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As a matter of fact.

This is the end Of a rebelthatwrites.

Long a ride, crazy ass journey, but now its all coming to a close.

If something is really messed up ( or if she really fucked up )

Ill be back.

12/1/17

9:32 Pm

Im good now. 😂😌

I really must have been upset in that last post.

My bad 🤷🏾‍♂️

5:30 am

How come i cant get over you?

Like seriously i dont get it. I dont know what im doing wrong. Its like you dont seem to dissappear from out of my life. No matter what happens.. i just dont get it. Years after everything has happened. After all the fighting and us being 2 stubborn bulls. Nothing seems to change, we always seem to come together somehow. Its almost like the movie Hancock where him and his women was so far away from each other but it had a reason. If they got close they would lose all power that they have. I just dont get it. When your here, you call me. We meet up, we do whatever and end up hating each other by the time the night is over. The worst thing is you dont feel anything. I feel like thats a lie. Everytime your here we see each other. Yet you feel numb when your around me, you feel nothing, but yet everytime you in town you see me. Note you dont have to see me. You have damn near the pick of the litter. Why see me and do this. Is it only because your comfortable with me? (Note: we blocked each other from everything beside this i think?) its like i cant get rid of you like you get rid of me. Why? Its not like im not trying. Like right now, im talking to someone that loves me but i dont love them. I want to cut her off for the simple fact that i dont feel the same and i dont know how to say it to her. Maybe thats karma for this shit. Being happy shouldnt be this hard. I want to talk to you. But i just dont know how it would go. Your extremely dismissive with me. It feels like when i talk to you all you will do is make me feel crazy. I cant listen to certain songs and not think about you. I ignored complete albums due to you. Everything i ever did was not worth it. I know how this whole thing ends. But call me crazy if i see you this december... i know im not crazy and im right.

If i dont.... your right and i should just stop.

We will see...

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All Along- Kid Cudi (Man on the Moon II)

yallstillhere

Have you ever got your heart broken?

Lol multiple times

They helped shape who I am though. Some of my lowest points in life were because of heart ache , and a lot of the times it showed me who I was, again and again, and I grew from it each time.It has it’s pros and cons with why I am the way that I am though I guess but that’s life

I guess thats the end..

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I told myself. I wasnt going to come back here.

But here i am.. years and years later from damn near eveyone i used to talk too but damn i just dont know what to do with this one. Im just stuck you guys... i never knew i would feel like this. Im sad. I dont know what to do with myself. The last time we talked it was short and it she said im the reason for the bad shit that was going on and she didnt want to talk to me anymore. Honestly i dont believe her but i just added her back on snap. I want the truth. I hate feeling like this. When i talk to her i get nervous. Shit even liking a picture and adding her on snap was a big thing. Either 2 things happen. I will be happy with this release or just sad and never get back to that with anyone else I dont know what to do. 😔 Im stuck

a-new-hope-1975

The alone feeling.

Its bad. Honestly it sucks. Not the best feeling . Feeling like im much better off by myself is never good. I was always taught to find a good in every bad, honestly i cant find one this time around. The worst part is that I'm not even mad at it, nor sad. Its kinda just like.. Oh well. Being disappointed isn't even surprisingly new to me anymore. Its how it happens that is always surprising and interesting. I hate that I'm so used to it. I guess some time alone is what I really need. Time from everyone. Im going to guess around November ill try to reach out, but for now Its just me. 😔

szaforthesoul

You see how i said wait 2 weeks.

Smh. I dont want this to happen but... 🤔 will see.

Btw

@teezy14 i might write about you here so.. Peep that

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Half naked cuddling & slow nasty tongue kissing needed now

Shes found my TUMBLR EVERYONE HIDE!

..... Nah she good. I dont care. She might find this one if i tell her.

AHA!

how has time flied by...

hey guys. how are you? everything good. knowing alot of you dont really give a damn what do you care? but in real life you probably dont know. or care so ok.

but uh yeah. im just like floating right now. shit its just like floating. things aren't bad not good but floating.

like im interested in someone. everything is goood For now.

she like wow...

thats all ima say. see yall in 2 weeks

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