your gentle nod, he soon left as Tighnari checked you over once more so he could monitor your fever.
"Alright, one more drink of medicine yeah? Then by morning, you'll be free of this illness." Albedo had finished shuffling around the desk, finally finishing the medicine and pouring it into a mini cup. You pouted a little as Albedo brought it to you. "Drink up, beloved." Shaking your head softly, you pouted again.
"But I already feel much better now, truly!" Albedo's eyes gently narrowed, he and Tighnari were always very strict on your health.
"That's no excuse to stop your medicine, now drink the potion y/n." You sheepishly smiled as Xiao gently took the potion in his hands to offer you again. Kazuha however moved over with a sly smile upon his face.
"My grace, don't make me kiss you so you drink your medicine. I don't particularly like the taste of it. However, if it's something you'd prefer, then I'm more than happy to drink it first and exchange it to you within the form of a kiss~" Your cheeks were now on fire as you gazed away,
"N-no no that's okay! I will drink it. I appreciate everything you've all done so…" Sighing gently, you took the cup from Xiao's hands and drank it quickly. Tighnari smiled as he took away the empty cup.
"Good job." Upon cleaning everything up, he knelt down at the side of your bed. "If it'll make you feel any better then you can pet my ears?" The way he tilted his head causing his ears to tilt sideways melted your heart and immediately your hands were soothingly petting his ears. His tail was swaying happily and the others couldn't help but pout a little, but seeing you feeling better truly outweighed that emotion for now. Though after a while of gentle chatter, the medicine's effects soon left you fighting against sleep. Kazuha seemed to notice this straight away, and with a gentle smile he sat by Xiao to be closer to you.
"My beloved, you're growing sleepy. How about one of my stories just for you? Come now, the land of slumber awaits." Xiao laid you down against the pillows, cuddling you safely as Kazuha slowly started to play with the strands of your hair. "All throughout Teyvat… A single soul was blessed by another who wanted nothing more than to spend forever with them. But alas, a curse was also bestowed causing these supposed soulmates to be separated. All their life they search for the one they adore… And we found ours. That, my beloved, is you."
Falling into a gentle slumber, you felt the last of your illness drift away as the dreams of Kazuhas stories filled your mind. Upon waking, you'd feel brand new and spoil everybody for taking such good care of you.♡
A/N: I'm so sorry it's been so long!! I was hoping if I were to write a smaller fic then it would help me get over my writer's block. Hopefully it has and that my writing improves more! Please, stay tuned! I also celebrated my birthday on the 16th so I'm 21 now! Insanity right?
Warnings: Anxiety, Detailed description of a Panic attack, negative thoughts about yourself being a burden. Loads of comfort and reassurance though!
Call for us.
Deep breaths. Do what Tighnari taught you. In for three, hold for three- no wait. Was it four seconds? You had no idea at this point, your chest was tightening and your breathing was uneven. You didn't even know how it got to this point, you were just sitting there enjoying the views of Liye alone. The others were reluctant to let you go alone, but you insisted on some peaceful thinking. Maybe they were right… You were on top of Wangshu Inn and were currently in debate on whether you should call out for Xiao, he'd take you back to the Serenitea pot safe and sound. Then again, you didn't want to bother anyone - you chose to do this alone and this is what you deemed to be the consequence. You were the all mighty divine creator, why did the anxiety have to follow you to Teyvat from your world?
Gripping onto the railing, you squeezed your eyes shut and tried to gain control of your breathing and try to fight against the feeling of the impending sense of doom. Why now? Why ever, really. You had to do something but your legs were shaking a little too much to walk and you just felt too weak. It can't be helped then… You know he won't mind but still, you didn't want to bother him.
"Xiao." His name had always easily rolled off your tongue, your heart always filled when your eyes laid upon him, and even now in the midst of your anxiety, it didn't change.
"You called, your grace?" His voice felt oh so soothing. "Your grace!" He rushed swiftly to your side, supporting your shaking form as your grip loosened on the balcony rails. Relief partially flooded you, golden tears welling within your eyes.
"Home?" You paused, exhaling a shaky breath, "Please?" You didn't have to ask twice as he lifted your form up into his arms bridal style, holding you safely against his chest as he telephoned you both to your Serenitea Pot. Shutting your eyes again, you tried to focus on his newly quickened heartbeat. When would it feel better? Your hands gripped into the material of his clothing as he moved quickly inside your mansion, you really should move the teleport waypoint closer to your front door. "Don't let go… Hold me until it's over…" His eyes simply gazed at you with an intense love and the sheer desire to protect. Nodding gently, he finally rushed inside with you against him whilst Kazuha and Heizou wandered out of the main room to see what the commotion was about.
"Our creator… The anxiety is torturing them, where's their medicine from Albedo?" Heizous heart broke at the scene before him, worry engulfing both of the other anemo boys.
"I'll go and get him, he came to check in our Grace." Heizou spoke before rushing away to obtain the medicine whilst Kazuha gently guided you both to the sofa.
