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[areggo]

hi everyone I'm turning this into my combination tes fandom / yume-selfship blog

I'm new to the community on tumblr, but I've been selfshipping in private for awhile and just want a place to be a bit more open ♥

my husband is Cicero of Skyrim fame, who I've loved since March 2015, and finally married in October 2022 I am non-sharing - for now, I'm okay with doubles interacting, but I can't promise I'll reciprocate because of how it's run, I consider every member of the Dark Brotherhood (past and present) to be familial f/os, special emphasis on Sithis and the Night Mother obviously

as of editing this post, I'm now yumeshipping with Copia from the band Ghost!! mostly queerplatonic, only slightly romantically I don't mind doubles with him, feel free to interact in any way you're comfortable!

this is my main blog, so along with the fandom/yume combo I'll be posting other things sometimes, probably not very often

I'm an artist! pretty please check out my art blog :3

[a-hearts-a-heavy-burden]

Copia come back the ghids miss you.

[minttttttttttttttttttttttttttt]

sorry but this video is like a parasitic species to me

[xanfeursel]

[almalexias-mercy]

The 37th lesson

[skylifoxxx]

[skylifoxxx]

When the Listener emerges from the coffin of the Night Mother and Cicero is like

(I forgot how to draw)

[moniquill]

[reasonablywittyatbest]

Scrolled past this agakn and just can't get over how much I love it. We need to make things beautiful again and this is such a wonderful example. The beadwork on the wires of a utitarian object, contrasted with the grey concrete.

[a-mere-obsessor]

Something for my fellow Cicero lovers ❤️🖤❤️

[elderscrollsconceptart]

Sweet Mother said it's MY turn to throw it down

[lokh1]

my avatar in ggst is dressed to look like anji wearing jams outfit and i thought. why not draw anji in jams outfit....

[ryuzatodraws-backup]

Motion sickness

[r34comments]

[grimeclown]

[pukicho]

comic where steve from minecraft sees a round guy

[superzodd]

Shadowmere

[robertreich]

Live Nation/Ticketmaster is a monopoly, which is why it can get away with awful service, charging exorbitant prices, and tacking on fees as high as 75% of the ticket. Biden sued to break it up. However, after intense lobbying from MAGA world lawyers, Trump's regime tried to cut a sweetheart deal. But 34 of the 40 states that had joined the federal lawsuit balked at the terms and continued the trial on their own. Today they were victorious. This is a big deal, and a reminder that we still have power at the state and local level.

[stupidlittlespirit]

This is so silly but I'm watching a short video essay on sincerity in cinema and the creator is talking about how he watched Lord of the Rings for the first time at 17. He explains that he'd grown so used to the 'ironic' meta style commentary in the movies of the 2010's that as he was watching the opening narration of LotR, he spent the entire time waiting for the joke to come. For someone to take it all back with a zinger line. He listened to Blanchett describe and explain the backstory, and he waited for the other comedic shoe to drop.

And he kept doing it. Scene after scene.

He spent the film expecting someone to make a joke about how unserious things were or to break the fourth wall or do some other self referential type thing.

Now, maybe I'm just at that point in my cycle or maybe I'm too delicate in general, but I literally teared up hearing that. Straight up cried a bit. It is so fucking sad that sincerity and genuineness is being bred out of people.

People say all the time 'this generation can't take anything seriously!' and really, is it any wonder? Younger people have been trained out of it. You are no longer encouraged to be genuine or show emotion or be honest. You are actively punished for it. In fact, you are almost guaranteed to suffer for it.

That is so fucked up. I'm sorry to go on a bit of a random ramble rant but it's so fucking gut wrenching to see younger people lose that element of themselves. You can't express your passion without being told you're 'crashing out' or 'cringe'. You have to live in this neutral state of fear of perception, and god forbid anybody step outside of it!

You're told you should only consume and succumb and be ironic and emotionless and cool.

Listen, if you're following me and you're like.... 25 or under, let's say. Please. I beg of you. Do not fall for this rhetoric. Please, for the love of all things, feel. Feel and create and be honest with yourself. Indulge in things that make you happy. Be sincere. Wear your heart on your sleeve. Do not let this hyper-capitalistic, hyper-consumerist, self-centred, individualist culture take that from you.

Bleed yourself into the work you create. Live. Don't fucking let anyone tell you different.