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Call me Taiya! Multifandom If you know me irl DNI unless if I already have you mooted I love weird fictional girls..<33

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Hello and welcome to my blog…! :J

You can call me Taiya/tai!

My favorite animals are horses and hares!

I am a poc , I have OCD (and I'm preety sure I have NPD and am a psychopathical liar but don't take my word for it since I'm not a doctor and stuf) and I’m a bit bad at talking but don’t be afraid to ask me anything!

(I lob questions!!!)

And my favorite colors are pink and green!

On this account, expect to see rants,poems, animations, edits, Digital art…and my physical art! (I change my interests every month or so, so don’t expect the same character to be my obsession!)

one thing I really lob for sure is HORROR!!! I lob the horror genre and I luv horrorcore songs...and a select few of horror movies , I also lob comedy as a genre coz I lob to laugh ;J

By the way I am very leftist and pro communism so if you don’t like that you can leave

I'm ANTI HARRASMENT I'm a homestuck fan i should have no say in ships just dont be annoying

…anyway that’s about it cya the next time I post!!

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Upd8 to the baby picture album

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😂😂😂 I just love the fact that when I add something depressing to my story my friend just likes it 😂😂😂 didn’t wake up to any text asking if I’m okay btw 😂😂😂

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Would 😂😂😂 they 😂😂😂 even 😂😂😂 care 😂😂😂 if 😂😂😂 I 😂😂😂 died😂😂😂

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😂😂😂 I just love the fact that when I add something depressing to my story my friend just likes it 😂😂😂 didn’t wake up to any text asking if I’m okay btw 😂😂😂

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TW: mention of Suicide

(this poem is kind of ass because I’m not in the best mental capacity right now)

This poem is titled

A homeless man died of hunger but there was food at his funeral

I’m tired of here and here is tired of me

I worn out ever place that was ever fun to me

I’m waiting for nothing I want to see

Because im the type of person whose free once their deceased

Please cure me

Of my disease

Because I’m tired of even me

I’m bored of this and your bored of me

But once I’m gone you’ll be crying

You don’t even know, how much this

means to me

But I definitely know how much I

Mean

To

You

So when I’m gone please don’t you dare to say

That you wish I never went away

Cos I know the truth and maybe

So

Do

You

When I’m gone, don’t you dare to cry

Because right now your getting the signs taped to your face

But all I know, and all I dare to say is

“Love” is the strongest type of hate

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It’s so dumb wanting help so badly but avoiding it at all costs

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Me looking into my parents eyes, knowing that their love is conditional and that they’ll obsoletely hate me when they find out I’m lesbian

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If god is real he is cruel and horrible and ruthless and loves to see everyone suffer

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I’m begging to a god I don’t even believe , it’s pathetic

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I feel like I’m just doing stuff until I die, like I’m not looking forward to anything, like why would I be excited for the future to get a job and things? It’s just more stress, being here is so much stress I don’t get how one could be happy for things like that, I just want to be nothing

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I hate upcoming big events they just make we anxious, not the event itself just the feeling of knowing it’s coming soon and that I need to prepare

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As much as I love myself I don’t get why some people actually enjoy my company but I really appreciate it

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I honestly don’t care about looks, none of this is real anyway and this flesh is just a distraction. There’s nothing to be anticipating except for death

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I genuinely always feel like a big poofy sparkly pink dress in a room full of white full dresses.

No matter how much I try I always seem to be an alien to everyone, but I hope I’m wrong and someone actually understands

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Being a ghost would be so freeing honestly

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Genuinely why can’t I be happy? Whenever I think “hey my life is going pretty good right now” the universe just fucks me over