"Let's lay them down, they need the air." Kazuha's voice was so gentle yet Xiao was still hesitant, holding your shaking form a little closer. Instead he sat upon the seat and laid you across him - your head upon his lap as his fingers threaded through your hair. Kazuha knelt down as you also reached out for him, his hand intertwining with your own.
"I-I'm sorry." They shared a worried glance before Kazuha's voice perked back up,
"Love, you have nothing to apologise for. Look at everything you're done and made for us. You have always been there to protect and care for us so please allow us to do the same." Nodding a little, albeit hesitantly, you shut your eyes tightly as your heart hammered against your chest. Breathe. Just breathe, that's all you had to do. So why did it feel so impossible? Fast footsteps could be heard before Heizou and Albedo soon joined you with the medicines safely within Albedos grip.
"My Divine… I've got the medicine. Xiao, I'm going to need to sit them up now." Xiao however, seemed a little more possessive over you whilst you were vulnerable. You had told him to hold you until it's over, and that's exactly what he was going to do.
"It's okay, they're going to be alright…" Kazuha attempted to calm the adepts down, knowing that he was feeling hesitant to let you go. Ever so softly, Xiao soon helped to move you to sit up and rest against his chest. His hand held onto your trembling one as he left a light but hidden kiss against your head.
Albedo gently kneeled in front of you, a small smile of reassurance upon his lips. "I've got you… I'm here. We need you to breathe now my divine. Slowly…" The golden tears falling down your cheeks shattered their hearts, but once Kazuha softly placed your free hand against his chest and began to exaggerate his breathing for you to hopefully ground onto and replicate, things felt a little lighter. Your heavy and short breaths combined with whimpers soon slowed prompting Albedo in gently pressing the vial of liquid to your lips. The liquid was soon swallowed and they all continued to hold you and help ground you.
"T-thank you…"
"Your Grace," Heizou softly spoke, gazing at you with kind yet serious eyes. "Why didn't you call us when you first felt the signs? You know we would have been there within an instant hm?" He placed his hand upon his chin within thought, "Though, if I were to do a little detective case right now of my own, all clues point to the fact that you were worried about being a burden again." Your silence and light blush of embarrassment proved his case correct immediately.
"My divine…" Xiao's arms held you safer against him as he felt you relax into his arms. It seemed the potion was helping you fight the anxiety yet it was leaving you so tired. "You are the most important… You need to speak my name and then I will deal with the rest." His voice was quieter now, almost a whisper against your ear. "You'd do the same for us… Please, let me help you… I…adore you." Trying to battle the effects of feeling immensely tired, you leaned fully against him completely relaxed.
"Thank you all… i-i will do my best to call for you when I need you… I promise." Kazuha smiled gently, freeing your other hand so that you could cuddle up.
"Beloved… Why don't you sleep here now? We won't leave your side." Albedo was calming with the wsh he spoke, yet you didn't need much prompting to fall swiftly into a comfortable slumber laying against Xiao (who began to feel very flustered holding the divine creator in his arms now just own worry over you was subsiding). "Sleep well, my divine."
It had been a few hours since you had fallen asleep against them. Xiao had refused to move other than to carefully move you into a comfier position. You now have a very fluffy and don't pillow and blankets thanks to Heizou and Kazuha. The others had left only for an occasional snack or drink, or to inform others of what happened so that they can be sure they're able to assist you next time. However, due to being cuddled up safely with Kazuha's fingers gently moving through your hair as Xiao watched over you, you didn't hear the door open and a concerned Zhongli wandered over.
"What happened to my divine?" His concerned golden eyes trailed over your curled up form, the peaceful expression upon your face soothing him ever so slightly. Albedo was the first to speak,
"They had a panic attack… They were alone when it happened but thankfully they called upon Adrptus Xiao to bring them home." He took a light breath, gazing down at you. "I gave them the potion I created to help the anxiety but the whole endeavour understandably took all of their energy quite rapidly." Zhongli simply nodded before gazing at them all.
"Understood. I shall wait with them until they wake… Maybe I should brew some calming tea…" His deeper voice mumbled off into a more quiet state of thinking. "Please wait here, I'll go and brew the tea. It's an old remedy from my archon years. It shall be ready for our Divine to drink in six hours. So please, wait a moment." He pressed a light kiss to your forehead before swiftly leaving to create the tea…
"Six hours? Won't our Grace wake before then?" Xiao simply shrugged before ensuring you were comfortable in your sleep.
"Zhongli sure does have peculiar methods of things doesn't he?" Heizou grinned before standing. "I thinkmill up and see how he prepares this tea, just in case it helps our Grace."
Before Zhongli knew it, he had a detective and alchemist watching his every move, though he was pleased to rant about the tea and how it would assist you. Kazuha and Xiao remained holding you though… You were safe in their arms, forever and always. Don't be afraid to call upon them… Any of them. They will be there within an instant. They love you… They want you to be safe.♡ But please, upon waking, try to pretend the tea tastes lovely~
