Hard Life

Amateur bodybuilder, fighting depression

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Don't you cry tonight 😭

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Some of my art work, I've entitled it 'detachment, my reality is not your reality' I feel detached all with my bpd (borderline personality disorder) especially with the way the world is, 2020-2021. Its a picture within a picture. When your detached, I can feel like your sat at the back of a big room, watching your life on a TV screen.

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And it's 0348hrs, 10 January, 2021 and you find yourself listening to the same album songs as you did the night before, I won't describe myself as a insomniac, but a hardened nsomniac. So I take a trip downstairs for the Russian standard vodka and some coke and have drink. Because life sucks...

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Angel ❤️

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To the #angel. Because there is only one angel in my life, she has a special place in my heart ❤️ I miss her (msg 09.01.2021, 03.47hrs)

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Do you ever want to go back in time? You look thru old photos in the early hours, and wish you go back. 2020 when life ground to halt. Let me go back to 2011!. #thoughts #memories

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#selfieburst #selfie #playingwithlight decided I wear my #ankh tonight, yeah I'm a #wiccan 🙂 #filters #light

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#rings and #spikes #skullrings #lionring #ravenskullring tonights gear as I wander on with saxon and Judas priest playing on my mp3 player

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A better view of my #ravenskull #ring #stainlesssteel #Jewellery #pagan bought from york Market

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My eye after an eye test, expanded pupil. I turned into #digitalart #artistsoninstagram #eye #myeye #windowstothesoul #art

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#newring #thorshammer #viking #Jewellery #norse got this from classix clothes #York had my eye on it for the pass couple of months

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Just eaten this, the salarmi #pizza #foodporn I was needed. #fastfood

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Photo collection #metalhead #fullrigout #heavymetal #skullrings #diamondrows #spikes #skullandbones #vikingmetal #trashmetal #metalhead

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#metalhead #heavymetal #spikes and #diamondrows I took this with my mobile resting on my feet using the #selfie cam and using the 10 second timer. #Metal

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Quoting a song, that means alot to me.....To a #princess, I still think of you #fromtheheart #imissyou

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The opening #lyric of this song i can really relate to. I feel like nothing without that important person in my life. Some wounds never heal. She was not just my world, she was my universe. And when there gone it feels like you've been left in the mists of a nuclear war, the world is so empty and dead without them, you just feel like corpse, a shell, a ghost of who you once were with them in your life. I felt so alive with her #profound #fromtheheart

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Some of the #tea #greentea #fruittea all are #zerocarb or near low carb drinks #beverages #Health #highpolyphenols