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[mylover]

[swiift-deactivated20230723]

“I equate my twenties to walking into a costume shop and trying on all these different costumes… then walking out in my regular outfit and being like, ‘I’m cool with who I am.’”

[frrosty]

[giffied]

[recklesspath]

I knew you.

[shouldvesaidno-deactivated20201]

…And to me it’s really awesome if you’ve listened to my music for ten years or twelve years or six years or four years or two years or like you just checked out the album last week and you’re like “maybe I’ll go see that show.” That all means a lot to me, and you guys are so wonderful. There’s a song I wrote years ago that to me is always gonna…be, you.

-Taylor Swift’s Long Live/New Year’s Day speech at Ohio Stadium

[usertaylorswift]

Taylor Swift for “Folklore” Album Promotional Looks

[ariel-roach]

damncodyb​:

Cody was enjoying a can of Mountain Dew when he stared at one of the posters that was plastered on the wall. He couldn’t believe how quick things had collapsed over these past few weeks and it was even worse when he knew of the guy who was now a target to many. It was a mind trip but Cody being the careless person he pretended to be tried to not let anything faze him as he continued to lock his gaze on the picture. And then maybe out of boredom, or to keep his sanity he started talking to him. “Jesus. You know. I would never sell out my friends.” He said though deep down he knew that could be a lie. “But I have to say. Those numbers… Anyone would be tempted to get the prize. These people really know what they’re doing. A lot of us are a bunch of greedy fuckers.” He said. He didn’t realize someone had stepped next to him but it wasn’t like he would care anyway.

          Ariel hadn’t slept too much; she had been mostly awake, trying her best to keep her girlfriend sane while also trying to look into what was going on. It was a lot, and she found her work was slipping from under her fingertips. She was coming off a long night of sitting at the studio, having brought Alice along with her, which had ended in them falling asleep on the couch. She felt as though she was being pulled a million different directions and it was stressful, so she was having that attitude problem coming back a little bit. Who could blame her. “Greedy but it’s not always worth it,” she answers with a tilt of her head, looking at the other. “It probably won’t work but it’s an effective method. That mean you’re looking for them?”

[holygraund]

i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs;

[cametotheshowinsd]

folklore by Taylor Swift

[ts6track8]

[ariel-roach]

letsgetlost-inwonderland​:

You should drink some water, it looks like you haven’t moved from this spot in hours. She first looked at the water bottle that was put in front of her, then the familiar voice registered, and then she looked up to see the beautiful face of her girlfriend, suddenly feeling like a fucking moron. “Oh my god, I’m so sorry,” she said, momentarily burying her face in her stressed hands, then running them through her dark curls, and finally reaching for her girlfriend’s hand. “Thank you…” She didn’t want to admit that she’d been sitting here for hours but Ariel new better than that. She knew Alice better than that. “Uh… Yeah, I… I guess it’s been a while since I’ve gotten up…” Taking the water bottle, she cracked the lid off and took a big sip. Damn, maybe it had been a while since she’d drank anything other than coffee. Originally, the blonde had offered to give Alice the day to do research–honestly, she’d probably gotten tired of Alice incessantly Googling things about the fire every fucking waking moment. She’s going to get tired of you. Would you stop? At first, the idea of having the day to herself to do research seemed like a good idea but she couldn’t deny the sheer relief she felt now that Ariel was here. Have you gotten up at all? Had anything to eat? You want me to get you something? Normally, Alice would say no but seeing the worried look in Ariel’s eyes, she’d probably throw a fit if she insisted that she was fine–besides, come to think of it, when was the last time she’d eaten?…

Shaking her head, still holding onto Ariel’s hand, she said “Honestly, I don’t even remember when I last ate… I guess I could use some food..” Almost begrudgingly, she shut her laptop and looked over at her girlfriend. “I’m sorry. I know I haven’t been much fun to be around lately, I just… I don’t know where Cy is and weird shit keeps happening around here, and… Ariel, something is going on. And I know I sound like a crazy fucking conspiracy theorist,” and let’s face it, she was, especially when she got around her twin brother, “But…something’s very wrong here. And I just.. Fuck, I just want to know what it is. Is that.. Is that stupid?…” Normally, Alice wouldn’t look to others for reassurance–at least, not anymore–however, she’d been so out of it these past few days and the more she looked into the odd happenings around here, the more questions she had–and now, she had far more questions than answers and it was driving her crazy. And hey, maybe she was crazy. Maybe it was all in her fucking head. They didn’t lock you up in a fucking psych hospital for nothing, bitch. Stop it!

         She could tell Alice was sort of dancing around what was really on her mind, so she was more than happy to give her a little bit of space to compose herself. Gratefully, though, Alice still reaches out for her and she’s able to give her hand a quick squeeze. She couldn’t even imagine the kind of stress that Alice was under; it was stressful enough for Ariel and she wasn’t directly involved in the case. Except through Alice, of course. She had been spending her time sitting on the couch, goggling everything possible, trying to find every angle on the situation -- Ariel had figured some fresh air would do her some good, but she knew better than to leave her alone for an excessive amount of hours when she barely even ate at home, let alone while she was out. Before she can get up and grab some food, Alice stops her and finally lets out what she had been thinking. The blonde didn’t find it crazy -- just the opposite, she was probably right, there was very likely to be something weird working behind the scenes. After all, Ariel was in one of the sketchiest industries on the planet, she’d seen it all. “No, that’s not stupid. Your mind is working a thousand miles a minute. If anyone knows this case, it’s you.”

         There’s a pause; Ariel looks around them to make sure no one is listening, and then she’s moving her chair so that she’s sitting next to Alice. She was no cop but she’d avoided enough in her life that she knew how to keep an eye out for anyone suspicious who was lurking in the background. Everyone seemed way too occupied by their own thing to notice the two of them. Once she’s sitting next to her, she leans in a bit so she can talk to her. “How about this. We get you something to eat, we take a walk and get some fresh air, and then we can come back at this with a fresh perspective. The office in my house hasn’t been used in years, but it’s the perfect spot where we can try and figure this out. There’s a white board and everything.” She smiles slightly, trying to be reassuring. She wasn’t thinking that Alice was crazy or anything like that, she was thinking that Alice was scared and overtired and needed to take a moment or two to take a deep breath before coming back to this. 

          “You don’t worry for a second if you’ve been fun to be around, okay? Some things are more important.” She wonders if she’s coming on too strong but she can’t find it in herself to care about that part too much. She leans over, pressing a kiss to the side of Alice’s head, hoping to bring her back to reality a little bit so she could hear what she’s saying. She might have a connection or two she can try and hunt down, but she isn’t going to do that yet; her priority is to make sure Alice is taken care of before they pursue this any further, the last thing she wants is to overwork her and then they have another problem on their hands. “Look, whatever this is, we’ll figure it out together. I’m not going anywhere. But you have to eat and drink water and shit, alright? We’re no use to anyone if we’re passing out. You want a sandwich?”

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[someinvisiblestrings]

look what you just made me do. 

[ariel-roach]

𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖑 / 25 / 𝖜𝖔𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖟𝖊𝖗

[whenthebutterfliesturned]

Taylor at the 2018 AMAs

[jedilost]